The Words I Want to Say -Lyrics

Every time I think of tomorrow I can't help but, wish that this pain in my chest would stop because then maybe I can finally stop crying. The many paths before me seem to only lead to nothing, so why is it that I keep going even though they may lead to where time stops?

I feel as if there's something I must search for until the end, as if a voice I cannot hear is calling me to a destination that only exists in my heart. There are words I wish to say but every time I try to speak, my voice disappears into the cacophony of voices before me.

For only a brief moment in time I will exist on this blue planet, and someday I will fall into an eternal sleep where I can no longer dream.

And the memories the moments we shared will either be remembered, or fade away into, time's forgotten memory...

"What is love?" is a question that is asked many times, we humans always seem to show it many different ways since words can only say so much. I guess even when we fight the reason sometimes is, because we love each other and even then it's better then being apart.

There are many words I wish to say yet emotions and reality always seem to destroy their meaning, but I hope that someday my words will reach the frozen stars above. And bring the shattered pieces of my broken heart together, to bring meaning to my existence...

The Questions I Have

I do not know why I'm alone, what is it I did wrong?

I like to be alone but, I want someone by my side.

Among others I feel like I don’t belong.The Words

I am shy to tell about myself, especially to those I first meet.

But I want to be noticed yet when I try to be, no one really does.

I have friends, but I feel out of place with them.

There are times I feel forgotten, because no one really says hello to me.

Alone I watch the world around me, hidden away within my own world.

I see many things from my little world, things that make me cry and happy.

Painful things, funny things, amazing and wonderful things.

Things you never thought of and things that are mostly forgotten.

I love being different then anyone else, yet no one seems to care.

There are things I want to change in the world, but where should I start, what can I do?

I try to but the world doesn't seem to care to listen.

Every day I dream, I want to share those dreams.

How do I tell them, how do I show them?

If I share them will anyone care?

I have many wishes that I want to come true.

But if I can only one wish, would it come true?

What the future holds, I do not know.

Many people around me believe in something.

What choices I should make, I do not know.

I want to do something but I don't know what to do?

What does it mean to truly love someone?

I want to know, but will I only be hurt in the end?

I like to be alone but, I want someone by my side.

I do not know why I'm alone, what is it I did wrong?

I have many questions, things I want and things I don't want.

I have a dream and many other, many wishes I want to be real.

I want to leave behind a story for those of the future to see.

I want to simply live my life to the fullest, but will that wish come true?

Everlasting Words

In the light of the setting sun, you and I take the path that leads towards forgotten places. In the summer haze, it seems like a half forgotten memory.
Underneath the trees and by streams that someday will lead to the sea. These unending days continue to come, as if time has stopped.
In the wind colored bottles hang from the branches of green, within them words on paper that are filled with memories. Every day we pass each other on the path, we don’t say a word.
As we see the places that hold the memories of days of a time now gone, becoming part of the past, the thing we call time that is nearly infinite.
Every time I see you, there are many words I want to say to you. And I wonder, do you feel the same? These everlasting days continue but now winter’s embrace starts to cover the earth.
Putting the world into an almost tranquil sleep, as the gentle snow falls.
We take the path towards the forgotten places of our past, together we go as if to find an answer to the many questions before us.
In the light of setting sun I go alone, to the forgotten place. And fall into an eternal sleep, in the bottles one holds pieces of paper covered in words and one with none.
Summer has come again, unending they continue to come every day.
There were many things I wanted to do and see, many I had wishes that are almost everlasting.
In the light of the setting sun, you take the path that leads towards forgotten places.
To the sea you go and in your hand was the bottle filled with many pieces of paper.
Now only one is inside, you close its top and set it into the water.
The light of the sun shines upon the sea, I wish to see it with you but yet I can no longer share that moment with you.
There were many words I wanted to say to you, but there was only one I wished to say the most.
“I love you”, yes… those were the words. Words that are undying that love, to repeat over and over again to you in my heart made those days truly everlasting.

