Tuesday, November 25, 2014

"The Little Bird" or The Sky

A little bird files into the sky; you and I wish to fly like the little bird.
Far away from this lonely place, into the world beyond.
Underneath an ancient tree, overlooking the world below.
What did it see, what happened here so long ago?
Do you remember the promise I made here, with the one I hold dear so long ago?
He is far away from me, on a journey, a warrior that is trying to find his place in this world.
Determined to find an answer to our existence.
Can we fly like that little bird, that flew into the endless sky?
I sing a song, a gentle lullaby, of our memories.
I am waiting, I am watching, listening, and remember what I've seen.
Where do we start, where do we end?
I have so many questions.
He would always listen to me and I, him.
Time is passing by, day by day, month then year.
Should I go to find him, in the world beyond?
I will go, but will the journey fill the void I have within?
I wonder aimlessly but find many things both physical and emotional.
I see the places he’s been to, the things he did.
But still I keep going.
Every moment in this world is immeasurable, so is every memory of him and me.
No matter where I go, the loneliness in my heart won’t disappear.
I still keep the promise I made so long ago, like that day.
Where should I go, when do I stop, am I still just starting?
Taking the path home is where I’ll go now, for I am too tried to continue.
“A little bird files into the sky; you and I wish to fly like the little bird.”
“Far away from this lonely place, into the world beyond.”
“Underneath an ancient tree, overlooking the world below.”
“Is where you and I made a promise.”
“You kept that promise and so did I.”
“But you are gone, like the little bird.”
“Soon I will fall into a deep sleep, and leave this world.”
“If I could be reborn, I would want to be with you again.”
“But for now I wish to fly away  into the sky, beyond the stars, to see this beautiful world from above.”
“To find you, as I become part of the sky we so dearly loved to see.”

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Recordare or Oh Great Dragon, My Friend.

Oh great dragon, my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.
To a find our place in this world, our fate, our life.
The sands of time slip by, as the clock keeps moving.
Life,
Death,
All living beings, come and go.
Nothing is forever, my dear friend.
Arise and fly, do not be afraid.
We shall watch the world below us, and be a part of it.
Together we will be forever, until our journey’s end, our life.
We create and destroy, we remember, they remember.
Do not forget, do not repeat.
I will sing a song of the past, a song of tomorrow, a lullaby.
Everything is peaceful, light.
The sky grows dark, shadows come.
You fall, I fall.
The sands of time slip by, as the clock keeps moving.
Everything is chaotic, darkness.
No more fighting, no more death.
Stop,
Go away,
Oh great dragon, fly!
Please stop!
Do not fight my friend.
Everything is becoming hazy, becoming dark.
I cannot see you, everything hurts.
Nothing is forever, my dear friend.
Is this goodbye?
Arise and fly, do not be afraid.
I will sing a song of the past, a song of tomorrow, a lullaby.
For you…
Do not forget, do not repeat.
Remember…
Oh great dragon, my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.
Find your place in this world, your fate, your life.
I shall watch the world below us, and be a part of it.
Together we will be forever, until your journey’s end.
In your heart…
Remember me…
Oh my friend, arise and fly into the endless sky.
Into tomorrow’s light…

Live on…

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

The Golden Sun

The sun arises on the edge of night, shining its light upon the blackened earth.
Upon two warriors that are as still as the night.
One adorned with blue and white, with hair as silver as the moon and eyes as golden as the sun.
Whose heart is pure and kind, armed with only a sword and shield.
The other dressed in pitch black and blood red, covered by armor of darkness.
With a heart of ice and eyes the burn red with greed and hate.
Both lead an army, one of light the other of darkness.
Who will win this endless fight?
They strike at each other, a clash of wills and heart.
A fight to the death.
Many fall and many rise, to fight this battle.
The growing light surrounds the two armies; the two warriors stop and face each other.
This the end, who will win?
The warrior in blue and white, the warrior of light.
The warrior in black and red, the warrior of darkness.
One is surrounded by darkness, ready to strike.
The other whose sword starts to glow with the light of the sun.
Darkness starts to run to attack, but the other is still waiting.
As the sun comes above the horizon, light starts to surround the warrior of light.
And attacks the darkness that comes; light and darkness clash!
Everyone is still, waiting.
No one can see them, where are they?
Everything is bright.
Who won? What will happen next?
After the light disperses.
The warrior of light as won. It has ended.
Now the earth is green again, as life continues on.
But the warrior of light has disappeared, to where no one will know.
Until darkness comes.

