Flowers Upon Blue Water

Flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Your reflection on the water, is like a mirror.
Yet an illusion, a dream of my mind.
The broken frames of towers and cities past.
Ruins resting upon the blue waters, covered by a blanket of green and bloom.
A memory of the illusion, the passing wind.
The wilted flower.
Upon the rusted tracks, in the shallow water lapping at my ankles.
I walk as if in a dream, as I watch the clouds.
Passing by, with the wind.
The flowers we grew are floating.
Reflected upon the mirror like water.
Is like a dream, a fading memory.
Like scattering petals.
Upon the blue water, all is reflected.
Even me.
The you who was here, is gone.
Your reflection, is an illusion now.
Flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Like them my memories of you are fading away.
Piece by piece, bit by bit.
Like a flower.
The water lapping at my feet, is the mirror.
That showed us the illusion, a dream of our minds.
Walking upon the tracks, along the ruins.
Covered in green and bloom.
Reflected upon the blue water.
The passing clouds, the flower petals in the wind.
A dream, a memory.
You are here and not here.
Resting upon the blue waters, among the flowers.
I am here and not here.
Walking in a dream, as if in a dream.
A memory of the illusion, the passing wind.
The floating flowers, scatter.
My reflection on the water, is like a mirror.
Yet an illusion, a dream of your mind.
Of mine, of ours.
The flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Then rest upon the blue waters, beneath the clouds.

"U.An.I"

A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Reality and dream, a virtual cage.
A steel box, a suffocating heart.
From green to grey, from light to shadow.
Repeating flaws and sad history.
It will rust away and never grow.
A dead seed /(LiFE-)/, the gears are breaking.
A sea of debris and junk, hiding a white treasure.
Hidden warmth. /(*)LoVe(*)/+
In the ruins of stone and wood, is where we once were.
A warm /(-DeSTrOyED-)/ home.
Steel cold /(_CuRLe-)/ eyes, hollowed soul.
False words, burning hate, destroying selfishness.
Take away happiness. /(+-EvERy tHInG-+)/
An illusion of peace, a breaking paradise. /(0-sOCiEtY-0)/
A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Forgetting hearts, unlearning minds.
Emotion /(*KIndNeSS*)/ and logic, are jumbled along with truth and lies.
Suffocating world, shattering world.
Light and shadow /(GoOd aND Evil)/ mix.
Until blurred. /(MeRGEd)/
Your shadow /(LiGht)/ is gone.
My /(yOuR)/ warmth is gone.
Your dream /(MY HoPE+)/ is gone.
Our /(ThE WoRlD’S)/ heart /(+HUmANItY-)/ is fading. /(_IS DyINg-)/
/(“U.An.I” WiLL wE MeEt AgAIn?)/
Everything is cold. /(_-LiFElEss-_)/
I /(YoU)/ are gone.
My thoughts /(+*EmOtIoNs*+)/ of you.
Are of how you are doing, /(-YoUR SUffEriNg-)/ without hope. /(LOvE AnD WaRmTH)/ to comfort /(HeLp)/ you.
Makes me cry and wonder /(-AgONiZe-)/ if you’re okay.
A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Reality and dream, a virtual cage.
A steel box, /(_a - PRiSOn-0)/ a suffocating heart. /(+*SOuL*+)/
It will rust away and be forgotten.
A sea of debris and junk, hiding a white treasure. /(*YoU*)/
Hidden warmth. /(*)LoVe(*)/+
Emotion /(*KIndNeSS*)/ and love. /(EvErYThInG)/
Is shattering /(BrEAkInG)/ along with the WOrlD.
Your shadow /(LiGht)/ is gone.
My /(yOuR)/ warmth is gone.
I /(YoU)/ are gone.
Our /(ThE WoRlD’S)/ heart /(+HUmANItY-)/ is fading. /(_IS DyINg-)/
/(“U.An.I” WiLL wE MeEt AgAIn?)/
iN ThIS CoLd DYInG WoRlD?
“oR U.An.I /(You and I)/ SoMeDaY iN ThE SeA OF StARs”


Note: Sorry that this looks like a mess but I was trying something new in a way so sorry if you the reader feel like you wasted your time reading this.