Oh Great Sea, Tell Me... -Lyrics

Oh great sea, please tell me a story. Of the forgotten days, what once was in ages past. In the wind I can hear, the songs of those who came before me. Of my ancestors as they sleep, within the earth.

Who was I, in the forgotten days. The many mysteries that surround, this world's history. Oh, I can see it, reflected in the sea the cruelty of life and death.

This beating heart of mine, like the great sea. Is filled with memories, of our precious past. I want to know, the lost tales of the ancients. To understand myself, to never forget you.

Even if we are, a machine with a heart are we still living beings? What difference is there, when we still can die? We share this world, with many different lives but yet why is it that we don't try, to understand each other?

The waves of the sea, wind of the sky and the plants of the earth. Together make the world we live upon. Open your heart and you will see, how beautiful this world truly is.

Oh great sea, sky and earth. Tell me a story, of the forgotten days. Of the place between, the sky and sea. Because I want to protect what I could not, protect in the past.

"The Little Bird" or The Sky

A little bird files into the sky; you and I wish to fly like the little bird.

Far away from this lonely place, into the world beyond.

Underneath an ancient tree, overlooking the world below.

What did it see, what happened here so long ago?

Do you remember the promise I made here, with the one I hold dear so long ago?

He is far away from me, on a journey, a warrior that is trying to find his place in this world.

Determined to find an answer to our existence.

Can we fly like that little bird, that flew into the endless sky?

I sing a song, a gentle lullaby, of our memories.

I am waiting, I am watching, listening, and remember what I've seen.

Where do we start, where do we end?

I have so many questions.

He would always listen to me and I, him.

Time is passing by, day by day, month then year.

Should I go to find him, in the world beyond?

I will go, but will the journey fill the void I have within?

I wonder aimlessly but find many things both physical and emotional.

I see the places he’s been to, the things he did.

But still I keep going.

Every moment in this world is immeasurable, so is every memory of him and me.

No matter where I go, the loneliness in my heart won’t disappear.

I still keep the promise I made so long ago, like that day.

Where should I go, when do I stop, am I still just starting?

Taking the path home is where I’ll go now, for I am too tried to continue.

“A little bird files into the sky; you and I wish to fly like the little bird.”

“Far away from this lonely place, into the world beyond.”

“Underneath an ancient tree, overlooking the world below.”

“Is where you and I made a promise.”

“You kept that promise and so did I.”

“But you are gone, like the little bird.”

“Soon I will fall into a deep sleep, and leave this world.”

“If I could be reborn, I would want to be with you again.”

“But for now I wish to fly away  into the sky, beyond the stars, to see this beautiful world from above.”

“To find you, as I become part of the sky we so dearly loved to see.”

Recordare or Oh Great Dragon, My Friend.

Oh great dragon, my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.

To a find our place in this world, our fate, our life.

The sands of time slip by, as the clock keeps moving.

Life,

Death,

All living beings, come and go.

Nothing is forever, my dear friend.

Arise and fly, do not be afraid.

We shall watch the world below us, and be a part of it.

Together we will be forever, until our journey’s end, our life.

We create and destroy, we remember, they remember.

Do not forget, do not repeat.

I will sing a song of the past, a song of tomorrow, a lullaby.

Everything is peaceful, light.

The sky grows dark, shadows come.

You fall, I fall.

The sands of time slip by, as the clock keeps moving.

Everything is chaotic, darkness.

No more fighting, no more death.

Stop,

Go away,

Oh great dragon, fly!

Please stop!

Do not fight my friend.

Everything is becoming hazy, becoming dark.

I cannot see you, everything hurts.

Nothing is forever, my dear friend.

Is this goodbye?

Arise and fly, do not be afraid.

I will sing a song of the past, a song of tomorrow, a lullaby.

For you…

Do not forget, do not repeat.

Remember…

Oh great dragon, my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.

Find your place in this world, your fate, your life.

I shall watch the world below us, and be a part of it.

Together we will be forever, until your journey’s end.

In your heart…

Remember me…

Oh my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.

