Thursday, March 5, 2015

The Words I Want to Say -Lyrics

Every time I think of tomorrow I can't help but, wish that this pain in my chest would stop because then maybe I can finally stop crying. The many paths before me seem to only lead to nothing, so why is it that I keep going even though they may lead to where time stops?
I feel as if there's something I must search for until the end, as if a voice I cannot hear is calling me to a destination that only exists in my heart. There are words I wish to say but every time I try to speak, my voice disappears into the cacophony of voices before me.
For only a brief moment in time I will exist on this blue planet, and someday I will fall into an eternal sleep where I can no longer dream.
And the memories the moments we shared will either be remembered, or fade away into, time's forgotten memory...
"What is love?" is a question that is asked many times, we humans always seem to show it many different ways since words can only say so much. I guess even when we fight the reason sometimes is, because we love each other and even then it's better then being apart.
There are many words I wish to say yet emotions and reality always seem to destroy their meaning, but I hope that someday my words will reach the frozen stars above. And bring the shattered pieces of my broken heart together, to bring meaning to my existence...

The Questions I Have

I do not know why I'm alone, what is it I did wrong?
I like to be alone but, I want someone by my side.
Among others I feel like I don’t belong.The Words
I am shy to tell about myself, especially to those I first meet.
But I want to be noticed yet when I try to be, no one really does.
I have friends, but I feel out of place with them.
There are times I feel forgotten, because no one really says hello to me.
Alone I watch the world around me, hidden away within my own world.
I see many things from my little world, things that make me cry and happy.
Painful things, funny things, amazing and wonderful things.
Things you never thought of and things that are mostly forgotten.
I love being different then anyone else, yet no one seems to care.
There are things I want to change in the world, but where should I start, what can I do?
I try to but the world doesn't seem to care to listen.
Every day I dream, I want to share those dreams.
How do I tell them, how do I show them?
If I share them will anyone care?
I have many wishes that I want to come true.
But if I can only one wish, would it come true?
What the future holds, I do not know.
Many people around me believe in something.
What choices I should make, I do not know.
I want to do something but I don't know what to do?
What does it mean to truly love someone?
I want to know, but will I only be hurt in the end?
I like to be alone but, I want someone by my side.
I do not know why I'm alone, what is it I did wrong?
I have many questions, things I want and things I don't want.
I have a dream and many other, many wishes I want to be real.
I want to leave behind a story for those of the future to see.
I want to simply live my life to the fullest, but will that wish come true?