I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.
For as long as I can remember, we have always been together. Hand-in-hand we were in a never ending dream. But after that day we first faced the truth of reality, our future was ripped in two shattering the dream that we loved.
Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you, I will become your light that guides you home. I will always protect you and stay by your side, so don't worry there is no need to cry, so smile.
I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.
One day we realize what we needed to do, in order to find the happiness we once had. We started this journey of ours and along the way, we faced the same cruel truth of reality.
Fight after fight a never ending nightmare, darkness and light are fighting once again. A cacophony of screaming voices of a tragic history, why is that this story must repeat once again?
I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world two insignificant people to reality. Yet even in this summer haze there is a gentle breeze blowing, carrying your laugh far into the blue sky.
As we come closer to the truth of are existence, it feels as if every second of our time together is immeasurable. The darkness in me grows with every moment as your light becomes stronger, but shall we tempt this tragic fate to end.
As we get closer and closer to the dream we once had, I can see the future that you once dreamed of. So I shall become darkness and you shall become the light, when your dream becomes real we can heal this broken world.
I am the darkness and you are the light. Two insignificant people to fate, two lovers. If I too have light within my heart then you too have darkness, then we too are people of the twilight.
Once hand-in-hand two lovers long ago had a dream, one was a prince and the other a peasant. They dearly loved the dream and kept it within their hearts, and wished it to someday become the future.
Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you. (We have always been together since we first met.)
I will become your light that guides you home. (You have always protected me so I wanted to become stronger.)
So don't be afraid I am right here with you. (Please come back to me safe and sound so I can say.)
So smile there is no need to cry. (I love you as I see you smile.)
I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.
I can see it your dream that you wanted to see, I can see right before now as we come closer and closer to day.
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
So Shall Tomorrow
When tomorrow goes, so shall I.
When
yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep it.
When today is here, like the wind
I will sing.
If we are told to disappear, we will exist.
In the sky is
yesterday, here on earth is today.
Beyond the sky is tomorrow, beyond tomorrow
is today.
I will die with the stars, I will live with the stars, I will exist.
When tomorrow goes, so shall I.
When yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep
it and remember.
When today is here, like the wind I will sing and I will sing
for today.
If we exist, so shall tomorrow.
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Memories of Yesterday -Lyrics
The blue of the sky, reminds me of your gentle eyes. The
drifting clouds, reminds me of that summer day. In the wind I can hear our
melody, being played on that music box.
The warmth we felt that day, is so close and yet so far
away. I can still see the slumbering stars, I want to reach out for them but
I'm too afraid to.
In the time that we were apart, we forgot yesterday as we
grew up. We both let ourselves drift into loneliness, and became too afraid to
again embrace that feeling of love. The silence hurt more than then a cacophony
of sounds.
I could no longer recall that unclear and off-pitch yet
beautiful symphony. And as I look into the mirror I can see your smiling face,
as we stood underneath the starry sky.
As you run (as you run) I can hear the song of the earth
(the song of the sky) it’s as if your flying, into the distant tomorrow, into
yesterday.
I still hold that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment)
as if any second I may lose it; as I hold your letter I remember every word
you've said to me. And I let the warm of your voice envelope me.
I sing, I sing. I turn every moment, of our time together
into the notes of our symphony. So it may keep echoing within our hearts.
As we run (as we run) I can hear our melody (being played on
that music box) that unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful symphony, is echoing
with a trace of yesterday.
I dream that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment) the
day we first said, I love you. And as we journey on towards the future,
yesterday the present becomes, a part of us...
Saturday, August 16, 2014
You and I -Lyrics
Underneath the stars, upon a bed of flowers
is where you and I made a promise. A promise that you once forgot and that only
my heart remembered. Time goes by without a second thought, for what it leaves
behind. That's just the cruel reality of being able to live. The sands of the
hourglass keep falling down, creating a river of time before us. Whenever I
close my eyes, I can still see your smiling face.
Until the day we reach eternal sleep,
please stay with me before we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true
happiness is and to see my wish come true. For all I really want is to have a
long life filled with the love of those I too love.
In the beginning I asked you to answer this
to me. That if I died today would you remember me even after my death? Then you
didn't even say a word and walk away, back then you still thought that I was
weak. But even the weak can, become stronger for those they love.
Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold
onto my most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we
spent together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we.
And we both got hurt as time went by, from all the loneliness and sadness we
once felt.