Into tomorrow’s light…

Live on…

The Golden Sun

The sun arises on the edge of night, shining its light upon the blackened earth.

Upon two warriors that are as still as the night.

One adorned with blue and white, with hair as silver as the moon and eyes as golden as the sun.

Whose heart is pure and kind, armed with only a sword and shield.

The other dressed in pitch black and blood red, covered by armor of darkness.

With a heart of ice and eyes the burn red with greed and hate.

Both lead an army, one of light the other of darkness.

Who will win this endless fight?

They strike at each other, a clash of wills and heart.

A fight to the death.

Many fall and many rise, to fight this battle.

The growing light surrounds the two armies; the two warriors stop and face each other.

This the end, who will win?

The warrior in blue and white, the warrior of light.

The warrior in black and red, the warrior of darkness.

One is surrounded by darkness, ready to strike.

The other whose sword starts to glow with the light of the sun.

Darkness starts to run to attack, but the other is still waiting.

As the sun comes above the horizon, light starts to surround the warrior of light.

And attacks the darkness that comes; light and darkness clash!

Everyone is still, waiting.

No one can see them, where are they?

Everything is bright.

Who won? What will happen next?

After the light disperses.

The warrior of light as won. It has ended.

Now the earth is green again, as life continues on.

But the warrior of light has disappeared, to where no one will know.

Until darkness comes.

Until the golden sun arises once again…

As the Rain Falls

As the rain falls, a misty haze, hides the world beyond my sight. Under the lonely tree, a butterfly waits upon a white flower, with a hazy light. A lonely sight, the island tree, under the branches of a misty haze. The grave of loved one, safe and sound they are, under the roots of the island tree. Safe and sound waiting, until the sun comes and the clouds disappear. A sad sight, as blood is spilled and tears fall. A lonely sight, a girl and a butterfly, under the misty haze of the rain.

The Desert

As the desert sun falls upon the horizon, the silver of the moon shines brighter in the evening sky.

The mountains bare and covered by the suns light, stand tall among the sand.

The wind a gentle breeze, wind a howling gale.

Desert colors shine in the light of the moon and sun. Dark red to bright yellow, pale to black.

So clam and quite, chaotic and deafening. So desolate and yet so full of life.

A place full of mystery, where time sleeps among the sun and moon. Underneath the starry sky.

As time passes the world around it changes, many come and go.

The desert sun once again falls upon the horizon, the silver of the moon shines brighter in the evening sky.

And the stars dance in the sky, as the sands of time blow in the wind.

Someday... Lyrics

Every time I'm with you, I feel as if the chains on me have been broken. And when we are apart I can't help but wander as the chains bind me again and the pain returns.

On the outside I smile and lie that "I'm alright", I don't want to show you my pain but I'm still screaming inside.

Yet I'm still a dreamer, within this world of machines that is silently starting to rust away. I'm still watching the endless starry sky, still wishing that someday I'll fly away.

Being with you made everything feel like I was in a world of fantasy and that I was no longer in a cruel reality. If I could I would say those words to you.

I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. Even if I close my heart and fall into eternal sleep you'll still be there without fail.

"Who is it that you truly love?" I want to ask but the words are caught by a cacophony of voices.

Wishing for a tomorrow that is no longer ruled by selfish desires, oh what a fool I am.

To see you smile, I keep wandering remembering you. The moon is reflected in your eyes even as the sun shines down on the rusted gears.

Everything’s moving in a perfect rhythm except for you and I, yet why is it that I'm the only one falling apart?

Please in this desolate place, can you pick up my fallen pieces and free me.

I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. You are neither a child of the sun or moon, so someday I'll become a star that guides you home.

In twilight you shine so bright even if there's nothing but emptiness on the path you take. I cannot be by your side so I'll become a star (I don't want you to see me cry.)

I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. Even if I close my heart and fall into eternal sleep you'll still be there without fail.

I believe that even if I no longer exist, you'll still shine bright as you head towards tomorrow.

