Fragments

As fragments of memory return to me,
Forgotten emotions flow into me.
Some I wish to forget,
Some I wish to remember.
Your smiling face and those I loved.
I wish to see.
Yet they have yet to return to me.
Those memories, those scattered fragments.
The pieces of myself, of who I was,
Of who I am.
I feel lost as I recall my feelings for you,
And my anger for what I cannot change.
It hurts, as I remember those times.
Those days I wish I could forget,
The ones I want to relive.
Yet, your smile.
Your gentle voice.
Chases away all my pain.
As fragments of memory return to me,
Forgotten emotions flow into me.
The sadness, anger, hate, and regret.
The joy, happiness, gratitude, and love.
Those pieces of myself,
The parts of me I forgot.
And your smiling face.
Though it hurts, I want to remember it.
Every moment, every precious second.
Of those I’ve lost and met.
And most of all,
Your smiling face.
As fragments of memory return to me,
Those memories, those scattered fragments.
Of you and me.
The pieces of ourselves.
The love I felt for you,
Once again burns within me.
Like a star through the darkness.
It guides me to you,
The one who I was searching for.
Within those fragments of memory.

You Were Here

You were here once.
Right here beside me.
Always smiling,
And like the stars, you shone.
A gentle and warm light.
As everything became black, as it all fell apart.
Your wings of crystal shattered,
And turned into dust.
Was it all a dream?
Were you really here?
Among the ruins, I forever wander.
Forever alone, lost in thought,
In the dream-like memories of your smile.
When the world was thrown into chaos,
I lost you in the chaos surrounding us.
And as it all turned black,
Everything became hazy and distant.
Though for a moment, was it you I saw?
With your crystal wings, that glow with a gentle light.
Watching over me, as I became lost within my mind.
You were here once.
Right here beside me.
If you are real, will I find you?
Or will I only find a dream?
As I watch the dream-like memories play.
You are always smiling,
And like the stars, you shone.
With a gentle and warm light.
As everything became black, as it all fell apart.
Your wings of crystal shattered,
And turned into dust.
At that moment, you truly were a star.
Though I am lost, with only your face within my mind.
I wander forever among the ruins of the world.
Searching for you, hoping, longing,
For you to be here beside me.
You were here once.
Right here beside me.
As I was for you.
And as I hold this fragment of your shattered wings.
I feel as if, I am one step closer to you.

A Dream, to Dust

Was it in a dream?
That we met.
Was it real?
That moment.
I see your face so clearly.
As I recall the past.
So real it felt.
That warmth, the joy.
And the sadness of you leaving.
Will you come back?
Or never again.
Shall we meet.
Was it in a dream?
Our meeting.
Was it real?
Were you real?
Was I real?
That dream like memory.
As started to fade.
Though your face still remains.
Within my hazy mind.
Was it a dream?
When everything turned to dust.
When you left.
My tears, fell like rain.
And stilled the shifting dust.
Was it in a dream?
That we met.
Was it real?
That moment.
Or was it just a dream after all.
Everything is fading.
Slowly disappearing.
As my sight, my mind.
Becomes hazy.
Eternal sleep comes to take me.
As the gentle evening colors,
Turn into the dark of night.
Was it in a dream?
That we met.
Was it real?
That moment.
I still see your face so clearly.
As I lay to rest my weakened frame,
And close my tired eyes.
Will we meet again?
Within a dream.
Were you real?
Was I real?
Does it matter now?
For now I turn to dust,
And become like stardust.
As we once again meet,
In a dream;

Ash to Dust

In flames, that turn to ash.
Is the other you.
Who becomes dust.
Its breaking, shattering.
The illusion, the deception.
Because of you.
It’s all burning, everything is in ruin.
To ash it all becomes.
Into dust it vanishes.
Red, the color of heroes.
Of fire and hate.
Your burning passion.
Your desire.
Becomes part of the evening blue,
And becomes a purple hued sky.
That soon turn grey with ash.
Disappear, go away!
The you that I hate.
Let it all go,
Those bottled-up emotions.
Break the illusion.
Shatter the deception.
The cold lies made of steel.
Let it all turn to ash and dust.
In the flames, it all turns to ash.
You turn to ash.
The soon cold grey ash.
It’s all burning.
It’s all breaking apart.
You can’t stop it.
I can’t stop it.
No one can.
Let it turn to ash.
Let it turn red and grey.
And become the green earth and blue sky.
Everything is in ruin.
Are you gone?
Because I don’t want you to be here.
In this beginning.
Nor this end.
Disappear, with the dust.
My passion.
My desire.
You, my other self.
In flames, that turn to ash.
Is the other you.
Who becomes dust.
The me who becomes dust.
Burn it all.
And let me go.

Silence

Are you speaking?
Am I speaking?
Surrounded by a deafening sound,
That becomes blurred.
And turns into one,
Of silence.
It is mine,
This silence.
For your words, are the same.
As them,
As those who look down on us.
Solitary,
Is the word that describes us.
For we are not the same.
Are you speaking?
Am I speaking?
Its deafening.
This sound.
This silence.
Its breaking,
The lies,
The illusion of this world.
All of it is showing.
Yet you blind yourself from it.
This silence,
Is mine.
In it, I am myself.
And your words become blurred.
A solitary life is fine with me.
For I am like no other,
And no one will except it.
Are you speaking?
Am I speaking?
In this silence.
This solitary silence.
That is mine alone.
You’re the reason,
That this silence is mine alone.
For you left.
After I spoke those words.
What they called lies.
What you now call lies.
Is the truth.
Am I speaking?
Are you speaking?
No, is it you/me?
That is speaking.
Surrounded by a deafening sound,
That becomes blurred.
And turns into one,
Of silence.
It is mine,
This silence.
For only here.
Can I speak.
Can you speak.
My silent self.
And you can forget me.