My;

As I recall the time we once had together, my heart cries.
For I can no longer see you.
The way I once did.
Hearts intertwined, never forget.
Even if the memories fade, your warmth does not.
This second, every minute, as the hours pass and the days then years go by.
Your still here, like a shadow, a ghost.
That I cannot see.
And like the wind, you cannot stay.
Dreams and memories, cannot give me the same warmth.
For in the end, tears fall.
The time we could of have, is gone.
A void, a memory.
Is all I have of you.
Someday, we may meet again.
This hope,
Like a star, is my light.
In the cold darkness.
For as I recall the time we once had together, my heart cries.
Hearts intertwined, never forget each other.
For even if the memories fade, your warmth does not.
Someday, somewhere, tomorrow…
We may meet again.
My;

A Breath of Wind

Ancient songs, echo within ruins of long past.
Dreams remain, as a breath of wind.
Lands of towers and homes, return to nature’s grasp.
History will become myth and truth.
As destruction comes, to reclaim and renewal the world.
The flames burn and turn to ash, once was.
As a bed of grey that turns into green.
Let your dreams, restore your passion.
To live and to find, what you seek.
Ruins of the past, remain as a memory.
Will you repeat or bring about a new future?
Ancient songs, remain as ghosts.
Within the sky, like a light in the cold dark.
A breath of wind, that shall renew.
The charred earth and grey sky.
All shall fade and be reborn.
Open your eyes, for now is time.
Let your dreams remain, within your heart.
As destruction comes, to reclaim and renewal.
And return all to nature’s grasp.
Let us become,
A breath of wind;

Artificial, Repeat

Rusted gears, among the silver pieces.
A stark contrast, a cruel contrast.
Forgotten, lay lies and old hatreds.
Behind the cage, sealed away in shadows.
Start to break their bonds.
The new prospers, the old declines.
Hearts become weak and cruel.
Minds forget past teachings.
And let the world slowly fall apart, that may soon shatter.
Artificial souls, clash and intertwine.
With natural born souls, or with each other.
A repeating fate, repeats a dark history.
The trigger lies in the shadows, behind the cage.
As it finally breaks, hell comes.
Once clean hands, are stained red.
Pieces of silver, are scattered like glass.
False words, only leave one broken.
Lies, drag many into shadows.
Hate, destroys everything.
Red, black, silver, bronze, white and grey.
Are scattered like the broken mirror.
Scattered like you, broken like me.
Natural born, your covered in red.
Artificial soul, I’m silver and bronze.
I’m blue, purple, grey.
Shattering.
The metal solders are falling.
The white flag is red.
A skyscraper is rubble.
Their all dead.
Repeating, repeating.
The false words, the lies, the hate.
Is turning all red and bronze.
To a dull grey.
Rusted gears, among the silver pieces.
A stark contrast, a cruel contrast.
Natural born, your gone.
Artificial soul, there is only one left.
Me, I’m alone, waiting.
For green.
Me covered in bronze and purple.
In dull grey.
Alone.
Until the clock is turned back.
Lights fade and shine.
Metal turn silver and bronze.
You’ll fade, I’ll rust.
I’ll turn it white.
I’ll turn it green.
I’ll break everything.
I’ll break myself.
Rusted gears, are time.
That I’ll turn back.
So shall we repeat,
Or start from scratch.
Natural born,
And me, Artificial soul.
Won’t it be quite chaotic, me/you;

Fire Red

Fire red, burns all to ash.
The red of blood, an omen of sorrow and hate.
A sunset of red, enchants all who gaze upon it.
The red of joy, reminds those of days long past.
Beautiful red, a flower that may have thorns.
Red, a flame.
Destruction or renewal.
Warmth or cruel reality.
Filled with hate and sorrow, it burns.
All in its path, and turns it into ash.
Filled with love and joy, it heals.
Renews the old or a gift of the heart.
Burning red, a curse, a blessing.
A sad repeating history, a stain of cruel hands.
A heart filled with love, a light in the darkness.
Fire red, an eternal flame.
Of sorrow and hate.
Of joy and love.
Burning red of fire, may burn all.
Yet the ash, renews all.
A light that burns, in the cold dark sky.
Fire red, burns all.
An eternal flame, that forever shines.
All to ash, it will return.
Fire red, burn all;

Upon the Path;