Until the golden sun arises once again…

Friday, October 24, 2014

As the Rain Falls

As the rain falls, a misty haze, hides the world beyond my sight. Under the lonely tree, a butterfly waits upon a white flower, with a hazy light. A lonely sight, the island tree, under the branches of a misty haze. The grave of loved one, safe and sound they are, under the roots of the island tree. Safe and sound waiting, until the sun comes and the clouds disappear. A sad sight, as blood is spilled and tears fall. A lonely sight, a girl and a butterfly, under the misty haze of the rain.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

The Desert

As the desert sun falls upon the horizon, the silver of the moon shines brighter in the evening sky.
The mountains bare and covered by the suns light, stand tall among the sand.
The wind a gentle breeze, wind a howling gale.
Desert colors shine in the light of the moon and sun. Dark red to bright yellow, pale to black.
So clam and quite, chaotic and deafening. So desolate and yet so full of life.
A place full of mystery, where time sleeps among the sun and moon. Underneath the starry sky.
As time passes the world around it changes, many come and go.
The desert sun once again falls upon the horizon, the silver of the moon shines brighter in the evening sky.
And the stars dance in the sky, as the sands of time blow in the wind.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Someday... Lyrics

Every time I'm with you, I feel as if the chains on me have been broken. And when we are apart I can't help but wander as the chains bind me again and the pain returns.
On the outside I smile and lie that "I'm alright", I don't want to show you my pain but I'm still screaming inside.
Yet I'm still a dreamer, within this world of machines that is silently starting to rust away. I'm still watching the endless starry sky, still wishing that someday I'll fly away.
Being with you made everything feel like I was in a world of fantasy and that I was no longer in a cruel reality. If I could I would say those words to you.
I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. Even if I close my heart and fall into eternal sleep you'll still be there without fail.
"Who is it that you truly love?" I want to ask but the words are caught by a cacophony of voices.
Wishing for a tomorrow that is no longer ruled by selfish desires, oh what a fool I am.
To see you smile, I keep wandering remembering you. The moon is reflected in your eyes even as the sun shines down on the rusted gears.
Everything’s moving in a perfect rhythm except for you and I, yet why is it that I'm the only one falling apart?
Please in this desolate place, can you pick up my fallen pieces and free me.
I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. You are neither a child of the sun or moon, so someday I'll become a star that guides you home.
In twilight you shine so bright even if there's nothing but emptiness on the path you take. I cannot be by your side so I'll become a star (I don't want you to see me cry.)
I believe that someday I will be strong enough to be with you. Even if I close my heart and fall into eternal sleep you'll still be there without fail.
I believe that even if I no longer exist, you'll still shine bright as you head towards tomorrow.
I'll become a star oh please hold me tight, please stay strong and keep going my dear.
I believe that even in this broken world that you'll find the happiness I could not in tomorrow. Even if I cannot be by your side, my love for you will stay within my broken heart.
Someday I'll fly away into the eternal sky and I'll sing my love for you. In the future I will fall into an eternal sleep and wait for to come so live and... Believe in yourself!
I believe that even when I sleep I'll see your smile and feel your light. Until that day comes take me away and hold me tight as I cry.
As I become a star for you.
As I become a star for you.
I love you...
I love you... With all my heart...

Note: I admit that these lyrics aren't that good, I ended up being sick for a while and I wanted to do something to pass the time. But I'll keep trying to make my lyrics better then ever but I hope you all still enjoy reading it. Bye for now!