Speak to Me

Whisper, speak to me.
Of what I cannot see.
Because you shield me from harm.
Let me understand.
For I can hear, I can grasp.
That you are afraid.
Whisper, please speak to me.
The truth, your reason’s.
For I don’t want you to suffer in silence.
Alone and in pain.
Let me whisper, let me speak.
To you my reason’s.
For why I want to know.
To me alone.
Tell me.
All that hurts you.
Let me set you free
From nightmares that torment you.
And give you gentle dreams.
Whisper, speak to me.
Scream into the sky.
Your words.
Let me see, let me hear.
All that you have locked within yourself.
Tell me everything.
So I can tell you.
My reason’s.
What I have locked within myself.
Whisper, speak to me.
Tell me.
How much you love me.
And let me whisper, speak to you.
How much I love you.

Whispers

Am I forgetting, am I remembering?
Gentle whispers I can barely hear.
Always seem to speak to me.
The other voice within my mind.
Says only cruel and cold words.
Are you here, am I here?
Thinking or simply just still.
Like calm water, without a single ripple.
To disturb the reflected image.
And the peaceful stillness.
Am I thinking?
Or are there simply no thoughts to think.
High up in the sky, the clouds swiftly pass by.
A breeze so gentle, I cannot feel its touch.
Am I dreaming, am I seeing?
All that is around me.
Gentle whispers I can barely hear.
Always seem to speak to me.
The other voice within my mind.
Says only cruel and cold words.
Only in stillness, does the other voice stop.
Only in stillness, shall the whispers be heard.
Am I forgetting, am I remembering?
Dreaming or seeing.
As I think, as my thoughts stop,
And stay still.
A peaceful stillness.
Let’s me only feel.
All that is in my heart.
As I listen to whispers of my heart

Can You Forgive?

Can you forgive?
All that I have done.
For so long, as if in a dream.
Replaying within my mind.
Pieces of the past, fragments sharp and clear.
Cut into me.
As fragments, warm and gentle.
Bring tears to my eyes,
As they heal my broken frame.
Can you remember?
All that I have done.
Was it right?
The choices I made, the path I took.
When you both left.
I was lost and alone.
For without you, I so often forgot.
Who I truly was.
Can you remember?
All that we did together.
My dearest companions,
You who were my brother at heart, and you my only love.
For I have not forgotten.
And I never will.
Can you forgive?
All that I’ve done.
All that I couldn’t do.
For though I tried, I never could save.
What I cherished most.
Can you forgive me?
Will you forgive me?
Though you may both hate me.
Please come back to me.
For without you who were my brother at heart, and you my only love.
I am alone.
Can I forgive myself?
And can you forgive,
This selfish wish;

Let Me Dream

Let me dream, of what I know not.
To somewhere, I go.
To here, I stay.
Lost, hazy.
Aware and watching.
Between reality and dreams.
Is where I am.
Somewhere there and not quite there.
All jumbled together,
Some broken or hazy.
Others clear or real.
Are memories and dreams.
A song plays, so close yet faint.
Into near sleep, I stay until it stops.
Somewhere, I am dreaming.
Somewhere, I am awake.
Somewhere in between, is where I wander.
As all becomes intertwined.
I can't tell, as to where I am.
Let me dream, as I awake.
To somewhere, I go.
To here, I stay.
Between reality and dreams.
Is where I am.
Somewhere there and not quite there.
Forever wandering, in near sleep.
So hazy and clear.
Is all that I see.
With my eyes, within my mind.
As the song plays, all becomes intertwined.

Entangled

Entangled memories, are intertwined with emotion.
Unforgettable, is every moment.
That is spent here.
Those days long gone, are yesterday.
The days yet to come, are tomorrow.
So today, has become the present.
Entangled emotions, are intertwined with memories.
Only within yourself, can you piece it all together.
What feels like eternity, is but only a fleeting moment.
What feels fleeting, is almost forever.
Entangled and intertwined, are our memories and emotions.
So even if I forget, you will still be with me.
Entangled and intertwined, within myself.
As a part of me,
Forever more;

How Long Till, Eternity

How long has it been, since those distant days?
Where have you been, where did you go?
When stars fell, you became a star.
Though now too, you also fell.
No longer can you return, to your place in the sky.
No longer can I, stay away from you.
A long time ago, the three of us were so close.
An unbroken bond, the three of us had.
Though now it’s gone, a distant memory.
How long will it be, till the pain stops?
Till the day where you can once again stand tall.
Fallen star, my dearest star.
A story is all that is left now, of the lost days.
A tale as real as a dream, an illusion.
In this world, many things have changed.
The earth and sky, the air and water.
You and me.
In the starlight, you were the most beautiful of all.
While I remained as an outcast, a person unfit for you.
Though to you, I was the only one.
Who you would love so dearly.
In the past there were three of us, a Star, an Outcast and a Seeker.
The star that was you, has fallen.
Our friend the Seeker, was devoured by his demons and became something else.
And I, am still an outcast.
That searches for you, my dearest star.
How long has it been, since those distant days?
Where have you been, where did you go?
When stars fell, we were together.
When they stopped falling, we grew apart.
How long, how much time will past?
Till days of happiness come again.
Days with you, time spent together.
Till we grow cold and fall into endless sleep.
How long will it be, till you and I become one?
How long will it be, until we become eternity?
An eternal star.