Upon the path, your memory soon fades.
Hearts that forget love become cold, even unfeeling.
May only lead to a sad end.
I follow the fading path, trying to reach you.
This heart filled with love, may forever stay broken.
And one day may, forget kindness and love.
Behind that mask, lies the real you.
Behind the lies, the truth awaits.
A hand stained in red, a hand stained in nothing.
Which is good?
My path, is not yet there.
Your existence, has it already ended?
A new light, cradled in the warm water.
Waits for the day it may shine.
Shadow and light, are merely like day and night.
But yet show the hidden heart and reveal the lost.
In the twilight sky filled with awakening stars.
I forever wander, leaving my footprints behind.
A heart that is filled with love may find a path, an end filled with happiness.
Or may forever wander alone.
Your kind words may hurt, that lie.
Your harsh words may love, a truth.
What is seen, may hide the real.
A chance meeting, may lead somewhere neither thought of.
Or end in sadness.
Upon the path, your memory soon fades.
Like the melting snow.
Upon the path, a memory begins.
Taking root like a seed.
Breaking the gears of a history, that should not repeat.
Blowing away the fog, that blinds hearts and eyes.
Like the pale blue dot, a star in the sky.
We exist, unaware of what could change and what should.
An existence that may forever wander.
An existence has ended, a new one begins.
Like a heart still filled with love ready to break,
This world, a path may end them to soon,
That may break their hearts and leave them cold,
A path that may lead to tomorrow,
Or take them on an unintended journey, that may lead to happiness.
Upon the path;

Dream Song or Aisling Amhrán

Within the eternal sleep, what may we find?
Among forgotten dreams.
A gentle lullaby, a song of yesterday.

Shall let lost souls finally rest.
Intertwined in the invisible threads of fate, you cry.
As days long gone repeat in your mind and heart.
Voices of our other selves, whisper words.
Of our many thoughts and emotions.
Like a half-forgotten memory, a dream still stays.
In a song, a requiem of once was.
Within sleep, you find peace.
As dreams dance in your mind.
A lullaby of yesterday brings forth tears.
Reminding those of a void left by sorrow and days long gone.
In eternal sleep, will we dream?
In the void unknown.
As we sing a song of our hearts, we fall into rest.
Within this lullaby of yesterday.
A memory replays in the hearts of the lost.
A dream that lets us rest our weary souls.
Among forgotten dreams, shall we meet.
Until they fade into tomorrow.
To once again be thought of.
Let us fall into eternal sleep.
As we sing a song, for our broken hearts.
A lullaby, of memory.

That shall turn into our dream.
Our dream of song.

Until, Always

If I could have all my wishes come true, what would change?
If I could have all my dreams become reality, would I change?
Are my wishes and dreams a lie? Or are they truth?
Or is it that am I a lie.
My heart of glass, keeps breaking.
Yet still, it’s here.
My paper wishes, my paper dreams.
Are they only paper?
My fake reality?
Can the world change, can people change, can I?
Is it darkness that is cruel, or is it the light?
I am an outcast, I am a wanderer.
I have those who love me, but… yet it is only a few.
Who truly love me
But do I deserve it?
I still love but my heart still cannot help but hate.
For that is all I seem to see.
I have been watching, I have been listening.
For that is all I can do.
As I watch my world and reality rust away like broken machines.
Then slowly break apart like glass.
Words alone can’t share the pain I feel.
If this world and mine are doomed to disappear and become stardust.
I rather not live to see that day.
For that sad future, is what I wish not to see, that I dream to change.
But I am an outcast, a wanderer.
I love but hurt others.
I love but hate.
I love but weep.
I love and hope to love,
Until I change…
Until I die…
I’ll always love;

Our Dream

Within a dream I live, yet still it is a dream I cannot live.
Like a clock, I’ll keep going until my gears rust away.
I try to wipe away the tears, but my hands won’t move.
Forgotten among the ruins of yesterday, I try to sleep.
In a fake reality, I keep dreaming of tomorrow.
Broken pieces of shattered hopes, lay upon me.
Piercing my heart like a sword, I try to forget the pain.
Your warmth fades as the rain falls, and the tears keep falling.
My voice has rusted away, and my body has become cold.
Like the cold rusted machines, I lay here broken.
As memories of you, replay over and over again.
Bringing emotions of sorrow and happiness to my heart.
Within the dream, I keep living.
Yet it has already ended.
The dream I can no longer live, is gone.
Along with you.
So along with our dream, I lay broken.
Waiting to fall asleep, so I can dream forever.
Of you and me.
Of tomorrow.