Sunday, August 31, 2014

For Accepting Me

This world is filled with darkness and light.
In the eternal sky we are a star that shines in the night sky.
I can see, I can hear. I can feel, I can speak.
I can see the darkness that surrounds me.
I can hear nothing within the cacophony of sounds.
I can feel the cold of the nothingness.
I close my eyes and hid behind a mask.
I dream of light, of warmth, but all of it is an illusion.
I can no longer speak to the stars that still shine brightly in the night sky.
Oh insignificant star why is it that you are crying?
I can no longer feel emotion within the emptiness.
And yet why is it that I’m filled with sorrow and joy?
Oh why are you embracing me?
You are insignificant and yet why is it that you exist?
I feel that every moment with you is immeasurable.
Do you see my true self?
If so thank you, for accepting me.
For accepting this paradise of light and shadow.
Thank you for loving me.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

So For You I Shall... -Lyrics

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

For as long as I can remember, we have always been together. Hand-in-hand we were in a never ending dream. But after that day we first faced the truth of reality, our future was ripped in two shattering the dream that we loved.

Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you, I will become your light that guides you home. I will always protect you and stay by your side, so don't worry there is no need to cry, so smile.

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

One day we realize what we needed to do, in order to find the happiness we once had. We started this journey of ours and along the way, we faced the same cruel truth of reality.

Fight after fight a never ending nightmare, darkness and light are fighting once again. A cacophony of screaming voices of a tragic history, why is that this story must repeat once again?

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world two insignificant people to reality. Yet even in this summer haze there is a gentle breeze blowing, carrying your laugh far into the blue sky.

As we come closer to the truth of are existence, it feels as if every second of our time together is immeasurable. The darkness in me grows with every moment as your light becomes stronger, but shall we tempt this tragic fate to end.

As we get closer and closer to the dream we once had, I can see the future that you once dreamed of. So I shall become darkness and you shall become the light, when your dream becomes real we can heal this broken world.

I am the darkness and you are the light. Two insignificant people to fate, two lovers. If I too have light within my heart then you too have darkness, then we too are people of the twilight.

Once hand-in-hand two lovers long ago had a dream, one was a prince and the other a peasant. They dearly loved the dream and kept it within their hearts, and wished it to someday become the future.

Even if the world is enveloped by darkness and is tearing at you. (We have always been together since we first met.)

I will become your light that guides you home. (You have always protected me so I wanted to become stronger.)

So don't be afraid I am right here with you. (Please come back to me safe and sound so I can say.)

So smile there is no need to cry. (I love you as I see you smile.)

I am the prince and you are peasant. In this world we are mostly insignificant to reality. I promised that I protect you no matter the cost, so for you I shall even become the darkness.

I can see it your dream that you wanted to see, I can see right before now as we come closer and closer to day.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

So Shall Tomorrow

When tomorrow goes, so shall I. 
When yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep it. 
When today is here, like the wind I will sing. 
If we are told to disappear, we will exist. 
In the sky is yesterday, here on earth is today. 
Beyond the sky is tomorrow, beyond tomorrow is today. 
I will die with the stars, I will live with the stars, I will exist. 
When tomorrow goes, so shall I. 
When yesterday becomes the truth, I will keep it and remember. 
When today is here, like the wind I will sing and I will sing for today. 
If we exist, so shall tomorrow. 

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Memories of Yesterday -Lyrics

The blue of the sky, reminds me of your gentle eyes. The drifting clouds, reminds me of that summer day. In the wind I can hear our melody, being played on that music box.
The warmth we felt that day, is so close and yet so far away. I can still see the slumbering stars, I want to reach out for them but I'm too afraid to.
In the time that we were apart, we forgot yesterday as we grew up. We both let ourselves drift into loneliness, and became too afraid to again embrace that feeling of love. The silence hurt more than then a cacophony of sounds.
I could no longer recall that unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful symphony. And as I look into the mirror I can see your smiling face, as we stood underneath the starry sky.
As you run (as you run) I can hear the song of the earth (the song of the sky) it’s as if your flying, into the distant tomorrow, into yesterday.
I still hold that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment) as if any second I may lose it; as I hold your letter I remember every word you've said to me. And I let the warm of your voice envelope me.
I sing, I sing. I turn every moment, of our time together into the notes of our symphony. So it may keep echoing within our hearts.
As we run (as we run) I can hear our melody (being played on that music box) that unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful symphony, is echoing with a trace of yesterday.