I'll become a star oh please hold me tight, please stay strong and keep going my dear.

I believe that even in this broken world that you'll find the happiness I could not in tomorrow. Even if I cannot be by your side, my love for you will stay within my broken heart.

Someday I'll fly away into the eternal sky and I'll sing my love for you. In the future I will fall into an eternal sleep and wait for to come so live and... Believe in yourself!

I believe that even when I sleep I'll see your smile and feel your light. Until that day comes take me away and hold me tight as I cry.

As I become a star for you.

As I become a star for you.

I love you...

I love you... With all my heart...

Note: I admit that these lyrics aren't that good, I ended up being sick for a while and I wanted to do something to pass the time. But I'll keep trying to make my lyrics better then ever but I hope you all still enjoy reading it. Bye for now!

For Accepting Me

This world is filled with darkness and light.

In the eternal sky we are a star that shines in the night sky.

I can see, I can hear. I can feel, I can speak.

I can see the darkness that surrounds me.

I can hear nothing within the cacophony of sounds.

I can feel the cold of the nothingness.

I close my eyes and hid behind a mask.

I dream of light, of warmth, but all of it is an illusion.

I can no longer speak to the stars that still shine brightly in the night sky.

Oh insignificant star why is it that you are crying?

I can no longer feel emotion within the emptiness.

And yet why is it that I’m filled with sorrow and joy?

Oh why are you embracing me?

You are insignificant and yet why is it that you exist?

I feel that every moment with you is immeasurable.

Do you see my true self?

If so thank you, for accepting me.

For accepting this paradise of light and shadow.

Thank you for loving me.

So For You I Shall... -Lyrics

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

For as long as I can remember, we have always been together. Hand-in-hand we were in a never ending dream. But after that day we first faced the truth of reality, our future was ripped in two shattering the dream that we loved.

Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you, I will become your light that guides you home. I will always protect you and stay by your side, so don't worry there is no need to cry, so smile.

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

One day we realize what we needed to do, in order to find the happiness we once had. We started this journey of ours and along the way, we faced the same cruel truth of reality.

Fight after fight a never ending nightmare, darkness and light are fighting once again. A cacophony of screaming voices of a tragic history, why is that this story must repeat once again?

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world two insignificant people to reality. Yet even in this summer haze there is a gentle breeze blowing, carrying your laugh far into the blue sky.

As we come closer to the truth of are existence, it feels as if every second of our time together is immeasurable. The darkness in me grows with every moment as your light becomes stronger, but shall we tempt this tragic fate to end.

As we get closer and closer to the dream we once had, I can see the future that you once dreamed of. So I shall become darkness and you shall become the light, when your dream becomes real we can heal this broken world.

I am the darkness and you are the light. Two insignificant people to fate, two lovers. If I too have light within my heart then you too have darkness, then we too are people of the twilight.

Once hand-in-hand two lovers long ago had a dream, one was a prince and the other a peasant. They dearly loved the dream and kept it within their hearts, and wished it to someday become the future.

Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you. (We have always been together since we first met.)

I will become your light that guides you home. (You have always protected me so I wanted to become stronger.)

So don't be afraid I am right here with you. (Please come back to me safe and sound so I can say.)

So smile there is no need to cry. (I love you as I see you smile.)

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

I can see it your dream that you wanted to see, I can see right before now as we come closer and closer to day.

So Shall Tomorrow

When tomorrow goes, so shall I. 

When yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep it. 

When today is here, like the wind I will sing. 

If we are told to disappear, we will exist. 

In the sky is yesterday, here on earth is today. 

Beyond the sky is tomorrow, beyond tomorrow is today. 

I will die with the stars, I will live with the stars, I will exist. 

When tomorrow goes, so shall I. 

When yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep it and remember. 

When today is here, like the wind I will sing and I will sing for today. 

If we exist, so shall tomorrow. 

Memories of Yesterday -Lyrics

The blue of the sky, reminds me of your gentle eyes. The drifting clouds, reminds me of that summer day. In the wind I can hear our melody, being played on that music box.