Someday;

Who am I? What am I?
Is there a reason why I’m here?
Life, death, why does it exist?
The past feels like a half-forgotten dream.
The future a thought I keep thinking and forgetting.
Today a moment that I may only remember or see.
A dream, reality, what is real, what is not?
Existence, nothingness, what are they exactly?
Right and wrong, what is it?
The changing seasons, a world of our imagination,
A song, a piece of bread,
The earth and sky,
A burning flame, a passing breeze,
My friend, my family,
My enemy, my ally,
Shadow and light,
The sun and moon,
The stars above.
Is it a dream or reality?
My thoughts, my emotions.
My soul, my heart.
What are they?
Who am I?
Time, space.
What is it all?
Everything feels like a dream, when I go into a world of my own.
A reality that watches, that dreams, that knows.
But in the end, is it real?
Why are we alive, why do we die?
Why do we exist, what is nothingness?
Are we merely a concept in time and space?
Are we alone, are we a dream?
Is our life a gift or a curse?
Is death our punishment for some unknown thing or is life?
Who am I? What am I?
Is there a reason why I’m here?
The past my half-forgotten dream.
My future a thought I keep thinking and forgetting.
Today a moment that I may share with another.
This dream or reality.
This life, this existence.
Is there an answer, for every question?
I don’t know, for I am
At this moment, a star,
That is hardly seen or known.
In the eternal sky, among the sea of stars.
And yet I hope, that we may meet,
“Someday… In among the sea of stars.”
“Someday;”

Oh Rainbow

Oh gentle clam white, cold and silent white,
Oh pure warm white, of new beginnings and ends.
A light in the black darkness.
Oh silent cold black, sad and destructive black
Oh cradling shy black, of endings and new beginnings.
A shadow behind the white light.
Blue, sadness and serenity,
The sea and sky.
Purple, strength and wisdom,
Beauty and evening twilight.
Green, natural and free,
The firm earth and the sprout of new life.
Yellow, joy and excitement,
The sunlight and dear friend.
Orange, warm and playful,
A setting sun and a Halloween pumpkin.
Red, anger and passion,
A burning flame and the color of heroes.
Pink, love and affection,
A young girl’s love and the color of spring flowers.
Brown, reminisce and comfort,
The tree that stands tall and a father’s love.
Grey, reserved and neutral,
The silver ring and skyscrapers.
Oh blue sadness, purple strength and free green,
Joyful yellow, orange warmth and red passion,
Pink love, brown reminisce and neutral grey,
Oh new white and black end.
Oh far away rainbow, will you come back tomorrow?
To begin and end again,
Oh rainbow of my heart?

Waiting for You

As everything shatters, as darkness comes.

I’ll be here, waiting for you.

A light in the darkness, praying.

That you’ll find your way.

Even if I cannot be by your side.

If I can no longer feel your warmth.

Do not despair, do not fear.

May you cry, may you remember.

May we feel broken.

As everything fades away, as darkness comes.

I’ll be waiting, praying.

For you, to find your way home.

Through darkness and despair.

Through all the things that will hurt you and block your way.

Stand tall, you can cry, you can smile.

And find happiness once again.

If everything shall shatter and fade.

If the darkness comes.

I hope that my light will guide you home.

Even if my light, becomes a star.

I’ll shine for you, until all ends.

As everything shatters, as darkness comes.

I’ll be here, waiting for you.

Waiting forever, for you my love.

As a light in your shadows, in the darkness.

Forever more, waiting.

For you, my love.

The Sky

Beneath the sky, the passing clouds.
I dream of a sky I was once saw.
Beneath the sky, under the moon and stars.
I drift between sleep and reality.
Like the wind, a wish comes and goes.
A happy wish, that leaves sad emotions.
As I watch the clock, I feel sorrow.
As emotions and moments come and go,
I try to hold onto them,
But like air it is both close but also far away.
As the seasons pass, so does time.
Beneath the sky, I wish to fly.
But this fragile heart, will it break?
If I fly.
Will there be a tomorrow worth waiting for?
A past worth remembering?
A sky worth dreaming?
Like fluttering wings,
This heart beats with many emotions.
Weighted down, yet so light.
Beneath the sky, the passing clouds.
I dream of a sky I was once saw.
But it is now reality.
Am I still between sleep and reality?
Will this fragile heart break?
Beneath the many emotions it will feel?
Will it break, like a glass?
If I fly?
Beneath the sky, the passing clouds.
Beneath the sky, under the moon and stars.
Will there be a tomorrow worth waiting for?
A past worth remembering?
Is that sky I dreamed of worth living in?
Will I no longer be beneath the sky I dreamed of?
Will I finally fly,
In that sky?

