Every day I wonder if people like me, does
any ever notice me? Does anyone think that I’m lower then scum and that I shouldn’t
even exist?
It feels as if I should have never been
born, as if my existence was a mistake. There are those who love me and those who
hate me for even just being alive.
I’m kind, I’m patient, and polite. I
don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be good. I don’t argue
and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me.
No one ever really thinks about me. I’m
always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone.
I’m always alone, I have no one but
myself in the end.
Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me?
I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me.
No one will ever hear me in the cacophony
voices before me, even if I scream!
I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always
smile a fake smile.
I’m never really happy, I always seem
to lie to others and myself.
I want someone to hear me and see me, I
don’t want to be forgotten.
I want someone to hold me close and
stay with me forever until die. I don’t want be alone anymore even if I’m the
pushing everyone away.
Isn’t there someone who will understand
me, my true self.
I no longer want to be in the darkness
or even in the twilight.
I want to be free, I want to be happy, and be
in the light.
All I really want to know is that I’m
alive.