The warmth we felt that day, is so close and yet so far away. I can still see the slumbering stars, I want to reach out for them but I'm too afraid to.

In the time that we were apart, we forgot yesterday as we grew up. We both let ourselves drift into loneliness, and became too afraid to again embrace that feeling of love. The silence hurt more than then a cacophony of sounds.

I could no longer recall that unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful symphony. And as I look into the mirror I can see your smiling face, as we stood underneath the starry sky.

As you run (as you run) I can hear the song of the earth (the song of the sky) it’s as if your flying, into the distant tomorrow, into yesterday.

I still hold that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment) as if any second I may lose it; as I hold your letter I remember every word you've said to me. And I let the warm of your voice envelope me.

I sing, I sing. I turn every moment, of our time together into the notes of our symphony. So it may keep echoing within our hearts.

As we run (as we run) I can hear our melody (being played on that music box) that unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful symphony, is echoing with a trace of yesterday.

I dream that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment) the day we first said, I love you. And as we journey on towards the future, yesterday the present becomes, a part of us...

You and I -Lyrics

Underneath the stars, upon a bed of flowers is where you and I made a promise. A promise that you once forgot and that only my heart remembered. Time goes by without a second thought, for what it leaves behind. That's just the cruel reality of being able to live. The sands of the hourglass keep falling down, creating a river of time before us. Whenever I close my eyes, I can still see your smiling face.

Until the day we reach eternal sleep, please stay with me before we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true happiness is and to see my wish come true. For all I really want is to have a long life filled with the love of those I too love.

In the beginning I asked you to answer this to me. That if I died today would you remember me even after my death? Then you didn't even say a word and walk away, back then you still thought that I was weak. But even the weak can, become stronger for those they love.

Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold onto my most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we spent together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we. And we both got hurt as time went by, from all the loneliness and sadness we once felt.

Until the day we reach eternal sleep, please stay with me before we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true happiness is and to see my wish come true. For all I really want is to have a long life filled with the love of those I too love. Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold onto my most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we spent together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we. Yet as we near our end in this world we've found our happiness.

To Exist -Lyrics

Where are you now, how are you. My heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.

I realized for the first time, that until I met you that I had thrown away and lost. The things that filled my lonely heart and brought me joy so long ago.

You made smile and supported me more than anyone ever did. You still followed me even know I hurt you, because of that I finally saw my mistakes.

The cherished emotions that I'd lost and given up, was too much to consider at that time. Without even realizing it I was struggling so desperately inside, to reach out my hand and take them back, to once again feel love.

Yet like the sand in the wind they slipped through, I once again let myself forget them, but then you reached out your hand towards me.

My heart was breaking and being shattered by loneliness and despair, it was so painful that all I wanted was to become nothingness.

Even if I let everything fall into the emptiness of despair, your smiling face would remain in my heart.

Always encouraging me to live on, to exist.

Those unforgettable moments I turn into a lullaby and I turn our wishes into stars, I know it will be alright this time as we run towards the horizon.

I will always be smiling at your side, even as we fight against reality.

Close by your side, even when at the end of time...

Where are you now, how are you. My heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.

Are embracing you my dearest, even as you hold me tight you smile. All I want is to exist with you even if our stars seem insignificant in the eternal sky.

Underneath the Stars, I Watch

Underneath the stars, I watch this world from where I stand. I see the good and joyful things and the bad and depressing things.

As time goes by I see more and more things in the world, and I still watch.

But I can’t help but want to cry for those who suffer, I want to scream at those who don’t do anything except watch.

Why do we exist?

Why do we still choose to do the wrong things even though we know we are wrong?

Why is it that no one tries to do the right thing?

I watch the world and think. “Why do we love, even though all we do is hate?”

“Is all we do to each other is hurt one another, have we forgotten how to love?”

I see most of all are sad things, wrong choices being made, greed and hate, and wars that only hurt and kill.

I can do nothing from where I stand, for I will be lost in the chaos around me.

