Eventually...

I still remember the day we met,
The day we became friends,
When I wasn’t afraid of being hurt.
How long has it been since I was strong?
When I was there for you,
But was I ever?
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you,
I never meant to.
Because-
I know I’ve made mistakes but,
Did I make too many, was I always wrong?
I don’t want to be your worse,
But I wanted to be your light.
Yet maybe I never was meant to be,
Maybe it was the darkness I was-
I still remember the day we met,
When I wasn’t afraid of being hurt.
Yet I still made those mistakes, didn’t I?
I let myself be blindly led by the string of fate.
But it wasn’t red was it
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you,
I never meant to, because-
I still remember when-
I still recall the days when I was brave,
When I wasn’t afraid of being hurt,
When I wasn’t afraid of being myself,
And not afraid of loving.
But instead, it led me to-
I once held so much,
Parts of myself,
Within glass stars.
Until the day they broke,
And lost to the darkness of the world,
And my heart.
It was that day wasn’t it when I-
I still remember the day we met,
The day we became friends.
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you,
I didn’t want to be your worse,
But I wanted to be your light.
Yet maybe I never was meant to be,
I’ll let you go, you need to go,
Before you also become lost with this forest of books,
This sad place that is my heart.
So you can be happy,
I’ll give it all up,
And let you go.
Please just let me go,
Because eventually I’ll be fine,
Because eventually someday,
Someday…