Until the day we reach eternal sleep, please stay with me before
we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true happiness is and to see my
wish come true. For all I really want is to have a long life filled with the
love of those I too love. Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold onto my
most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we spent
together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we. Yet
as we near our end in this world we've found our happiness.
To Exist -Lyrics
Where are you now, how are you. My
heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my
falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.
I realized for the first time, that
until I met you that I had thrown away and lost. The things that filled my
lonely heart and brought me joy so long ago.
You made smile and supported me more
than anyone ever did. You still followed me even know I hurt you, because of
that I finally saw my mistakes.
The cherished emotions that I'd lost
and given up, was too much to consider at that time. Without even realizing it
I was struggling so desperately inside, to reach out my hand and take them
back, to once again feel love.
Yet like the sand in the wind they
slipped through, I once again let myself forget them, but then you reached out
your hand towards me.
My heart was breaking and being
shattered by loneliness and despair, it was so painful that all I wanted was to
become nothingness.
Even if I let everything fall into the
emptiness of despair, your smiling face would remain in my heart.
Always encouraging me to live on, to
exist.
Those unforgettable moments I turn into
a lullaby and I turn our wishes into stars, I know it will be alright this time
as we run towards the horizon.
I will always be smiling at your side,
even as we fight against reality.
Close by your side, even when at the
end of time...
Where are you now, how are you. My
heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my
falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.
Are embracing you my dearest, even as
you hold me tight you smile. All I want is to exist with you even if our stars
seem insignificant in the eternal sky.
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Underneath the Stars, I Watch
Underneath the stars, I watch this
world from where I stand. I see the good and joyful things and the bad and depressing
things.
As time goes by I see more and more
things in the world, and I still watch.
But I can’t help but want to cry for
those who suffer, I want to scream at those who don’t do anything except watch.
Why do we exist?
Why do we still choose to do the wrong
things even though we know we are wrong?
Why is it that no one tries to do the
right thing?
I watch the world and think. “Why do we
love, even though all we do is hate?”
“Is all we do to each other is hurt one
another, have we forgotten how to love?”
I see most of all are sad things, wrong
choices being made, greed and hate, and wars that only hurt and kill.
I can do nothing from where I stand,
for I will be lost in the chaos around me.
No matter who strong I stand I am
pushed around and forgotten.
I cannot speak or even scream for my
voice would be lost in the cacophony of voices before me.
All I can do is watch from where I
stand, all alone.
I see people who smile and laugh,
people who cry and are in pain.
Some make bad choices, some make the
right one.
There are those who fight to protect
us, there are those who hurt others.
People who dream and wonder, people who
search for answers.
There are those who will change the
world and those who will not.
Some stand tall and strong, while
others are crouch down crying and in pain.
Everyone is different, like the stars
in the sky. So many and yet not all are seen, no one star is the same.
In different colors they shine and many
different sizes. Some will die tomorrow and some will be born.
Together the make the eternal sky shine
with light and make shapes that make us smile and wonder.
If we could all hold hands together, if
for a brief moment we could all understand each other.
What would happen?
For all I want is to see the world that
many dream and wish for, a world where we are together.
Underneath the stars, I watch this
world from where I stand.
One day I will have to leave this place
and go out to world.
But yet my heart does not want to, because
this world is to cruel from me today.
I will watch until that day comes.
In my heart I sing a lullaby for those
who are forgotten, for the living.
For life I sing, for those who need
love.
Monday, July 14, 2014
Arenam's Poem or Across the Sea of Sand
Across the sea of sand we wander,
underneath the star lit sky.
The wind blows our prayers into the
sky, to the white birds of the desert.
Slowly across the sea we go with the
wind at are backs and the moon and sun above.
Our hearts follow the beat of the
ticking clock, as our feet tread the earth.
The children sing a song for
tomorrow, as the sun sets upon the horizon.
We follow the path that is lit with
tears, we head towards the place between the stars.
Together and alone, we face the sea
of sand as we wander.
Underneath the star lit sky with the moon
and sun above, with the wind at our backs.
We wander as we send our prayers to
the birds, into the unknown of life.
Babylon
In the darkening twilight between the sun and moon.
The howling winds tears at me as I slowly walk through the endless plain of sand.
In the ruins before me the sun shines its light through the once grand gates of Babylon.
Time stands still in the hazy mirage of the lost days of the ancients'.
The winds holds their forgotten voices within the sands of time.
As it shifts and rises on the plains, an empty silence rings throughout this place.
The silence of Babylon, the myth that we made, now rings throughout the gates that shine in the twilight.
The howling winds tears at me as I slowly walk through the endless plain of sand.