Where Am I, Where Are You?

Where am I, where are you?
So close yet far, the answers lie.
Following the worn-out path,
Making my own path.
Leaving behind my footprints.
A memory.
As I wander, searching for the answers that I wish for.
Above the clouds drift upon the wind.
While the stars watch from the dark-cold sky.
So many things have happened and so many, have yet to come.
Walking in the shallow water, as water laps at my bare tried feet.
Surrounded by beautiful green, seems like a dream.
The you that has yet to be, the you that is here.
Is there a difference?
Or is it a possibility?
Tomorrow comes, as today becomes yesterday.
It never stops, it never waits.
Time a gift and ordeal.
High above the world, upon mountain tops.
A wind blows past, bringing with it a moment.
A memory.
In sleep, I go where no one goes.
Where memory and fantasy meet.
A place of dreams, where I search.
Wandering until daybreak comes.
Fate, what is it?
Is there such a thing?
Did it fate bring us to where we are?
Or is it something else, unknown to you or I?
Where am I, where are you?
Where am I supposed to be, what path should I take?
Where are you going, what path do you take?
And will we meet again?
So close yet far, the answers lie.
Somewhere, some time, someday.
In a place we have yet to find.
Is somewhere, someday.
The old paths are fading away, as new ones are made.
Someday, those places will disappear.
And become a memory.
Nothing stays, everything changes.
So close yet far, the answers lie.
Yet they too will change.
So far yet close.
Is where they maybe.
Where am I, where are you?
Where is myself, the me from now?
Where are you, tomorrow?
Where am I, where are you?
My possibility,
My future,
Myself;

A Spark of Flame, A Drop of Rain

A spark of flame, a drop of rain.
Both destroy and create.
A breath of wind, a bit of earth.
The seeds of the future, will soon take root.
As the stars above, endlessly watch.
The forever changing world.
Time and fate, take and bless.
The many lives, that walk upon the earth.
Ruins of forgotten times, are now a memory.
Towers of stone, stand alone.
Homes of wood, glow with warmth.
Protect what lies within, from the raging storm.
A breath of wind, a spark of flame.
Burn away the old.
A drop of rain, a bit of earth.
Brings something new into the world.
Far away, lie the remains of those who rest upon metal and stone.
Close by the laughs of children, as they play.
The moon rises and the sun falls, many fall into dreams.
As others walk beneath the moon.
Darkness soon becomes light.
And the stars fade away, hidden by the light of the sun.
A farewell, a hello.
A beginning and an end.
The journey is unknown, will reveal the path.
That brings you to what you seek.
A spark of flame, a bit of earth.
Make a warm gentle light.
A breath of wind, a drop of rain.
Make the path harder to find.
Time and fate, take and bless.
The moon brings dreams, as the sun sets them to rest.
In the twilight, darkness and light become one.
A spark of flame, a drop of rain.
A breath of wind, a bit of earth.
Destroy and create.
As the stars above, watch eternally.
A world of change.
A forever changing world.

Unspoken Words -Lyrics

"If I could have only one wish come true", I've repeated those words over and over again. But as I think that I'm getting closer to the answer, it fades like a piece of paper floating on the wind.
When I look back at my old self, I see my mistakes and my achievements. The days I wish I could relive and I could forever forget. As I look at myself, I see a strong and kind person, who want's and gives joy but also wants to disappear.
"I'm nothing but a liar", those words seem to always ring true. I know that I'm imperfect, rash, still young and sometimes foolish. And I know that I have, "Something that makes some things hard." But yet I still want to try to live, the life I want. Since I'm not like everyone else I do things differently but sadly, others don't seem to ever try to see the true me.
"Hey! Look what I made!" I show something I worked hard on. But it's mostly ignored like the rest of me. I give a smile, my last piece of candy, my own happiness. To the ones I love or to another who needs a smile. Even though I do this and it gives me a bit of happiness, I still dislike being with others.
I love and hate, I wish and dream. I want to protect; those I love but also to destroy this stupid world. I know what that sounds like, but yet I can't help it. Because my breaking heart is still filled with love.
I've always been bad at, sharing things with others. So I put my thoughts and emotions, on a piece of paper or in a song. I may be just a foolish young girl, who dreams of love and has her head in the clouds. But yet life seems to like toying with me.
"If I disappear, would anyone miss me?", those words sting me like a knife in my chest. If I could build a time machine, and go into the future. Would my future be a happy one?
Oh stars above please listen, if my sadness and loneliness. Brings to another happiness and love, then please oh please. Let me fall into eternal sleep or tell me that it’s not true. And that in the end it will all be worth it.
Oh stars above if I am too a star, that brings happiness. "A hero" that will change the world or save someone's future, my own. Then maybe I'll try harder to be myself and live the life that I truly want.
"If I could have only one wish come true", I do not know yet what that wish may be. I'm still dreaming, wishing and hoping. I'm both sad and happy, but maybe one day. The wish I do not yet know in mind, may one day come true.
I do not know who I truly am yet, I am young and feel like am alone. But I guess in the end these once unspoken words were needed to be said, to be spoken so, they won't be said again.