I dream that insignificant (yet unforgettable moment) the day we first said, I love you. And as we journey on towards the future, yesterday the present becomes, a part of us...

Saturday, August 16, 2014

You and I -Lyrics

Underneath the stars, upon a bed of flowers is where you and I made a promise. A promise that you once forgot and that only my heart remembered. Time goes by without a second thought, for what it leaves behind. That's just the cruel reality of being able to live. The sands of the hourglass keep falling down, creating a river of time before us. Whenever I close my eyes, I can still see your smiling face.
Until the day we reach eternal sleep, please stay with me before we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true happiness is and to see my wish come true. For all I really want is to have a long life filled with the love of those I too love.
In the beginning I asked you to answer this to me. That if I died today would you remember me even after my death? Then you didn't even say a word and walk away, back then you still thought that I was weak. But even the weak can, become stronger for those they love.
Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold onto my most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we spent together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we. And we both got hurt as time went by, from all the loneliness and sadness we once felt.

Until the day we reach eternal sleep, please stay with me before we reach our journey's end. I want to know what true happiness is and to see my wish come true. For all I really want is to have a long life filled with the love of those I too love. Even as the hourglass falls, I still hold onto my most precious memories. Of all our awkward and even special, times we spent together. At the start we both went the long way before we met didn't we. Yet as we near our end in this world we've found our happiness.

To Exist -Lyrics

Where are you now, how are you. My heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.
I realized for the first time, that until I met you that I had thrown away and lost. The things that filled my lonely heart and brought me joy so long ago.
You made smile and supported me more than anyone ever did. You still followed me even know I hurt you, because of that I finally saw my mistakes.
The cherished emotions that I'd lost and given up, was too much to consider at that time. Without even realizing it I was struggling so desperately inside, to reach out my hand and take them back, to once again feel love.
Yet like the sand in the wind they slipped through, I once again let myself forget them, but then you reached out your hand towards me.
My heart was breaking and being shattered by loneliness and despair, it was so painful that all I wanted was to become nothingness.
Even if I let everything fall into the emptiness of despair, your smiling face would remain in my heart.
Always encouraging me to live on, to exist.
Those unforgettable moments I turn into a lullaby and I turn our wishes into stars, I know it will be alright this time as we run towards the horizon.
I will always be smiling at your side, even as we fight against reality.
Close by your side, even when at the end of time...
Where are you now, how are you. My heart wonders every second when we are apart. As I fly into the endless sky my falling tears are filled with the memories of my heart.

Are embracing you my dearest, even as you hold me tight you smile. All I want is to exist with you even if our stars seem insignificant in the eternal sky.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Underneath the Stars, I Watch

Underneath the stars, I watch this world from where I stand. I see the good and joyful things and the bad and depressing things.
As time goes by I see more and more things in the world, and I still watch.
But I can’t help but want to cry for those who suffer, I want to scream at those who don’t do anything except watch.
Why do we exist?
Why do we still choose to do the wrong things even though we know we are wrong?
Why is it that no one tries to do the right thing?
I watch the world and think. “Why do we love, even though all we do is hate?”
“Is all we do to each other is hurt one another, have we forgotten how to love?”
I see most of all are sad things, wrong choices being made, greed and hate, and wars that only hurt and kill.
I can do nothing from where I stand, for I will be lost in the chaos around me.
No matter who strong I stand I am pushed around and forgotten.
I cannot speak or even scream for my voice would be lost in the cacophony of voices before me.
All I can do is watch from where I stand, all alone.
I see people who smile and laugh, people who cry and are in pain.
Some make bad choices, some make the right one.
There are those who fight to protect us, there are those who hurt others.
People who dream and wonder, people who search for answers.
There are those who will change the world and those who will not.
Some stand tall and strong, while others are crouch down crying and in pain.
Everyone is different, like the stars in the sky. So many and yet not all are seen, no one star is the same.
In different colors they shine and many different sizes. Some will die tomorrow and some will be born.
Together the make the eternal sky shine with light and make shapes that make us smile and wonder.
If we could all hold hands together, if for a brief moment we could all understand each other.
What would happen?
For all I want is to see the world that many dream and wish for, a world where we are together.
Underneath the stars, I watch this world from where I stand.
One day I will have to leave this place and go out to world.
But yet my heart does not want to, because this world is to cruel from me today.
I will watch until that day comes.
In my heart I sing a lullaby for those who are forgotten, for the living.