In the ruins before me the sun shines its light through the once grand gates of Babylon.
Time stands still in the hazy mirage of the lost days of the ancients'.
The winds holds their forgotten voices within the sands of time.
As it shifts and rises on the plains, an empty silence rings throughout this place.
The silence of Babylon, the myth that we made, now rings throughout the gates that shine in the twilight.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
All I Really Want...
Every day I wonder if people like me, does
any ever notice me? Does anyone think that I’m lower then scum and that I shouldn’t
even exist?
It feels as if I should have never been
born, as if my existence was a mistake. There are those who love me and those who
hate me for even just being alive.
I’m kind, I’m patient, and polite. I
don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be good. I don’t argue
and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me.
No one ever really thinks about me. I’m
always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone.
I’m always alone, I have no one but
myself in the end.
Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me?
I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me.
No one will ever hear me in the cacophony
voices before me, even if I scream!
I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always
smile a fake smile.
I’m never really happy, I always seem
to lie to others and myself.
I want someone to hear me and see me, I
don’t want to be forgotten.
I want someone to hold me close and
stay with me forever until die. I don’t want be alone anymore even if I’m the
pushing everyone away.
Isn’t there someone who will understand
me, my true self.
I no longer want to be in the darkness
or even in the twilight.
I want to be free, I want to be happy, and be
in the light.
All I really want to know is that I’m
alive.
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Oh Great Wolf
Oh great wolf, who’s howls ring throughout the night.
As I walk beside the forest, underneath the silver moon.
Please watch over me as I walk beside you.
I hear your cries in the night, calling out to the moon.
Underneath the dancing lights, in the white-cold snow.
Oh great wolf who’s howls I hear.
Please watch over me, as I walk beside you.
Underneath the moon as the lights dance in the night sky.
In the world this white-cold world, I will listen to your cries.
As I walk beside the forest, underneath the silver moon.
Please watch over me as I walk beside you.
I hear your cries in the night, calling out to the moon.
Underneath the dancing lights, in the white-cold snow.
Oh great wolf who’s howls I hear.
Please watch over me, as I walk beside you.
Underneath the moon as the lights dance in the night sky.
In the world this white-cold world, I will listen to your cries.
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Footprints
As I walk on this earth I leave my
footprints behind, I leave them as a memory for those to follow and when they
end I’m afraid it’s time to say goodbye. The footprints I see sometimes overlap
each other, some are new, some are old, some are deep, and some are side by
side. My feet may hurt but I still leave my footprints behind so someday they
can be my memory for those to follow.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Forever Sleep, The Stars Shine
The
stars shine bright in the eternal sky.
With
the many colors and shades of a rainbow.
The
blue sky with soft white clouds, drift from place to place. Hiding the rays of
sun and moon light.
The
wind blows softly, the wind blows strongly.
The
sky from a light to dark blue covers the sky. Stars glitter and shine in the
dark night.
Upon
the grass, among the soft white flowers. I lay watching the sky.
Dreaming
day and night, of the warm happy days that I long for.
The
stars watch from above, forever in an endless sky.
Dance
within the lights above.
The
stars shine bright in the eternal sky. With many colors warm and cold, watching
over us.
I
lay upon the blanket of grass once again.
Dreaming
within the dancing lights.
For
the days I long for.
Forever
waiting, until I reach eternal sleep. Among the gentle stars, sleeping forever…
Monday, March 17, 2014
One's Heart or The Wars We Face
The wars we face will never end, and
yet.
Even in the deepest
darkness there will always be a light. That is the peace within.
When one's heart is filled with love and understanding. We are truly alive,
even within our wars.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Journey or As We Stood Under the Moon Light -Lyrics
As we stood under the moon light, you held my hand tightly. You promise that you, would always protect me. And told me that you would never leave me, so I would never be alone. Even if the whole world hated me, you would always stay with me. But just like I was, you too were also in pain. Even now you’re hurting, as our tears blind us. We yet still move forward, towards the unknown. Into the world that hurt us, as we journey to find peace to end this endless cycle of pain. Would you please answer this to me, this one question, this heart of mine. If I died today or tomorrow, would you move on towards the tomorrow we wished for. You once told me that we shouldn't fight hate, with hate. Because vengeance is never worth it, even if we reach the end. When every things over, you're just left with scars that sear endlessly. Even as our tears blind us we still walk forward with our own scars. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. It's waiting for us, to find our path towards tomorrow.