Till One Day;

One day, we met.
Was it fate, was it by chance?
Neither us have the answer, yet.
I’m glad we met.
For since that day, life has changed.
Now we fly among the clouds and our destination is unknown.
Where we go, where we’ve been.
To places filled with adventure and wonder.
There is always something new, that we find.
About the world around us, the people we’ve met and yet to meet.
And each other.
So far, the journey has been hard and rough,
Filled with uncertainty’s and dangers,
To changes and the shadows of the past,
Even farewells.
Yet, it is still fun and exciting.
Filled with laughs and peaceful days.
To times where, we’re happy to merely be together.
I don’t know what may lie ahead.
What new dangers will come or what our next adventure will be.
But I hope that we may be together forever,
Even when we are apart.
No matter how far or how long.
That we’ll be friends, comrades in arms,
My support and my family.
One day, we met.
Was it fate, was it by chance?
Neither us have the answer, yet.
I’m glad we met.
For those times together, are now my most precious treasure.
Memories that will forever stay, in my heart.
One day, we may part.
But until that day comes.
Let’s fly and to destinations unknown.
A new adventure, an unending journey.
Till the day comes;

Falling White

Falling white, so soft yet cold.
Is like a gentle reminder, of those lost days.
Beneath the trees of evergreen, I sleep.
As a bell like from a fairy tale, rings in the distance.
I weave a song, a lullaby, from the dream.
A song for you, my dearest dragon of the snow.
For the times, you are alone.
In the white, the soft cold white.
I am dreaming, beneath trees of evergreen.
Within this still yet beautiful world.
A heart, so warm and fluttering.
I cannot go to that place, beyond the white.
Yet I will wait, as sing a lullaby.
While the bell rings, I see fairy tales come to life.
Before my eyes, before my fluttering heart.
Yet as I wait, for you my dearest dragon of the snow.
This voice of mine, is starting to fade.
As my dream slowly ends.
Falling white, so soft yet cold.
Is like in a dream, this gentle snow.
A reminder of those days with you.
As I weave this lullaby from a dream.
The bells of white, ring beneath the trees of evergreen.
My dearest dragon, know that I am waiting.
In the falling white, so soft yet cold.
The Snow, of our Dream.
Forever I shall Wait, My dearest Dragon of the Falling Snow.

Close Your Tried Eyes

Close your tried eyes and dream a happy dream.
In your sleep, you look so peaceful.
Under the stars, among blooming flowers.
We send a payer, that floats upon the wind.
A warm light, a star in the wind.
Why are crying?
Are you in pain, are you alone?
It’s alright, because I’m right here.
You’re not alone, I know that feeling.
So may you sleep and dream a happy dream.
For tomorrow, we’ll go somewhere again.
Under the stars, we watch them.
We see them in our dreams, in our eyes.
For in that place, is the light that guides us home.
Why are you crying?
What is tearing at you, piece by piece?
Are you in pain, you are aren’t you.
So please, let me hold you tight.
Within my arms, within my heart.
You aren’t alone.
In that payer, was something warm yet sad.
Surrounded by petals, I could not see what it was.
In this world, there is darkness and light.
Yet there is also a place in between.
In that place, in that twilight.
You’ve suffered.
Yet I cannot change the past.
So please remember, that your no longer alone.
It’s now time to close your tried eyes and dream a happy dream.
Under the stars, among blooming flowers.
Let that dream shine in the stars.
As you send a payer, that floats upon the wind.
A warm light, a star in the wind.
That is part of your heart.
Why are you crying, are you alone?
What is tearing at you, piece by piece?
Are you in pain, you are aren’t you.
It’s alright, because I’m right here.
You’re not alone, I know that feeling.
Let me take that pain, let me hold you tight.
Within my arms, within my heart.
So may you sleep and dream a happy dream.
Though I am no longer by your side.
We cannot hold each other, yet don’t forget.
That warmth, that love.
In your heart, is where I’ll be.
You’re not alone, anymore.
Yet you sent that payer, but it was for me.
Wasn’t it?
A farewell, until we meet again.
But don’t forget.
To close your tried eyes and dream a happy dream.
For its okay, you’re okay.
For I'll always be in your heart;

Where Are You?