Under Spell No Longer or Cacophony Again

Let it fade to ash, as the gears of time burn.
In sorrow, in pain, everything fades.
As the gears rust, I forever dream.
In the blue of the sky, in evening’s red.
The green of tomorrow blooms.
Among the ruins of the clock, of the shattered glass.
I drift to sleep beneath your gaze.
Yet cry as I see your pain.
In black you thrive, in white you fade.
I in white I thrive, in black I fade.
Under spell, we either fade or exist.
Under spell, let it all fade away.
Pain and anger.
The burring sorrow.
Let it all fade to dust and ash.
Let it all turn grey.
Let it all begin again.
Let old dreams, become new.
Let old history, guide us.
Make the clock anew, put the pieces back together.
In twilight, let us dream together.
Let us exist, no longer under spell.
The monster and the angel.
Let them be free.
Let us be free.

Under Spell or Cacophony

Under ancient spell, all shall fade.
Rusted gears, stops the clock.
Old dreams, old beginnings.
In sleep, everything shall fade into eternity's darkness.
Shattering glass the blue of the sky, becomes the red of the evening sun.
Under spell of time, all shall turn to dust.
Forgotten memories, heart's emotion.
Broken gears, the clock is done.
Old history, new pages.
Shattering glass the red of the evening sun, becomes the purple of shadow.
Blue the night sky, green the new beginnings.
Under new spell, all will soon begin and end.
In red, ash,
The rusted gears, fade into dust.
In blue, the sky and sea.
New dreams, new beginnings.
In green, tomorrow.
In one's heart, nothing is forgotten.
In purple, the shadow of yesterday.
Under ancient spell, all shall fade.
In shadow, the monster.
In light, the angel.
In black, burning sorrow, anger.
In white, a song of joy, peace.
The monster, the angel.
Under ancient spell, one shall either fade or continue.
Or together exist.
Under spell, shall the world exist.

Intertwine

As sad fates intertwine, bonds unbroken are made.
Wings of paper float on the wind as they fly away from sight.
Within the sky, the stars form pictures that catch our imaginations.
As tomorrow comes, two hands hold.
In yesterday's fading light, memories begin to bloom.
In your hands, are seeds of the future.
As sad fates meet, tears and smiles come and go.
Like the seasons, like the clouds above.
Your paper wings, are like a blank canvas.
A piece of paper to send our dreams and wishes on.
As sad fates intertwine, hearts become one.
As they meet bonds unbroken are made as tears and smiles come and go.
If we should meet again, then not all is sad.
If we cannot meet once again, if we say goodbye.
I hope we meet again, in another life.
As our sad fates intertwine.

Sad Fate

If I could change an already decided fate,
What would change, what would be the same?
Will the peaceful days continue to go by?
Or will the days bring tears instead?
Will I see the person I've always known,
Or will I see the person that was really there?
There are some monsters we can fight against, while...
There ones we can't.
The time we have with our loved ones,
Is so fleeting compared to the vastness of time.
Our memories will fade over time,
The moments we have now may never happen again.
The emotions will feels, our mistakes and accomplishments,
The people we meet, the people we see go.
All of it, will be a memory not all will share.
A moment that won't always be remembered.
If there's one fate we all share,
Is that we're all born,
And that we all die.
It maybe sad, but that is the truth.
Nothing was truly meant to last for eternity.
Fate, everything,
Is strange.
And fate,
Cannot be easily changed.
So instead I will accept what cannot be changed,
And accept what can.

Stars

The stars, 

Have watched over many things since their beginning.

Their life seems eternal, yet they too die.

Life,

Is both a blessing and a curse.

Death,

Is both an end and a beginning.

Things are remembered,

Things are forgotten.

What is destiny, what is my destiny? 

What is fate, what is my fate? 

Why was I born, why am I alive? 

What am I, who am I meant to be, what is my purpose in this life, in this world? 

What is life, why do I cry and smile, why do I hate and love, what is death? 

What is a spirit, what is a soul, what is a heart, why do I have one, do I have one? 

Why do I have a voice, why can I think, why I’m I here? 

What is destiny, what I’m I, what is a heart, what is life, why was I born?

We may never know,

All the truths we wish to find.

Time is a mystery,

Space a world alien to us,

An endless sky of stars.

The stars,

Have watched over many things since their beginning.

Like them everything, this pale blue dot.

May no longer be here, maybe will be too.

At this moment many things are happening here and beyond our blue planet.

Sad, happy, funny, scary, cute, embarrassing, dreamlike, painful, angry, unbelievable, wonderful, sentimental, and more that can't be said with words alone.

What is destiny, what is fate?

Why am I alive?

Is something we all may never know or not meant to be known.

All we can do is live and continue on.

For all may one day be gone.