Underneath the sky, we have always journeyed. As I look into the sky, I see the sun and moon. I wonder what's beyond them, oh what could it be. I want to know what is beyond the sky that I see. Life isn't an easy thing, if it was that way. I don't think we would be, just as happy with what we've done. You always smile and laugh, even when everything against us. Even as we jump into the fray, you still smile for me. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into the unknown. Yet we keep running towards the things that hurt us in the past. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. But even in this broken world, we've have also been loved. Against the world we fight, to protect those we love. Someday I know we will find our dream that our hearts long for. Until that day comes, we may have to say good bye.
Hey, hey. Don't stop now. Our story has just begun, there's no need to stop now. We don't need a map to show us the way. Because together I know we can illuminate the path we seek.
As we stand under the moon light, you hold my hand tightly. Even as our tears blind us from realty, the answer this heart of mine seeks. If I died today, would you move on towards the tomorrow we wished for. I know that with all my heart, you would reach tomorrow. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into your eyes as we smile. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. Today I know with all my heart. That you and I have found the future we've wished for.
Underneath the sky, we have always journeyed. As I look into the sky, I see the sun and moon. I wonder what's beyond them, oh what could it be. I want to know what is beyond the sky that I see. Life isn't an easy thing, if it was that way. I don't think we would be, just as happy with what we've done. You always smile and laugh, even when everything against us. Even as we jump into the fray, you still smile for me. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into the unknown. Yet we keep running towards the things that hurt us in the past. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. But even in this broken world, we've have also been loved. Against the world we fight, to protect those we love. Someday I know we will find our dream that our hearts long for. Until that day comes, we may have to say good bye.
Hey, hey. Don't stop now. Our story has just begun, there's no need to stop now. We don't need a map to show us the way. Because together I know we can illuminate the path we seek.
As we stand under the moon light, you hold my hand tightly. Even as our tears blind us from realty, the answer this heart of mine seeks. If I died today, would you move on towards the tomorrow we wished for. I know that with all my heart, you would reach tomorrow. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into your eyes as we smile. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. Today I know with all my heart. That you and I have found the future we've wished for.
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
What We See
There are people who only see the things before them. There are those who look beyond themselves. Some will never understand the world before them. While others find their path in the world. Humans are always afraid of the unknown, so we shun and run away in fear. Some will be blind, some will see, the world we live in. The blind always fear, and hurt others, even themselves. Those you see will never fear, they welcome others and welcome themselves. We will always fight, we will always fear. We will always welcome peace, we will always have courage. I want to close my eyes at times, yet I leave them open. Because I want to see the world we live in, and make it our paradise of light and shadow. Our imperfect and beloved paradise.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
As the Rain Falls -Lyrics Short Ver.
As the rain falls, it seems to glow with light from the setting sun. With the summer haze, it feels like warm light falling from the sky. The sun shines bright and warm, hiding the horizon from my sight. The moon glows silver, turning the ground into an endless sky. The days that have passed by since that summer, are hiding in the warm summer haze. Are waiting to be found by our lonely hearts, can you hear it the melody. Beyond the sky, is the wish, that we've longed for. The summer melody that we heard that day, is still in my heart waiting to be sung. There is no sound in the world, like your voice, that fills me with joy. I wish the setting sun will stay, because right now I want you hold my hand. Is it okay, to be a little, selfish. I want to tell the sun and moon, that I want to be your star. I want to sing to you that melody, and be the star that is on tomorrow's horizon. In the falling rain, the summer haze was like star light in the sun.
Sands of My Heart -Lyrics
(May my memories reach your heart.)
(I pray that someday we can meet again.)
I can feel the wind as it passes by moving the clouds in the sky, it feels gentle like your voice as you spoke. As the sun's rays fall onto me I feel as if you’re holding me, in your arms safe and sound underneath the shade of a cloud. I draw onto a canvas the soft gentle words that you once spoke to me, as if as to make them into something. So I could keep them forever, I sang them into a song, because those words helped me find, the right path when I was lost. These normal days to me are filled with joy for me, I wished that the smiles would forever never end because I wanted to forever smile. However they started to disappear too fast and days that were dark and cold came, bringing sorrow and pain taking away the once peaceful days. The sands of time of my heart, please stop falling. Every time the clock ticked, when the cloudy days came. I was too afraid that it might have been, the nothingness coming back for me, and every time I've search for your warmth. Sand of orange. Sand of white. Sands of my heart.