Where are you?
In this world.
How far away have you gone?
Are you there, in our hidden place?
Or somewhere that I do not know.
Memories, accompanied by tears and smile.
Bring a familiar warmth and the thought,
That this shall never come again.
Under the tress and over sea,
Upon mountain tops and in the sky.
Is where you’ve gone.
Following a path, I cannot see.
But only follow.
As I recall the steps we took.
Hand in hand.
Where are you, where is yesterday?
In the memories of yesterday.
In the rising light.
Through places cold and dark,
So lonely and hollow.
I wonder if, you too once walked that path.
Under the stars, that guide the way.
I follow a path.
Through white cold and under dark skies.
To a place, where we may meet again.
Where are you?
In this world.
How far away have you gone?
Are you there, in our special place?
Or somewhere that I do not know.
Memories, accompanied by tears and smile.
Bring a familiar warmth and the thought,
That we shall never live those moments again.
But as I fall into endless sleep,
Among white flowers.
That look like a dream.
I follow a path, to where you may be.
Where are you?
My other half.
In this world, how far are you?
Are you there, waiting for me?
In that familiar warmth.
In that place.
Where and when, I don’t know.
But well will, someday;

Where You're Going

In that cold dark sky, that never ending space.
Is where you’re going.
The place where the stars shine bright.
A dream, is the place where we meet.
Upon white wings, we soar.
Like a bird, a bird that flies beyond the clouds.
Is it farewell, if you go there?
Or will it be, just another start.
Between earth and sky, floating like a cloud.
In a summer haze, in a dream.
The stars fall upon the resting place of yesterday.
As new ones, are born anew within light and fire.
In that never ending place.
Is where yesterday and tomorrow are.
In the cold darkness, there’s fragments of warm light.
Floating almost like a cloud.
Like a dream, upon white wings.
In that cold dark sky, that never ending space.
Is where you’re going.
A dream, is the place where we meet.
Is it farewell, if you go there?
Or will it be, just another hello.
Will you come back to me?
In that dream.
As ancient stars fall upon the place you once were.
New ones, are born within light and fire.
Like a dream, it’s like your beside me.
Upon white wings, I soar.
Like a bird, a bird that flies beyond the clouds.
To where the stars are.
In that never ending sky.
Is where yesterday and tomorrow are.
In that cold dark sky, that never ending space.
Is where we’ll meet again.

Fairy (Shadow) Tale

Behind the fairy tale, your hiding.
Your inner darkness.
In your reflection, two halves try to become one.
A dance of dreams and demons,
Of witches and spirits.
Of the real and unreal.
In a maze of your inner mind.
There is no sanctuary.
From the other you.
In the twisted wish, what you fight for.
Will no longer be here.
Magic and dreams.
In the fairy tale.
The light, is followed by shadow.
Its torn in two, hope.
Like your heart.
Like your mind.
Monsters, tear at us.
Within the labyrinth of reality and dreams.
Of darkness and light.
Shattering truth, broken promises.
Lost in a thought.
Trapped in the emotion.
Swallowed by the trap of darkness.
Of love and hate.
Is it wrong to wish for your happiness?
To be selfish, to want to make a world for you.
Behind the fairy tale, your hiding.
Your inner darkness.
Which will you choose?
The fairy tale or a dream?
Which one will,
Save me-(kill me)?

Blue

In the cold, I’m shaking.
In the darkness, I can’t see.
The Blue sky.
Rusting away, is your voice.
I can barely hear it.
The sound of breaking chains.
Caged away is our freedom.
Now our wings are too weak to fly.
Sinking into Blue, I start to dream.
As your face becomes hazy.
Like a doll, this form can’t move on its own.
In the rain, everything is washed away.
In the sunset, goes yesterday.
As the wind, scatters the ashes.
The rusted tower, is broken.
Under the sky, your somewhere.
Above the sky, somewhere is the other you.
In the cold, your form is shaking.
The rusted parts, no longer move.
In the dream, it’s still moving.
Turning, moving.
Flying high.
In the darkness, can you see?
The dream, as I sink into yesterday.
The rusted tower, is broken.
It can no longer reach the sky.
The broken chains, have opened the door.
Of the caged bird.
Under the Blue sky, your somewhere.
Above the Blue sky, somewhere is the other you.
In the cold, I’m shaking.
In the darkness, I can’t see.
In the cage, I couldn’t reach the sky.
My wings now can no longer follow.
You into the Blue sky.
Yet under the Blue sky, I sink into the dream.
And fly free, with the Blue dream.
I fly free, in the Blue sky.
With you.
As this life keeps ascending.
In the Blue Sky.

In a Dream

Lost in a dream, I wander.
No direction or end to speak of.
Like the clouds, floating upon the wind.
My mind is hazy, as I fall deeper into the dream.
Emotion and thoughts, fade away.
Every time I try to wake, the more lost I become.
Until I nearly forget myself.
As I wander the dream, the hazy dream.
Into deeper sleep I go, sinking into the hazy darkness.
Each tear of memory, is lost.
Until there are no more to shed.
Lost in a dream, I wander.
No direction or end to speak of.
In a haze that pulls me down.
Into the deep darkness.
Until all fades away.
Like the clouds above.
Into the dream.
A lost dream.

