Unbearable Future

I walk upon rusted gears that were once part of those now forgotten days.

A past that I cherish but will soon slowly forget, in the stillness I simply live.

Time is both mystifying yet cruel, as it both gives and takes away.

Within this mechanical world, what once was beautiful is now rusting away.

The flowers we loved are now raw gems of days that may cease to exist.

Now that you are gone, for I rather hear the cacophony of the machines then the silence that is unbearable without you.

As the wind moves the still air, faintly your presence is there right beside me.

Within the warmth of the sun, the soft light of the moon, and the stars that have watch us since our birth.

What was once filled with joy and memories so precious, is now only emptiness.

In this rusting world you cease to exist and what we did together is now only a reflection of once was.

If I could use these rusted gears, and the machines left behind.

I would rebuild what once was lost within time’s embrace.

My memories are slowly fading, my time in this artificial and polluted world will come to an end.

If I could repeat those days with you, I would give everything up.

Because without you, I rather not live in an unbearable future.

A future that without you, would not bring me the true happiness that you brought me.

So long ago, in time that has become part of those forgotten days.

Reflection

As I walk upon a reflection of the sky, I feel both wonder and fear.

What it must be like to fly, will always remain unknown to me.

As I look into the world of mirrors, I see your face.

Within my world you do not exist, only a reflection, an illusion, a dream that cannot be touched.

While I see you, no one else can.

Within the reflection of the angelic sky, the infinite night sky, I see a sea of stars and wonders that I can only dream of.

As I walk upon the reflection of the sky, the ripples hid your face.

As I dance my steps are forever repeated in the crystal water.

Everything around me is only a reflection, but there, always there before me.

I cannot touch, but I can see.

If I could, I would.

Touch the reflection, the illusion, the dream, the endless sky, the sea of stars and beyond.

Beyond the reflected sky- beyond my reflection.

Rusting History

In the time we've spent on this planet, the history that has become part of those forgotten days.
Still remains as a memory, a story that may disappear or remain forever until the very end.
Within this mechanical world, the turning gears are rusting away.
The distant past may soon disappear from existence, and we may once again repeat mistakes that would never come to be.
This world will forever change, and we along with it.
But we should not forget what our ancestors left behind, for in this mechanical world it is no longer unusual to no longer recall the things that must be remembered.
In the time we've spent on this blue planet, the past we have made will in a way always remain.
But if we forget, they would forever be in the embrace of time, to never be recalled again.
If the past rusts away, we may as well disappear.

Shattered Sky -Lyrics

Even as I fall in the shattered sky, I continue to recall, those soon to be forgotten days, that repeat within my heart. Even if it’s only a reflection, I still see the you that I've always known, will always stay without fail in my memory.

Within this, mechanical world. The gears of time, slowly rust away. It seems like a dream, those times when everything was alright.

As I watch the days go by, I try to hold on to those precious memories.

As I fall into, an eternal sleep, I can hear your voice, as a distant sound in my mind. The song of a nostalgic story repeats, over and over in the still air, within the emptiness of my soul.

"If I die, would we meet again someday? Would you remember me?" I ask to myself once again today, tomorrow, once again.

Even as I fall in the shattered sky, my does not stop remembering, those days long past, taken away by time's embrace.

In this mechanical world, you still continue to exist, an entity, a living star that shines brighter then the sun. Even as I close my eyes, is still there, along with the feelings, that even if I fade away into nothingness will stay.

"In the future if you are no longer there, I'd rather not live, in that unbearable tomorrow without you." Even as I continue to fall, your presence still stays, always there forever within my heart.

Within this rusting mechanical world, I can still hear that song. A shard of those nostalgic days gone by, that repeats in the still air.

"If I will be reborn someday, I hope that we can meet again. To once again to hear each other voice."