Orange and white grains trickle down like falling tear drops, that are falling endlessly from my memory... The day when we fought, I tried to run away from you, as we walked on the path home you took my hand and made a promise to me. Tears filled my eyes dazzling me with the light from the evening glow, I held your hand as I tried to walk with my eyes blind. Even if I gathered all of our most precious memories and feelings, even if it was filled with all of my sorrow and my prayers. It would not come true, oh how sad life can be to all us. It still pierces my chest with every moment I take a breath. The sands of time of my heart, which that flows inside of me. With every passing day, they disappear into the winds of the sky. With every moment my heart beat follows, the sounds of the ticking clock. In my hand I hold, the sands of our heart's memory of once was. (The sands, of the past, keep falling endlessly, from the sky, surrounding me.) (The past the future, one's life and death, a gentle light.) (It flows forever, in the endless sky, an endless memory.) (Into tomorrow, between the earth and sky, into one's heart.) Our story, our journey as taken us far, but like all stories it must someday end. It has been a long journey for the both of us we will soon near the end of our journey. (However our memories will always stay within in our hearts, until we no longer exist in the eternal sky.) (The past for us is both filled with painful and joyful memories, time has passed by since those far away days.) (Tomorrow is illuminated by the stars, those precious days are no longer here.) (The history of emotions in this world is endless, soon a new beginning will come.) The winds of tomorrow, come with the rising sun. The sands of time of my heart, fall with the sound of the ticking clock. When it ends I will soon, fall into an eternal sleep within the stars. I will leave with you, the memories of my heart my smile. To you who so dearly loves me, to you my love.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, my lullaby our song within in the wind. Even if you cannot feel me, my shadow my warmth within the sun's rays. I will always be by your side, watching over you. My heart-I will always be within your heart, until we someday meet again. Forever, forever, forever...
(I pray that someday we can meet again.)
I can feel the wind as it passes by moving the clouds in the sky, it feels gentle like your voice as you spoke. As the sun's rays fall onto me I feel as if you’re holding me, in your arms safe and sound underneath the shade of a cloud. I draw onto a canvas the soft gentle words that you once spoke to me, as if as to make them into something. So I could keep them forever, I sang them into a song, because those words helped me find, the right path when I was lost. These normal days to me are filled with joy for me, I wished that the smiles would forever never end because I wanted to forever smile. However they started to disappear too fast and days that were dark and cold came, bringing sorrow and pain taking away the once peaceful days. The sands of time of my heart, please stop falling. Every time the clock ticked, when the cloudy days came. I was too afraid that it might have been, the nothingness coming back for me, and every time I've search for your warmth. Sand of orange. Sand of white. Sands of my heart.
Orange and white grains trickle down like falling tear drops, that are falling endlessly from my memory... The day when we fought, I tried to run away from you, as we walked on the path home you took my hand and made a promise to me. Tears filled my eyes dazzling me with the light from the evening glow, I held your hand as I tried to walk with my eyes blind. Even if I gathered all of our most precious memories and feelings, even if it was filled with all of my sorrow and my prayers. It would not come true, oh how sad life can be to all us. It still pierces my chest with every moment I take a breath. The sands of time of my heart, which that flows inside of me. With every passing day, they disappear into the winds of the sky. With every moment my heart beat follows, the sounds of the ticking clock. In my hand I hold, the sands of our heart's memory of once was. (The sands, of the past, keep falling endlessly, from the sky, surrounding me.) (The past the future, one's life and death, a gentle light.) (It flows forever, in the endless sky, an endless memory.) (Into tomorrow, between the earth and sky, into one's heart.) Our story, our journey as taken us far, but like all stories it must someday end. It has been a long journey for the both of us we will soon near the end of our journey. (However our memories will always stay within in our hearts, until we no longer exist in the eternal sky.) (The past for us is both filled with painful and joyful memories, time has passed by since those far away days.) (Tomorrow is illuminated by the stars, those precious days are no longer here.) (The history of emotions in this world is endless, soon a new beginning will come.) The winds of tomorrow, come with the rising sun. The sands of time of my heart, fall with the sound of the ticking clock. When it ends I will soon, fall into an eternal sleep within the stars. I will leave with you, the memories of my heart my smile. To you who so dearly loves me, to you my love.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, my lullaby our song within in the wind. Even if you cannot feel me, my shadow my warmth within the sun's rays. I will always be by your side, watching over you. My heart-I will always be within your heart, until we someday meet again. Forever, forever, forever...
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Riddles
I
am no more. Though my truth is static, my form in the eyes of others is fluid.
What am I...?
I shall come. Formless until manifest, vanishing thereafter. What am I...?
I take my leave quickly, but later doth I return... And yet, I am always with you. What am I...?