Life,

Is both a blessing and a curse.

Death,

Is both an end and a beginning.

Yesterday is gone,

Today will come and go,

Tomorrow is unknown,

I'll I can hope for is this...

"I hope that we may meet again someday within the eternal sky, among the sea of stars."

A Flickering Flame

A flickering flame of a dragon's heart, glows a warm gentle light.
Tears of sorrow trickle down, as memories of times long forgotten.
Echo within the burning flames.
In deep slumber twilight dreams of a requiem, a prayer.
The shattering pieces of time fade away.

As they touch the endless sky of stars.

Songs of long past echo in the peresent.

A song to fill the void of loneliness of the future.

A flickering flame of a dragon's heart burns.
As its tears of sorrow trickle down into fire's raging flames.

In the end of destruction, in fallen ashes of the charred earth.Though embraced by shadow, a single seed sprouts.
Like a light in the darkness, to cut through the sorrow of a heart.
In the rain, the fallen snow, in the ashes.
All starts anew.
For a flickering flame of a dragon's heart, the light glows gentle and warm once again.
The light of a heart's flickering flame.

Words I Cannot Speak

When I speak, I rarely use my voice.

I use words or colors on a piece of paper.

And it is words on paper that I'll use this moment, to tell you words I cannot speak.

I do not know what comes tomorrow,

What has come, is no more,

What comes now, is already happening.

I have not always questioned the world and be in awe with the things that life brings. But now I do.

I have always dreamed, but at first I didn't create a dream to share. Yet now I do.

As the days go by, as the seasons change, as each year ends. As the final day of the year comes, I can't help but think of the past and future.

The world right now, is not perfect. Your life maybe the same, everything feels like its the end, or that it feels like your at a dead end. Things will change and is now, nothings lasts for ever, even the stars will die.

We humans are not perfect, we all have are faults and blessings. We all love and hate, we all smile and cry.

In truth I am not yet very wise or know as much as I would like.
There are more words I wish to share but that will take to long. All I can really tell you is to live and be you the true you.

And for those wanting to finds love, here are some words from mother to daughter, to granddaughter.

"Merry a king, for he'll become a prince."

Children of the Night

Oh stars, children of the night.
You have watched the world below, with your gentle gaze.
Your light has caught my mind in an endless dream.
In sun's light you fade from my sight.
Forever enchanted by your mysteries, I am.
Through darkness you shine, oh children of the night.
In sky's embrace you are free from the bonds of the earth.
In your haven of the night I dream an eternal dream.
Oh stars, oh children of the night.
If all shall fade, may I be embraced by your light,
And become part of you, for all eternity.

Stardust

As light fades into shadow, 

And shadow into light.

Twilight drifts on horizon's edge.

An ocean of memories,

Shifts and dances upon the earth.

Ghosts of stars long past,

Still continue to shine in the vast sky.

In earth's lands,

Remains of those from the forgotten days,

Wait to be found.

Ever changing life never stays the same,

Yet some things withstand time.

Distant worlds,

Unexplored places.

An endless sky of discovery.

Opens to new possibilities.

Dreams and imagination,

Take us away from reality.

Light fades into shadow,

Shadow into light.

A flickering flame,

In the twilight.

Ever changing,

Never truly the same.

All come together,

And apart.

All will die,

All will live.

A dying star,

Spreads the seeds of life,

Stardust across the eternal sky,

Someday will find its way to you and me,

This fragment of another life,

Will live until all fades into nothingness.

We will live;

The Blue Bird's Song

A bird of crimson flames, a bird of black despair.
Dance upon a field of battle.
Playing a game of death and rebirth.
A lone girl prayers cannot be heard.
Singing a requiem for lost souls.
A bird of blue tears, a bird of white hope.
Sing a song for the forgotten.
For the dragon who sleeps.
The girl's sadness it cannot bare to see.
Feathers of crimson and black are scattered among the fallen.
The dragon's cry rings through the sky and earth.
A cry of boundless rage and sorrow, a prayer.
Bird of crimson, bird of black.
Fall as their dance ends, as the game ends.
Wings of blue and white.
Spread out and catch the fallen.
The dragon's rage is no more.
Only tears and remorse remain.
The blue bird of sorrow, the white bird of hope.
Dance in the endless sky.
Singing a requiem, a song.
For once was.
For what is to come.
The dragon watches, as it sleeps.
The lone girl watches, as she sings.
The birds of blue and white.
The birds of crimson and black.
Fly away into the sunlight that fades into yesterday.