Flowers Upon Blue Water

Flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Your reflection on the water, is like a mirror.
Yet an illusion, a dream of my mind.
The broken frames of towers and cities past.
Ruins resting upon the blue waters, covered by a blanket of green and bloom.
A memory of the illusion, the passing wind.
The wilted flower.
Upon the rusted tracks, in the shallow water lapping at my ankles.
I walk as if in a dream, as I watch the clouds.
Passing by, with the wind.
The flowers we grew are floating.
Reflected upon the mirror like water.
Is like a dream, a fading memory.
Like scattering petals.
Upon the blue water, all is reflected.
Even me.
The you who was here, is gone.
Your reflection, is an illusion now.
Flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Like them my memories of you are fading away.
Piece by piece, bit by bit.
Like a flower.
The water lapping at my feet, is the mirror.
That showed us the illusion, a dream of our minds.
Walking upon the tracks, along the ruins.
Covered in green and bloom.
Reflected upon the blue water.
The passing clouds, the flower petals in the wind.
A dream, a memory.
You are here and not here.
Resting upon the blue waters, among the flowers.
I am here and not here.
Walking in a dream, as if in a dream.
A memory of the illusion, the passing wind.
The floating flowers, scatter.
My reflection on the water, is like a mirror.
Yet an illusion, a dream of your mind.
Of mine, of ours.
The flower petals scatter, each time the winds comes past.
Then rest upon the blue waters, beneath the clouds.

"U.An.I"

A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Reality and dream, a virtual cage.
A steel box, a suffocating heart.
From green to grey, from light to shadow.
Repeating flaws and sad history.
It will rust away and never grow.
A dead seed /(LiFE-)/, the gears are breaking.
A sea of debris and junk, hiding a white treasure.
Hidden warmth. /(*)LoVe(*)/+
In the ruins of stone and wood, is where we once were.
A warm /(-DeSTrOyED-)/ home.
Steel cold /(_CuRLe-)/ eyes, hollowed soul.
False words, burning hate, destroying selfishness.
Take away happiness. /(+-EvERy tHInG-+)/
An illusion of peace, a breaking paradise. /(0-sOCiEtY-0)/
A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Forgetting hearts, unlearning minds.
Emotion /(*KIndNeSS*)/ and logic, are jumbled along with truth and lies.
Suffocating world, shattering world.
Light and shadow /(GoOd aND Evil)/ mix.
Until blurred. /(MeRGEd)/
Your shadow /(LiGht)/ is gone.
My /(yOuR)/ warmth is gone.
Your dream /(MY HoPE+)/ is gone.
Our /(ThE WoRlD’S)/ heart /(+HUmANItY-)/ is fading. /(_IS DyINg-)/
/(“U.An.I” WiLL wE MeEt AgAIn?)/
Everything is cold. /(_-LiFElEss-_)/
I /(YoU)/ are gone.
My thoughts /(+*EmOtIoNs*+)/ of you.
Are of how you are doing, /(-YoUR SUffEriNg-)/ without hope. /(LOvE AnD WaRmTH)/ to comfort /(HeLp)/ you.
Makes me cry and wonder /(-AgONiZe-)/ if you’re okay.
A mechanical illusion, revolving rust-red gears.
Reality and dream, a virtual cage.
A steel box, /(_a - PRiSOn-0)/ a suffocating heart. /(+*SOuL*+)/
It will rust away and be forgotten.
A sea of debris and junk, hiding a white treasure. /(*YoU*)/
Hidden warmth. /(*)LoVe(*)/+
Emotion /(*KIndNeSS*)/ and love. /(EvErYThInG)/
Is shattering /(BrEAkInG)/ along with the WOrlD.
Your shadow /(LiGht)/ is gone.
My /(yOuR)/ warmth is gone.
I /(YoU)/ are gone.
Our /(ThE WoRlD’S)/ heart /(+HUmANItY-)/ is fading. /(_IS DyINg-)/
/(“U.An.I” WiLL wE MeEt AgAIn?)/
iN ThIS CoLd DYInG WoRlD?
“oR U.An.I /(You and I)/ SoMeDaY iN ThE SeA OF StARs”


Note: Sorry that this looks like a mess but I was trying something new in a way so sorry if you the reader feel like you wasted your time reading this.

My;

As I recall the time we once had together, my heart cries.
For I can no longer see you.
The way I once did.
Hearts intertwined, never forget.
Even if the memories fade, your warmth does not.
This second, every minute, as the hours pass and the days then years go by.
Your still here, like a shadow, a ghost.
That I cannot see.
And like the wind, you cannot stay.
Dreams and memories, cannot give me the same warmth.
For in the end, tears fall.
The time we could of have, is gone.
A void, a memory.
Is all I have of you.
Someday, we may meet again.
This hope,
Like a star, is my light.
In the cold darkness.
For as I recall the time we once had together, my heart cries.
Hearts intertwined, never forget each other.
For even if the memories fade, your warmth does not.
Someday, somewhere, tomorrow…
We may meet again.
My;

A Breath of Wind

Ancient songs, echo within ruins of long past.
Dreams remain, as a breath of wind.
Lands of towers and homes, return to nature’s grasp.
History will become myth and truth.
As destruction comes, to reclaim and renewal the world.
The flames burn and turn to ash, once was.
As a bed of grey that turns into green.
Let your dreams, restore your passion.
To live and to find, what you seek.
Ruins of the past, remain as a memory.
Will you repeat or bring about a new future?
Ancient songs, remain as ghosts.
Within the sky, like a light in the cold dark.
A breath of wind, that shall renew.
The charred earth and grey sky.
All shall fade and be reborn.
Open your eyes, for now is time.
Let your dreams remain, within your heart.
As destruction comes, to reclaim and renewal.
And return all to nature’s grasp.
Let us become,
A breath of wind;