Can you solve these riddles?
I shall come. Formless until manifest, vanishing thereafter. What am I...?
I take my leave quickly, but later doth I return... And yet, I am always with you. What am I...?
Can you solve these riddles?
Sunday, February 9, 2014
All I Want
Every day I wonder if, people like me. Do people notice me, do people hear me? Do people see me or do I not even exist to them? I am kind, I am patient, and polite. I don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be a good friend. I don’t argue, and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me. No one ever really thinks about me. I’m always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone. I’m always alone, I have no one but myself. No one ever seems to notice me; do I exist? Do people hate me, do others even notice me? Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me!? I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me. I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always smile a fake smile. I’m never really happy, I always seem to lie. All I can do is wish, that someone will notice me and ask me something. That’s all I want, because my heart is lonely.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
I Will Always Hold You
Under falling snow, in a soft warm embrace.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Like a bird, I will always be there.
Under falling snow, you are safe and sound.
My little one, you are my little bird of prayers.
That came to me, like a dream.
Under falling snow, in a soft warm embrace.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Until that day, I will always be with you.
Until that day, I will always hold you.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Like a bird, I will always be there.
Under falling snow, you are safe and sound.
My little one, you are my little bird of prayers.
That came to me, like a dream.
Under falling snow, in a soft warm embrace.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Until that day, I will always be with you.
Until that day, I will always hold you.
When the Darkness Comes
When the darkness comes, sorrow and fear come.
Everything falls apart, chaos is everywhere.
For you, I will become a light that guides you home.
Even in deepest darkness, I will shine.
I will become a light that watches over you.
Until time ends, I will shine bright for you.
Everything falls apart, chaos is everywhere.
For you, I will become a light that guides you home.
Even in deepest darkness, I will shine.
I will become a light that watches over you.
Until time ends, I will shine bright for you.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
My Mother
For my mom.
My mother, who loves me with all her heart. My mother, who I love so dearly. I am too big now, to be held in your arms. I am now so tall, that I no longer reach up to you. I am no longer scared of the things that made me cry. I have grown from the little infant that you held that day. Soon we will no longer live in the same house. Someday we will say goodbye. My mother, who loves me with all her heart. I love you, with all my heart.
My mother, who loves me with all her heart. My mother, who I love so dearly. I am too big now, to be held in your arms. I am now so tall, that I no longer reach up to you. I am no longer scared of the things that made me cry. I have grown from the little infant that you held that day. Soon we will no longer live in the same house. Someday we will say goodbye. My mother, who loves me with all her heart. I love you, with all my heart.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
In This Brief Time
I love you with all my heart yet, we can’t be together forever.
But in this brief time I have, I want to be with you.
We all die in the end of everything, after our time here in this world is spent.
Time will never stop, everything changes, every living thing grows.
Time will pass, I will age and die.
When I die, will you still love me, will you remember me?
I love you with all my heart.
I cannot live forever, I cannot have the time I want with you but right now I want to be here with you.
But in this brief time I have, I want to be with you.
We all die in the end of everything, after our time here in this world is spent.
Time will never stop, everything changes, every living thing grows.
Time will pass, I will age and die.
When I die, will you still love me, will you remember me?
I love you with all my heart.
I cannot live forever, I cannot have the time I want with you but right now I want to be here with you.
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
If I Die
If I die…will you remember me? I know that, if…I died right now…my heart will never forget you. Our journeys have taken us far, yet, it never ends until our death. It will never end, but on this journey with you…I had the most happy, scary, unusual, sad, funny, and amazing moments in my life. I know that someday, I will die but, right now I want to live in the present. If you died…I would be sad, but I would never forget you, but… If, I die…will you remember me…you are my closet friend. Do you think of me…as a friend? I…I want to know, be-because you, are important to me. So-so I want to know, do you care about me…do-do you, love me? I know I will someday die, but…I want to be with you right now. Even know my time here is brief, I want to be with you, because I love you.
My Favorite Colors
Pink, reminds me of flowers and strawberries. So fun and happy and warm and cute, I feel joyful when I see it. Blue, the color of the sky makes me feel calm and free. A color that I see every day when I look up into the sky. White, the color of a piece of paper and a blank canvas. I can put anything on it, I can write anything on it, I can make a story with it. I can be whatever I want to be, because white is a color that reminds me of tomorrow.