No matter who strong I stand I am pushed around and forgotten.

I cannot speak or even scream for my voice would be lost in the cacophony of voices before me.

All I can do is watch from where I stand, all alone.

I see people who smile and laugh, people who cry and are in pain.

Some make bad choices, some make the right one.

There are those who fight to protect us, there are those who hurt others.

People who dream and wonder, people who search for answers.

There are those who will change the world and those who will not.

Some stand tall and strong, while others are crouch down crying and in pain.

Everyone is different, like the stars in the sky. So many and yet not all are seen, no one star is the same.

In different colors they shine and many different sizes. Some will die tomorrow and some will be born.

Together the make the eternal sky shine with light and make shapes that make us smile and wonder.

If we could all hold hands together, if for a brief moment we could all understand each other.

What would happen?

For all I want is to see the world that many dream and wish for, a world where we are together.

Underneath the stars, I watch this world from where I stand.

One day I will have to leave this place and go out to world.

But yet my heart does not want to, because this world is to cruel from me today.

I will watch until that day comes.

In my heart I sing a lullaby for those who are forgotten, for the living.

For life I sing, for those who need love.

Arenam's Poem or Across the Sea of Sand

Across the sea of sand we wander, underneath the star lit sky.

The wind blows our prayers into the sky, to the white birds of the desert.

Slowly across the sea we go with the wind at are backs and the moon and sun above.

Our hearts follow the beat of the ticking clock, as our feet tread the earth.

The children sing a song for tomorrow, as the sun sets upon the horizon.

We follow the path that is lit with tears, we head towards the place between the stars.

Together and alone, we face the sea of sand as we wander.

Underneath the star lit sky with the moon and sun above, with the wind at our backs.

We wander as we send our prayers to the birds, into the unknown of life.

Babylon

In the darkening twilight between the sun and moon.
The howling winds tears at me as I slowly walk through the endless plain of sand.
In the ruins before me the sun shines its light through the once grand gates of Babylon.
Time stands still in the hazy mirage of the lost days of the ancients'.
The winds holds their forgotten voices within the sands of time.
As it shifts and rises on the plains, an empty silence rings throughout this place.
The silence of Babylon, the myth that we made, now rings throughout the gates that shine in the twilight.

All I Really Want...

Every day I wonder if people like me, does any ever notice me? Does anyone think that I’m lower then scum and that I shouldn’t even exist?

It feels as if I should have never been born, as if my existence was a mistake. There are those who love me and those who hate me for even just being alive.

I’m kind, I’m patient, and polite. I don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be good. I don’t argue and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me.

No one ever really thinks about me. I’m always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone.

I’m always alone, I have no one but myself in the end.

Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me? I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me.

No one will ever hear me in the cacophony voices before me, even if I scream!

I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always smile a fake smile.

I’m never really happy, I always seem to lie to others and myself.

I want someone to hear me and see me, I don’t want to be forgotten.

I want someone to hold me close and stay with me forever until die. I don’t want be alone anymore even if I’m the pushing everyone away.

Isn’t there someone who will understand me, my true self.

I no longer want to be in the darkness or even in the twilight.

I want to be free, I want to be happy, and be in the light.

All I really want to know is that I’m alive.

Oh Great Wolf

Oh great wolf, who’s howls ring throughout the night.
As I walk beside the forest, underneath the silver moon.
Please watch over me as I walk beside you.
I hear your cries in the night, calling out to the moon.
Underneath the dancing lights, in the white-cold snow.
Oh great wolf who’s howls I hear.
Please watch over me, as I walk beside you.
Underneath the moon as the lights dance in the night sky.
In the world this white-cold world, I will listen to your cries.

Footprints

As I walk on this earth I leave my footprints behind, I leave them as a memory for those to follow and when they end I’m afraid it’s time to say goodbye. The footprints I see sometimes overlap each other, some are new, some are old, some are deep, and some are side by side. My feet may hurt but I still leave my footprints behind so someday they can be my memory for those to follow.