Artificial, Repeat

Rusted gears, among the silver pieces.
A stark contrast, a cruel contrast.
Forgotten, lay lies and old hatreds.
Behind the cage, sealed away in shadows.
Start to break their bonds.
The new prospers, the old declines.
Hearts become weak and cruel.
Minds forget past teachings.
And let the world slowly fall apart, that may soon shatter.
Artificial souls, clash and intertwine.
With natural born souls, or with each other.
A repeating fate, repeats a dark history.
The trigger lies in the shadows, behind the cage.
As it finally breaks, hell comes.
Once clean hands, are stained red.
Pieces of silver, are scattered like glass.
False words, only leave one broken.
Lies, drag many into shadows.
Hate, destroys everything.
Red, black, silver, bronze, white and grey.
Are scattered like the broken mirror.
Scattered like you, broken like me.
Natural born, your covered in red.
Artificial soul, I’m silver and bronze.
I’m blue, purple, grey.
Shattering.
The metal solders are falling.
The white flag is red.
A skyscraper is rubble.
Their all dead.
Repeating, repeating.
The false words, the lies, the hate.
Is turning all red and bronze.
To a dull grey.
Rusted gears, among the silver pieces.
A stark contrast, a cruel contrast.
Natural born, your gone.
Artificial soul, there is only one left.
Me, I’m alone, waiting.
For green.
Me covered in bronze and purple.
In dull grey.
Alone.
Until the clock is turned back.
Lights fade and shine.
Metal turn silver and bronze.
You’ll fade, I’ll rust.
I’ll turn it white.
I’ll turn it green.
I’ll break everything.
I’ll break myself.
Rusted gears, are time.
That I’ll turn back.
So shall we repeat,
Or start from scratch.
Natural born,
And me, Artificial soul.
Won’t it be quite chaotic, me/you;

Fire Red

Fire red, burns all to ash.
The red of blood, an omen of sorrow and hate.
A sunset of red, enchants all who gaze upon it.
The red of joy, reminds those of days long past.
Beautiful red, a flower that may have thorns.
Red, a flame.
Destruction or renewal.
Warmth or cruel reality.
Filled with hate and sorrow, it burns.
All in its path, and turns it into ash.
Filled with love and joy, it heals.
Renews the old or a gift of the heart.
Burning red, a curse, a blessing.
A sad repeating history, a stain of cruel hands.
A heart filled with love, a light in the darkness.
Fire red, an eternal flame.
Of sorrow and hate.
Of joy and love.
Burning red of fire, may burn all.
Yet the ash, renews all.
A light that burns, in the cold dark sky.
Fire red, burns all.
An eternal flame, that forever shines.
All to ash, it will return.
Fire red, burn all;

Upon the Path;

Upon the path, your memory soon fades.
Hearts that forget love become cold, even unfeeling.
May only lead to a sad end.
I follow the fading path, trying to reach you.
This heart filled with love, may forever stay broken.
And one day may, forget kindness and love.
Behind that mask, lies the real you.
Behind the lies, the truth awaits.
A hand stained in red, a hand stained in nothing.
Which is good?
My path, is not yet there.
Your existence, has it already ended?
A new light, cradled in the warm water.
Waits for the day it may shine.
Shadow and light, are merely like day and night.
But yet show the hidden heart and reveal the lost.
In the twilight sky filled with awakening stars.
I forever wander, leaving my footprints behind.
A heart that is filled with love may find a path, an end filled with happiness.
Or may forever wander alone.
Your kind words may hurt, that lie.
Your harsh words may love, a truth.
What is seen, may hide the real.
A chance meeting, may lead somewhere neither thought of.
Or end in sadness.
Upon the path, your memory soon fades.
Like the melting snow.
Upon the path, a memory begins.
Taking root like a seed.
Breaking the gears of a history, that should not repeat.
Blowing away the fog, that blinds hearts and eyes.
Like the pale blue dot, a star in the sky.
We exist, unaware of what could change and what should.
An existence that may forever wander.
An existence has ended, a new one begins.
Like a heart still filled with love ready to break,
This world, a path may end them to soon,
That may break their hearts and leave them cold,
A path that may lead to tomorrow,
Or take them on an unintended journey, that may lead to happiness.
Upon the path;

Dream Song or Aisling Amhrán

Within the eternal sleep, what may we find?
Among forgotten dreams.
A gentle lullaby, a song of yesterday.

Shall let lost souls finally rest.
Intertwined in the invisible threads of fate, you cry.
As days long gone repeat in your mind and heart.
Voices of our other selves, whisper words.
Of our many thoughts and emotions.
Like a half-forgotten memory, a dream still stays.
In a song, a requiem of once was.
Within sleep, you find peace.
As dreams dance in your mind.
A lullaby of yesterday brings forth tears.
Reminding those of a void left by sorrow and days long gone.
In eternal sleep, will we dream?
In the void unknown.
As we sing a song of our hearts, we fall into rest.
Within this lullaby of yesterday.
A memory replays in the hearts of the lost.
A dream that lets us rest our weary souls.
Among forgotten dreams, shall we meet.
Until they fade into tomorrow.
To once again be thought of.
Let us fall into eternal sleep.
As we sing a song, for our broken hearts.
A lullaby, of memory.

That shall turn into our dream.
Our dream of song.

