Hey, are you still there?

Hey, are you still there?
How many times have I asked that?
How many repeating days have gone by?
How much will change?
Can you remember?
All those moments we’ve spent together.
I still can…
Every memory I recall,
Leaves me feeling warm,
But also so sad and lonely.
Because I know those days,
Your smile,
I will never see again someday.
Please, don’t leave me here alone.
Please, is there a reason?
Why this already broken heart of mine,
Continues to break.
All I wanted in the end was to be happy with everyone.
Please, stop this repeating tragedy.
Please someone, something, take it all away,
All this pain I have and feel.
I can’t hide it anymore,
I can’t let them be sad because of me.
Hey, are you still there?
I don’t want to be alone,
I don’t want you go.
Because, if I could spend the rest of my days with you- 
How many repeating days have gone by?
How much will change?
I’m afraid,
Yet curious,
Of change.
Please, don’t leave me here alone.
Please, is there a reason?
Why this already broken heart of mine,
Continues to break.
Can you remember?
All those moments we’ve spent together.
I still can…
Every memory I recall,
Leaves me feeling warm,
But also so sad and lonely.
Because I know those days,
Your smile,
I will never see again someday.
All I wanted in the end was to be happy with everyone.
Please, stop this repeating tragedy.
Please someone, something, take it all away,
All this pain I have and feel.
I’m not sure if I can fight it,
I’m not sure for how much longer I can,
Continue on for all of you.
Please, please, end these painful repeating days.
Please, I ask,
I pray, I wish,
For a future I can share with everyone.
Don’t let my light die,
Please don’t let my glass star heart break again.
Please, I beg,
I want only one thing.
Hey, are you still there?
Can you remember?
All those moments we’ve spent together.
I still can…
Every memory I recall,
Leaves me feeling warm,
But also so sad and lonely.
Because I know those days,
Your smile,
I may never see again someday.
Hey, are you still there?
Because I want to spend the rest of my days with you.
With everyone.
I want to be with you all;

"Please, live;"

“Please, don’t go.”
“Please don’t leave.”
“Because now is too soon.”
“Now is too painful.”
“For we’re- I’m not ready.”
“To say goodbye again so soon.”
“Please stay…”
As the days pass by, I find it too easy to forget.
To let everything become a distant thought.
Because my heart cannot take the pain,
Of the thoughts that hurt the most.
Because my mind would rather dream and wander,
Within the worlds of my creation.
To forget reality.
That is why, I’m not always with you.
Because reality often hurts me more than loneliness.
But if you were to leave, if you were-
Please, don’t go.
Please, don’t leave.
Because now is too soon.
Now is too painful.
For we’re- I’m not ready.
To say goodbye again so soon.
Please stay…
Please stay…
As the days pass by, I fight to be here.
To survive the pain in my heart.
To deny the monsters in my mind,
My other self, the shadow of myself,
Let me disappear, to let go my life.
But for them, so no parent will have to bury their child.
So the pain I feel, you will not have to feel.
Because I care, because I love.
I’ll continue to live
But if you were to leave, if you were to go.
I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself,
It would be harder to live.
Because my reasons,
The ones I care for.
Are my reason to live.
Please, don’t go.
Please, don’t leave.
Because now is too soon.
Now is too painful.
For we’re- I’m not ready.
To say goodbye again so soon.
Please stay…
Please stay…
Please I beg you,
Please for me,
For you.
Please continue to live
As the days pass by, I find it too easy to forget.
To let everything become a distant thought.
Because my heart cannot take the pain,
Because my mind would rather dream and wander,
Within the worlds of my creation.
Please forgive me,
For its hard to think,
Its hard to know,
That in an instant,
I can lose everything.
Please don’t go,
Please stay…
Please I beg you,
Please for me,
For you,
Please stay,
Please continue to live
Because without you,
How could I continue living in this lonely world?
Please, live;