For life I sing, for those who need love.

Monday, July 14, 2014

Arenam's Poem or Across the Sea of Sand

Across the sea of sand we wander, underneath the star lit sky.
The wind blows our prayers into the sky, to the white birds of the desert.
Slowly across the sea we go with the wind at are backs and the moon and sun above.
Our hearts follow the beat of the ticking clock, as our feet tread the earth.
The children sing a song for tomorrow, as the sun sets upon the horizon.
We follow the path that is lit with tears, we head towards the place between the stars.
Together and alone, we face the sea of sand as we wander.
Underneath the star lit sky with the moon and sun above, with the wind at our backs.
We wander as we send our prayers to the birds, into the unknown of life.

Babylon

In the darkening twilight between the sun and moon.
The howling winds tears at me as I slowly walk through the endless plain of sand.
In the ruins before me the sun shines its light through the once grand gates of Babylon.
Time stands still in the hazy mirage of the lost days of the ancients'.
The winds holds their forgotten voices within the sands of time.
As it shifts and rises on the plains, an empty silence rings throughout this place.
The silence of Babylon, the myth that we made, now rings throughout the gates that shine in the twilight.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

All I Really Want...

Every day I wonder if people like me, does any ever notice me? Does anyone think that I’m lower then scum and that I shouldn’t even exist?
It feels as if I should have never been born, as if my existence was a mistake. There are those who love me and those who hate me for even just being alive.
I’m kind, I’m patient, and polite. I don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be good. I don’t argue and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me.
No one ever really thinks about me. I’m always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone.
I’m always alone, I have no one but myself in the end.
Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me? I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me.
No one will ever hear me in the cacophony voices before me, even if I scream!
I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always smile a fake smile.
I’m never really happy, I always seem to lie to others and myself.
I want someone to hear me and see me, I don’t want to be forgotten.
I want someone to hold me close and stay with me forever until die. I don’t want be alone anymore even if I’m the pushing everyone away.
Isn’t there someone who will understand me, my true self.
I no longer want to be in the darkness or even in the twilight.
I want to be free, I want to be happy, and be in the light.

All I really want to know is that I’m alive.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Oh Great Wolf

Oh great wolf, who’s howls ring throughout the night.
As I walk beside the forest, underneath the silver moon.
Please watch over me as I walk beside you.
I hear your cries in the night, calling out to the moon.
Underneath the dancing lights, in the white-cold snow.
Oh great wolf who’s howls I hear.
Please watch over me, as I walk beside you.
Underneath the moon as the lights dance in the night sky.
In the world this white-cold world, I will listen to your cries.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Footprints

As I walk on this earth I leave my footprints behind, I leave them as a memory for those to follow and when they end I’m afraid it’s time to say goodbye. The footprints I see sometimes overlap each other, some are new, some are old, some are deep, and some are side by side. My feet may hurt but I still leave my footprints behind so someday they can be my memory for those to follow. 

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Forever Sleep, The Stars Shine

The stars shine bright in the eternal sky.
With the many colors and shades of a rainbow.
The blue sky with soft white clouds, drift from place to place. Hiding the rays of sun and moon light.
The wind blows softly, the wind blows strongly.
The sky from a light to dark blue covers the sky. Stars glitter and shine in the dark night.
Upon the grass, among the soft white flowers. I lay watching the sky.
Dreaming day and night, of the warm happy days that I long for.
The stars watch from above, forever in an endless sky.
Dance within the lights above.
The stars shine bright in the eternal sky. With many colors warm and cold, watching over us.
I lay upon the blanket of grass once again.
Dreaming within the dancing lights.
For the days I long for.