Until, Always

If I could have all my wishes come true, what would change?
If I could have all my dreams become reality, would I change?
Are my wishes and dreams a lie? Or are they truth?
Or is it that am I a lie.
My heart of glass, keeps breaking.
Yet still, it’s here.
My paper wishes, my paper dreams.
Are they only paper?
My fake reality?
Can the world change, can people change, can I?
Is it darkness that is cruel, or is it the light?
I am an outcast, I am a wanderer.
I have those who love me, but… yet it is only a few.
Who truly love me
But do I deserve it?
I still love but my heart still cannot help but hate.
For that is all I seem to see.
I have been watching, I have been listening.
For that is all I can do.
As I watch my world and reality rust away like broken machines.
Then slowly break apart like glass.
Words alone can’t share the pain I feel.
If this world and mine are doomed to disappear and become stardust.
I rather not live to see that day.
For that sad future, is what I wish not to see, that I dream to change.
But I am an outcast, a wanderer.
I love but hurt others.
I love but hate.
I love but weep.
I love and hope to love,
Until I change…
Until I die…
I’ll always love;

Our Dream

Within a dream I live, yet still it is a dream I cannot live.
Like a clock, I’ll keep going until my gears rust away.
I try to wipe away the tears, but my hands won’t move.
Forgotten among the ruins of yesterday, I try to sleep.
In a fake reality, I keep dreaming of tomorrow.
Broken pieces of shattered hopes, lay upon me.
Piercing my heart like a sword, I try to forget the pain.
Your warmth fades as the rain falls, and the tears keep falling.
My voice has rusted away, and my body has become cold.
Like the cold rusted machines, I lay here broken.
As memories of you, replay over and over again.
Bringing emotions of sorrow and happiness to my heart.
Within the dream, I keep living.
Yet it has already ended.
The dream I can no longer live, is gone.
Along with you.
So along with our dream, I lay broken.
Waiting to fall asleep, so I can dream forever.
Of you and me.
Of tomorrow.

Someday;

Who am I? What am I?
Is there a reason why I’m here?
Life, death, why does it exist?
The past feels like a half-forgotten dream.
The future a thought I keep thinking and forgetting.
Today a moment that I may only remember or see.
A dream, reality, what is real, what is not?
Existence, nothingness, what are they exactly?
Right and wrong, what is it?
The changing seasons, a world of our imagination,
A song, a piece of bread,
The earth and sky,
A burning flame, a passing breeze,
My friend, my family,
My enemy, my ally,
Shadow and light,
The sun and moon,
The stars above.
Is it a dream or reality?
My thoughts, my emotions.
My soul, my heart.
What are they?
Who am I?
Time, space.
What is it all?
Everything feels like a dream, when I go into a world of my own.
A reality that watches, that dreams, that knows.
But in the end, is it real?
Why are we alive, why do we die?
Why do we exist, what is nothingness?
Are we merely a concept in time and space?
Are we alone, are we a dream?
Is our life a gift or a curse?
Is death our punishment for some unknown thing or is life?
Who am I? What am I?
Is there a reason why I’m here?
The past my half-forgotten dream.
My future a thought I keep thinking and forgetting.
Today a moment that I may share with another.
This dream or reality.
This life, this existence.
Is there an answer, for every question?
I don’t know, for I am
At this moment, a star,
That is hardly seen or known.
In the eternal sky, among the sea of stars.
And yet I hope, that we may meet,
“Someday… In among the sea of stars.”
“Someday;”

Oh Rainbow

Oh gentle clam white, cold and silent white,
Oh pure warm white, of new beginnings and ends.
A light in the black darkness.
Oh silent cold black, sad and destructive black
Oh cradling shy black, of endings and new beginnings.
A shadow behind the white light.
Blue, sadness and serenity,
The sea and sky.
Purple, strength and wisdom,
Beauty and evening twilight.
Green, natural and free,
The firm earth and the sprout of new life.
Yellow, joy and excitement,
The sunlight and dear friend.
Orange, warm and playful,
A setting sun and a Halloween pumpkin.
Red, anger and passion,
A burning flame and the color of heroes.
Pink, love and affection,
A young girl’s love and the color of spring flowers.
Brown, reminisce and comfort,
The tree that stands tall and a father’s love.
Grey, reserved and neutral,
The silver ring and skyscrapers.
Oh blue sadness, purple strength and free green,
Joyful yellow, orange warmth and red passion,
Pink love, brown reminisce and neutral grey,
Oh new white and black end.
Oh far away rainbow, will you come back tomorrow?
To begin and end again,
Oh rainbow of my heart?

Waiting for You

As everything shatters, as darkness comes.

I’ll be here, waiting for you.

A light in the darkness, praying.

That you’ll find your way.

Even if I cannot be by your side.

If I can no longer feel your warmth.

Do not despair, do not fear.

May you cry, may you remember.

May we feel broken.

As everything fades away, as darkness comes.

I’ll be waiting, praying.

For you, to find your way home.

Through darkness and despair.

Through all the things that will hurt you and block your way.

Stand tall, you can cry, you can smile.

And find happiness once again.

If everything shall shatter and fade.

If the darkness comes.

I hope that my light will guide you home.

Even if my light, becomes a star.

I’ll shine for you, until all ends.

As everything shatters, as darkness comes.

I’ll be here, waiting for you.

Waiting forever, for you my love.

As a light in your shadows, in the darkness.

Forever more, waiting.

For you, my love.