Saturday, December 14, 2013
The Sounds of War
As you hear the sounds of war, you take up your sword and depart. Far away from my sight, beyond your forest home. Spring as come, but you are not here to see, the blooming flowers and hear my voice as I sing. The beating drums call you away, taking you to war, I will sing for you a song for your safe return. The clouds of war, have taken the gentle days away, spring turns to winter, bringing sorrow to my heart. I will sing for you, until I can sing no more. Even if I bleed, I will wait for you, a song of spring, a song of hope. Take your sword, don't be afraid I will sing for you a song to calm your fears. The stars shine bright, singing for you. I will wait, for your return. Starlight falls from the sky, upon your face. Why are you crying, as you return home. Dry your tears you are home and I am, here.
The Dark of Night
The dark of night, the edge of light. Shadows haunt my heart, always seen. Beyond this place of existence only nothingness lives. In the eternal sky, the dead live unseen by anyone. The cries of many last within the heart, a light in the dark, a lonely existence. Between the sky and earth, on the edge of life.
Daughter of the Earth
Daughter of the earth, who’s heart belongs to the sky.
You have no wings, yet you soar in the sky beyond.
Under the apple tree you are, you’re smile makes the flowers bloom with a sweet color. Daughter of the earth, who’s heart belongs to sky.
You smile for me, yet we are apart.
For I must fly far away, into the storm.
Daughter of the earth, whose heart is in the sky, you give me wings to fly.
As you sit under the apple tree, my heart belongs to you.
My sky whose winds are as gentle as your smile.
You have no wings, yet you soar in the sky beyond.
Under the apple tree you are, you’re smile makes the flowers bloom with a sweet color. Daughter of the earth, who’s heart belongs to sky.
You smile for me, yet we are apart.
For I must fly far away, into the storm.
Daughter of the earth, whose heart is in the sky, you give me wings to fly.
As you sit under the apple tree, my heart belongs to you.
My sky whose winds are as gentle as your smile.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Darkness and Light
Darkness and light, blinded by tears as I try to find my place. What should I give up, what should I keep, all I can do is fight to live. Where are you, are you in the light or are you in the darkness. Should I say goodbye or hello, what will happen tomorrow, between the darkness and the light.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Curse
There is a place where the sun’s light hardly ever shines, a place where a song can be herd. A song for the sun, a song for the moon, a song for the earth, a gentle lullaby, a gentle requiem. Near the end of the artificial paradise, deep in the bottom of the earth I am forever fated to sing prayers all alone, in this paradise of light and shadow. I cannot die by a mortal hand, my life is eternal, an immortal life. Trapped forever in this place, forever alone, I sing a requiem for the past, for the forgotten voices buried beneath the earth. Someday, I’ll see the sun again, I’ll pray for that day to come, the day when I am free from this curse.
Monday, September 9, 2013
The Sun & Moon
The sun and moon forever watch us from the sky above, as times goes by their light still shines. The sun makes day, it gives warm light to the earth and as well as to those who live upon it. The moon with its soft and gentle light, watches over us as we sleep as well as the creatures who live in the night, with the stars that sparkle and shine in the sky that guide us when lost. As time goes by, they start to cry, the clouds try to hide their sadness by they hid their light as well. The sun and moon forever watch us, because they love us all.
When I Reach Eternal Sleep
Until the day when I reach eternal sleep, I'll always remember that promise we made. That smiling face I know will stay with me without fail, because to me your smile was my light.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
The Changing Path
Autumn leaves fall, surrounding me in colors of red and yellow the colors are bright against the evergreen trees, this path I walk on every day is covered by the fallen leaves. When the sun shines down on this path it’s like a golden light is on the leaves and trees, the cool mornings start getting quiet as the birds and other creatures start getting ready for the coming winter.
Winter snow falls all around me blanketing the world in white it’s like a dream to me this time of the year makes the world seems like it’s asleep and waiting for warm sunlight. I leave my footprints in the snow but then they disappear when the snow falls again; when the warm sun shines again the world wakes up and the dream is over.
Flowers bloom, grass starts to grow again the cherry blossoms bloom, their petals fall covering the path in pink their softness and smell seem to make me smile but the falling petals make me feel a bit sad but there beauty comes back every year. The world around me is filled with so much new life and color; the bird’s songs make everything seem alive as I see newborn animals I smile a big smile but I always wish for the cherry blossoms to stay forever.
