As you Embark on your journey today.
Within your reflection upon water clear as crystal, what is it that you see?
Do you see a future where your dreams and wishes come true?
A happy future, a sad one?
We do not know what will happen to tomorrow or today.
Will we say good bye, will we say hello?
As you carry the burden of the world's expectations, your worries and sorrows.
The cruel words and actions and your own flaws.
You may feel like stopping and give up.
But your journey is like a story, your life a gift like a star shines bright in the darkness.
Every day, every hour, every minute, and every second.
You will Embark on a journey.
Don't live the past, do not worry about the future, live in the present.
For when the day begins, you Embark on a journey, a journey through life.
What is happiness?
What is love?
Is there any happiness in this world?
Slowly I'm forgetting the joyful times in my life.
I seem to get criticized for every little thing I do.
When I try to speak, my voice is always swallowed but a cacophony of rusting gears.
Among other humans, I am slowly forgotten, in a corner watching.
Always wearing a mask of lies, I cry and scream.
Saying "I'm all right", "nothings wrong" or "I'm fine."
To escape both reality's cruelness and the slowly fading humanity of others.
I go into my quite world, where I create a fake world filled with dreams.
Within my sleep, I feel peaceful and free.
A place where light or shadow cannot reach me, a place where only I can go.
Piece by piece I fall apart, my heart as started to shatter under the burdens of the world's expectations and cruelness.
I hold back my tears and screams, drowning and suffocating from the shadows and cold heartless machines.
If I die, will anyone cry for me?
Will anyone remember me?
If I disappeared, would someone try to find me?
I cannot speak, I cannot draw, the things I wan to say.
I can only create with words on paper.
I want to find meaning in my existence, my short life.
At times I want to fall into eternal sleep, but if I did would I dream, a happy dream?
I dreamed that the dead became stars that shine in the sky, that eternal sky.
Yet it is only a false wish.
I once thought these worlds, "If you can only have one wish what would it be?"
In the end my one and only wish, "Is to have meaning to my life."
These are my last words.
My father who loves me so, like the roots of a tree you help me stand tall. Like a big warm cuddly bear you are strong and keep me safe from harm. I'm no longer the little girl who was scared of the dark, but now a young women who gives you bear hugs every day. You would always fix the things that broke and read me a book with a funny voice. Every day you work to make sure that I can grow up happy and so you can support me in the future. Soon I won't always need you to help me fix something or squish a scary spider. But I know you are always there for me, always there to catch me when I am falling. Me who is your little girl, your little princess soon to be queen. Will always be your daughter, a daughter of a king.
As I looked into the starlit desert sky, suddenly I saw, my solitude reflected within the mirror of reality. Just like the desert flowers, I am here yet forgotten, by the world.
If I can make it through, all the pain and suffering, will I finally be able to see the tomorrow that I've wished for? I just wanna see the sun rise again!
As I fall deeper into the abyss of the twilight, closer to the nightmares I rather not dream. The pieces of my scattered heart come together and apart, but I won't let that stop me from over coming those, meaningless and insignificant limits. To once again feel the freedom of having my own limits.
Ah, I'm aiming for the endless blue sky, hoping they'll bloom again-the flowers of my dream.
Repeating over and over again those words, "That all beginnings will eventually come to an end." in my mind. I know it's not a lie, yet I can't help but feel, the sadness of that truth.
Because of happiness, because of despair, those seeds that hold your dreams will someday bloom. And become as strong as you!
These scattered and innumerable lights of my wishes, are the sacrifices that I've made. So we could once again meet each other. Within this place where light and shadow meet, I reside in my faults and blessings, trying to find tomorrow, my true self.
Ah, today I've encountered sorrow once again, you still hope for-the flowers of your dream.
As I fall deeper into the twilight, my shadows, my heart may stay broken permanently and we may never meet. But even when everything is in darkness, stay strong for tomorrow will surely come!
As I fall deeper into the abyss of the twilight, closer to the nightmares I rather not dream. The pieces of my scattered heart come together and apart, but I won't let that stop me from over coming my, meaningless and insignificant limits. Because it's you I want to see again.
Ah, I'm aiming for that starlit desert sky, putting all my faults and doubts to rest and moving forward, I know they'll bloom again-the flowers of our dream!