Forever waiting, until I reach eternal sleep. Among the gentle stars, sleeping forever…

Monday, March 17, 2014

One's Heart or The Wars We Face

The wars we face will never end, and yet.
Even in the deepest darkness there will always be a light. That is the peace within.
When one's heart is filled with love and understanding. We are truly alive, even within our wars.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Journey or As We Stood Under the Moon Light -Lyrics

As we stood under the moon light, you held my hand tightly. You promise that you, would always protect me. And told me that you would never leave me, so I would never be alone. Even if the whole world hated me, you would always stay with me. But just like I was, you too were also in pain. Even now you’re hurting, as our tears blind us. We yet still move forward, towards the unknown. Into the world that hurt us, as we journey to find peace to end this endless cycle of pain. Would you please answer this to me, this one question, this heart of mine. If I died today or tomorrow, would you move on towards the tomorrow we wished for. You once told me that we shouldn't fight hate, with hate. Because vengeance is never worth it, even if we reach the end. When every things over, you're just left with scars that sear endlessly. Even as our tears blind us we still walk forward with our own scars. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. It's waiting for us, to find our path towards tomorrow.

Underneath the sky, we have always journeyed. As I look into the sky, I see the sun and moon. I wonder what's beyond them, oh what could it be. I want to know what is beyond the sky that I see. Life isn't an easy thing, if it was that way. I don't think we would be, just as happy with what we've done. You always smile and laugh, even when everything against us. Even as we jump into the fray, you still smile for me. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into the unknown. Yet we keep running towards the things that hurt us in the past. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. But even in this broken world, we've have also been loved. Against the world we fight, to protect those we love. Someday I know we will find our dream that our hearts long for. Until that day comes, we may have to say good bye.

Hey, hey. Don't stop now. Our story has just begun, there's no need to stop now. We don't need a map to show us the way. Because together I know we can illuminate the path we seek.


As we stand under the moon light, you hold my hand tightly. Even as our tears blind us from realty, the answer this heart of mine seeks. If I died today, would you move on towards the tomorrow we wished for. I know that with all my heart, you would reach tomorrow. You promise me that like the sun and moon, we would always be together. My heart beats a thousand times, as I look into your eyes as we smile. So no one will have to suffer as we did, we promised to find the future. Today I know with all my heart. That you and I have found the future we've wished for.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

What We See

There are people who only see the things before them. There are those who look beyond themselves. Some will never understand the world before them. While others find their path in the world. Humans are always afraid of the unknown, so we shun and run away in fear. Some will be blind, some will see, the world we live in. The blind always fear, and hurt others, even themselves. Those you see will never fear, they welcome others and welcome themselves. We will always fight, we will always fear. We will always welcome peace, we will always have courage. I want to close my eyes at times, yet I leave them open. Because I want to see the world we live in, and make it our paradise of light and shadow. Our imperfect and beloved paradise.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

As the Rain Falls -Lyrics Short Ver.

As the rain falls, it seems to glow with light from the setting sun. With the summer haze, it feels like warm light falling from the sky. The sun shines bright and warm, hiding the horizon from my sight. The moon glows silver, turning the ground into an endless sky. The days that have passed by since that summer, are hiding in the warm summer haze. Are waiting to be found by our lonely hearts, can you hear it the melody. Beyond the sky, is the wish, that we've longed for. The summer melody that we heard that day, is still in my heart waiting to be sung. There is no sound in the world, like your voice, that fills me with joy. I wish the setting sun will stay, because right now I want you hold my hand. Is it okay, to be a little, selfish. I want to tell the sun and moon, that I want to be your star. I want to sing to you that melody, and be the star that is on tomorrow's horizon. In the falling rain, the summer haze was like star light in the sun.