The summer sun is hot in the middle of the day a cool breeze comes by sometimes, the cherry trees are green with cherries on their branches. The days are long with warm nights perfect for looking at the night sky, except during summer storms when thunder and lightning with their loud sounds and bright flashes of light in the sky the stars are hidden behind the clouds. When it rains the world is gray but when it stops the air feels cool and fresh butterflies and humming birds come out to the fields of flowers; the water is perfect to swim in on the hot days people come together to have fun during the cool evenings. Fields of grass have turned yellow and they shine golden in the sun on the hills it looks like a sea of grass in the wind as the clouds pass overhead they leave shadows on the ground below I walk on the same path everyday but now it takes me to the sea of grass on the hills to a place where one tree stands on a hill, I go there to see the stars, to swing on the swing, and to dream away.
Winter snow falls all around me blanketing the world in white it’s like a dream to me this time of the year makes the world seems like it’s asleep and waiting for warm sunlight. I leave my footprints in the snow but then they disappear when the snow falls again; when the warm sun shines again the world wakes up and the dream is over.
Flowers bloom, grass starts to grow again the cherry blossoms bloom, their petals fall covering the path in pink their softness and smell seem to make me smile but the falling petals make me feel a bit sad but there beauty comes back every year. The world around me is filled with so much new life and color; the bird’s songs make everything seem alive as I see newborn animals I smile a big smile but I always wish for the cherry blossoms to stay forever.
The summer sun is hot in the middle of the day a cool breeze comes by sometimes, the cherry trees are green with cherries on their branches. The days are long with warm nights perfect for looking at the night sky, except during summer storms when thunder and lightning with their loud sounds and bright flashes of light in the sky the stars are hidden behind the clouds. When it rains the world is gray but when it stops the air feels cool and fresh butterflies and humming birds come out to the fields of flowers; the water is perfect to swim in on the hot days people come together to have fun during the cool evenings. Fields of grass have turned yellow and they shine golden in the sun on the hills it looks like a sea of grass in the wind as the clouds pass overhead they leave shadows on the ground below I walk on the same path everyday but now it takes me to the sea of grass on the hills to a place where one tree stands on a hill, I go there to see the stars, to swing on the swing, and to dream away.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Forgotten Voices
Forgotten voices, a song sung by those throughout time. A prayer, a song of sadness, a song of joy, a requiem. Memories of the past are filled with emotions, the mystery of the future is a dream, the present a time to say goodbye and hello a time to live. Emotions flutter inside like a bird’s wings, joy and sadness, anger and revenge, happiness and forgiveness. Are hearts aren’t just a beating heart, we love and hate, we live and then die but we shine like stars in the night sky, for brief moment we shine brighter then the sun. Like a story we have a beginning and an end, every beginning as an end and every end as a beginning, nothing is eternal but memories are. The forgotten voices, a song sung by those throughout time. A prayer, a song of sadness, a song of joy, a requiem. A song of dreams, a song of pain, a song of hope, a song of despair, a song of wishes, a song of life. With these wings I can fly into the eternal sky but the chains fate, the chains of the darkness of the heart try to keep me down. Someday I’ll find the light in my heart, the light of freedom and shine like a star in the night sky. The love I have in my heart is the fluttering of a bird’s wings, it makes me smile but it makes me cry. I can only sing a song of sadness but I hear of song of joy, a song of life, I want to hold the hand of the love, to be in his warm embrace forever and to fly away into the sky. The forgotten voices lost in time, two stars that become one and they sing a song of life together in the sky, a story me and you share. Now that we’ve lived are lives, with you I fly away into the eternal sky as we become the stars that shine in the memory of life.
Friday, August 30, 2013
I Stand Alone
I stand alone on a sea of tears, the sky is forever a night sky with countless stars that reflect on the sea like a mirror, making it feel as if I was in the sky. I try to see my reflection but I can see nothing in the dark sea, I can only see the stars and the ripples in the water from my tears. I want to do something, I want to run, I want to see the blue sky, I want to see the sun, and I want to see my reflection to see my face because the only thing I know and have is that something keeps me here and something makes me keep crying. I can sing but my songs are filled with sadness and pain, I want to be free from this sadness, I want to keep running until I reach the light, and I want to know what it’s like to be happy and free. But every time I want to run away from this place something keeps me from going, I don’t know why but this feeling I have inside reminds me of something I once knew. I keep thinking is this feeling hope, could there be a way to be free from this spell on me? Now all I want is to sleep forever and forget this pain I feel but as I open my eyes I see a light on the horizon and I hear a voice calling for me, I don’t know why but I start to run towards the light and I reach out to the light smiling, then I open my eyes and see that I’m in the arms of someone I knew with a warm smile on his face and now I remember why I had hope because I knew someone was looking for me and now I’m truly free.
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