Sanctuary

For those who do not have a home to call their own, a sanctuary.
I cannot always give you shelter and more, but.
If I could give you a home,
I would.
If I could give you a town,
I would.
If I could give you a city,
I would.
If I could give you land,
I would.
If I could give you a country,
I would.
My own trials and hardships I go through may not let me always help you.
My own experiences may not be like yours.
But I hope with these words I share you'll keep on living.
This world is imperfect, 
This beautiful and ugly world, 
This paradise of light and shadow.
I wish for you not to always see the shadows, 
To live in the darkness.
So I hope in the future you will have a home to call your own,
A sanctuary.
If I could give you a sanctuary,
I would.

Time

Forgotten time,
Lost time.
Time keeps ticking, 
Even through the clock's hands, its gears and pieces, are rusting away.
Your voice,
Your warmth.
Is lost in time's abyss.
The rusted swords of the battle field,
Are like the days we spent together.
You who fought to protect,
You who gave up happiness.
I can no longer see you,
Time keeps passing by without a second thought.
My memories of you,
Are my light in the darkness.
I can no longer touch you.
The rusted swords and pieces of the clock,
Will someday fade away.
I can no longer hear you.
In the silence,
I cry.
As time keeps ticking,
you keeping getting farther from me.
Forgotten time,
Lost time.
Your voice,
Your warmth.
Is lost in my abyss.
For soon my time will end.
You who fought to protect,
You who gave up happiness.
I can no longer see you,
I can no longer touch you,
I can no longer hear you.
I'm like the broken clock,
And like it I will fade away.
Into forgotten time,
The lost time,
The abyss.
I will fade away.

Solitary- ...

Fragile reflection,
Forgotten reflection.
Solitary stars,
Connected stars.
Desolate lands and forgotten ruins.
From darkness to light, within the twilight.
Distant horizon,
horizon's edge.
Desert plains, forests of endless green,
Deep blue seas, mountains that touch sky.
White clouds, a lonely sky,
A sea of stars, a cold eternal sky.
Wandering souls, ghosts of the past.
Moon and sun, stars and sky.
Cold reflection,
Warm reflection.
Dying stars,
New stars.
A question unanswered,
Questions of one's self.
A world known,
A world unknown
Continuing time,
Forgotten days.
Fragile reflection,
Forgotten reflection.
Solitary stars,
Connected stars.
A reflection- ...
Solitary-

Autumn Fire

In the light of the setting sun, the Autumn leaves appear as a warm burning flame.

Beneath the frozen stars, countless flames alight and fade.

The wilting flower petals scatter upon the last wind of summer.

Within the ruins of forgotten days, ghosts of forgotten memories fade with the warmth of summer.

Words whose meaning is unknown to us, remind us of those before us, of times long gone.

Colors of red, orange, and yellow come to replace the green of summer.

After flames of summer pass, seeds spread across the ground wait for spring to come.

Remains of ancient creatures of the forest, sleep within rock the color of flames, as a memory of once was.

In the sun's light, Autumn appears like a flame upon the earth.

A flame that continues to burn through out time.

A memory of forgotten days, a warm light.

In the fading sun light, the Autumn leaves appear as a warm burning flame.

An Autumn Fire...

You -Lyrics

To you, who is alone, I hope we can meet again someday. You who taught me, that even within the cold darkness, there's a warm gentle light, a shining star. That even if weak it still glows in the darkness. As I watch you in solitude, I, whose tears and smile I've seen. If you are happy without me then, with only that I'm happy.
The enclosed flower, yet to bloom, even without light continues to exist in the darkness. You who are alone, one who bares the scars of a sad history that no ones wishes to repeat. I'll become a guiding light, a star for you. Daring to even fight against even destiny, you who had resolved to keep living with sorrow. I won't hesitate to bare your sad destiny for you.
To you who has been alone, I hope that even without me you'll keep smiling. If we are not meant to be together, then I'll become a warm gentle light a star. For you whom I love.

The Shore

At the shore of time's end, I watch the sands of time drift into a sea of endless memory.
At the edge of darkness, a place where all paths one day lead.
Lights like stars dance above the sea, while at shore a gentle breeze blows.
In this place where time stops, will we meet again?
As I wait, I start to drift into the sea.
Countless memories appear before me, like stars in the sky.
As the sands of time fade into a sea of memory.
In this place at the edge of darkness, at the shore of time's end.
Where all path will lead and eventually end one day.
I hope that we can sleep within this abyss of time's memory, together until we fade away as well.