Sands of My Heart -Lyrics

(May my memories reach your heart.)
(I pray that someday we can meet again.)
I can feel the wind as it passes by moving the clouds in the sky, it feels gentle like your voice as you spoke. As the sun's rays fall onto me I feel as if you’re holding me, in your arms safe and sound underneath the shade of a cloud. I draw onto a canvas the soft gentle words that you once spoke to me, as if as to make them into something. So I could keep them forever, I sang them into a song, because those words helped me find, the right path when I was lost. These normal days to me are filled with joy for me, I wished that the smiles would forever never end because I wanted to forever smile. However they started to disappear too fast and days that were dark and cold came, bringing sorrow and pain taking away the once peaceful days. The sands of time of my heart, please stop falling. Every time the clock ticked, when the cloudy days came. I was too afraid that it might have been, the nothingness coming back for me, and every time I've search for your warmth. Sand of orange. Sand of white. Sands of my heart.
Orange and white grains trickle down like falling tear drops, that are falling endlessly from my memory... The day when we fought, I tried to run away from you, as we walked on the path home you took my hand and made a promise to me. Tears filled my eyes dazzling me with the light from the evening glow, I held your hand as I tried to walk with my eyes blind. Even if I gathered all of our most precious memories and feelings, even if it was filled with all of my sorrow and my prayers. It would not come true, oh how sad life can be to all us. It still pierces my chest with every moment I take a breath. The sands of time of my heart, which that flows inside of me. With every passing day, they disappear into the winds of the sky. With every moment my heart beat follows, the sounds of the ticking clock. In my hand I hold, the sands of our heart's memory of once was. (The sands, of the past, keep falling endlessly, from the sky, surrounding me.) (The past the future, one's life and death, a gentle light.) (It flows forever, in the endless sky, an endless memory.) (Into tomorrow, between the earth and sky, into one's heart.) Our story, our journey as taken us far, but like all stories it must someday end. It has been a long journey for the both of us we will soon near the end of our journey. (However our memories will always stay within in our hearts, until we no longer exist in the eternal sky.) (The past for us is both filled with painful and joyful memories, time has passed by since those far away days.) (Tomorrow is illuminated by the stars, those precious days are no longer here.) (The history of emotions in this world is endless, soon a new beginning will come.) The winds of tomorrow, come with the rising sun. The sands of time of my heart, fall with the sound of the ticking clock. When it ends I will soon, fall into an eternal sleep within the stars. I will leave with you, the memories of my heart my smile. To you who so dearly loves me, to you my love.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, my lullaby our song within in the wind. Even if you cannot feel me, my shadow my warmth within the sun's rays. I will always be by your side, watching over you. My heart-I will always be within your heart, until we someday meet again. Forever, forever, forever...

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Riddles

I am no more. Though my truth is static, my form in the eyes of others is fluid. What am I...? 

I shall come. Formless until manifest, vanishing thereafter. What am I...? 

I take my leave quickly, but later doth I return... And yet, I am always with you. What am I...?

Can you solve these riddles? 

Sunday, February 9, 2014

All I Want

Every day I wonder if, people like me. Do people notice me, do people hear me? Do people see me or do I not even exist to them? I am kind, I am patient, and polite. I don’t hurt others, I try to help, and I always try to be a good friend. I don’t argue, and I give up the things I want. But, no even says a word to me. No one ever really thinks about me. I’m always the one that’s never noticed, even when I’m with everyone. I’m always alone, I have no one but myself. No one ever seems to notice me; do I exist? Do people hate me, do others even notice me? Does anyone see me, does anyone hear me!? I’m always alone in inside, because no one will ever notice me. I’m the one who’s always hurt, I always smile a fake smile. I’m never really happy, I always seem to lie. All I can do is wish, that someone will notice me and ask me something. That’s all I want, because my heart is lonely.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

I Will Always Hold You

Under falling snow, in a soft warm embrace.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Like a bird, I will always be there.
Under falling snow, you are safe and sound.
My little one, you are my little bird of prayers.
That came to me, like a dream.
Under falling snow, in a soft warm embrace.
Safe and sound you are, in these arms of mine.
When I cannot hold you, I will watch over you.
Until that day, I will always be with you.
Until that day, I will always hold you.