Into the Sunset -Lyrics

Within the lonely winter, like a blooming flower. You stood there with an aimless gaze. As if in a dream, you faded into the sunset, like a flower I withered away.
As the days pass by, like the wind you never stop wandering. Over barren and empty lands, through places where light hardly shines. If you had wings, just where would your heart take you? Will that destination bring about that smile you always had?
For what comes tomorrow, I cannot say. Like sun light, I can see it but never touch it. It passes by, like a half forgotten dream. A dream that I cannot help but dream again.
Like the sun like the wind, your warmth comes and goes. Like a flower I can only let my petals drift in the wind. If you had wings, just where would your heart take you? To where you go I hope there we'll meet again.
As if in a dream, you wandered into the wind. Like a flower I withered away and my petals drifted into the wind. Within the lonely winter, is where our end new beginning came. The place where we wandered into the sunset.

Wanderer

So where is it that you will go?
Just what is where is your destination?
As the days pass by, you wander until you grow tried.
You watch the starlit sky, you sleep in the moonlight.
Through forgotten places and of beauty that words alone can't define.
Wastelands and hidden places.
Your destination is one that you'll find in the very end.
Above in the blue sky, the lonely bird flies.
Under tree and earth, creatures sleep and roam.
In the waters deep and shallow, there is life in the clear blue streams and great seas.
Behind you are footprints, a past, in front a world, a future unknown.
I cannot tell where you will go.
You cannot say where.
Through desert sunsets and mountain sunrise.
A flower field for the dead and the living.
Lonely plains and mountain tops.
Where is your end?
Where is my end?
So where is it that you will go?
Just what is where is your destination?
As the days pass by, you wander until you grow tried.
Where is that you wish to rest beneath the starlit sky?
Like the wind you are free.
Like a bird you have no one place.
Where will you the wind, go too and end?
Oh wind, where is that you wish to go?
Wind, oh wind.
Where shall I go?

A Story -Lyrics

It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
Even as the seasons pass by, a story is being written. A new chapter has started today, a new beginning.
Your overflowing tears look like starlight dancing in the sky, the memories of our times together are a precious treasure. That's never truly forgotten.
Like the stars we cannot live forever, but somethings will never be forgotten, ever after many years.
It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
In this beautiful and ugly world, life continues.
We all have our faults and blessings, and at times we do not get along but even those days, are immeasurable. The people that we meet, the things we see and do in life, are a part of our stories.
Every moment in this world with you, is a feeling that words alone can't tell. Our story may not always be a happy one, but it is one I cherish.
If the unhappy things of life bring you down, look up and go forward. For at this time your story can still continue, even if it's not perfect, your story also intertwines with many others and together they are beautiful.
It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
In this beautiful and ugly world, there are many wonderful things.
For the happy and sad times together, thank you.
A new story has started today, a new beginning.
I'll never forget, our times together. Like the stars we cannot live forever, but will still love you. Today may be goodbye, but keep walking forward. For my story as ended, but please keep writing your story.

Dream

When you close your eyes, what is it that you see?
In your world of dreams, in your reflection?
Within the lonely sky, the stars' light continues to exist.
A ghost of the past, a continuing light.
Is time infinite, what does eternal really mean?
Within an artificial paradise, our now mechanical world.
The little things things we cherished are disappearing, rusting away with the fake truths and morality.
Like wires cutting into my skin, are thoughts and words that are cruel.
I see a world that may soon lose it's humanity, a world filled with the illusions of joy that we brought upon ourselves.
When I close my eyes, I see a peaceful world that may never come to be.
Yet I still dream that dream, over and over again.
At times we wish for change, yet most don't try.
To change the things that make the world unhappy.
In your world of dreams, what is it that you see?
What is the world you wish to see?

Butterfly

On this day, I cried.
For the butterfly who brought joy to my world, who is no longer here.
Our time together was short but I will never forget the little things that you did.
The happy and sad moments we had together, may soon fade from my memory.
Yet I will not forget the love you showed me.
You the butterfly that brought me joy, are no longer here.
I can no longer hear your voice, see your smiling face, or feel the warmth of your embrace.
On this day my life changed.
On this day I saw the shadows that bring sorrow to the world.
Yet you the butterfly that I can no longer meet, is still in my heart.
A light within the shadows of my heart.
My life may be short, yet I will continue to live.
Till the very end.
You the butterfly who brought me joy so long ago, I promise to become a butterfly that brings joy to others.
Today I am crying, yet I am smiling as I remember you and I together so long ago.