Words I Cannot Speak

When I speak, I rarely use my voice.

I use words or colors on a piece of paper.

And it is words on paper that I'll use this moment, to tell you words I cannot speak.

I do not know what comes tomorrow,

What has come, is no more,

What comes now, is already happening.

I have not always questioned the world and be in awe with the things that life brings. But now I do.

I have always dreamed, but at first I didn't create a dream to share. Yet now I do.

As the days go by, as the seasons change, as each year ends. As the final day of the year comes, I can't help but think of the past and future.

The world right now, is not perfect. Your life maybe the same, everything feels like its the end, or that it feels like your at a dead end. Things will change and is now, nothings lasts for ever, even the stars will die.

We humans are not perfect, we all have are faults and blessings. We all love and hate, we all smile and cry.

In truth I am not yet very wise or know as much as I would like.
There are more words I wish to share but that will take to long. All I can really tell you is to live and be you the true you.

And for those wanting to finds love, here are some words from mother to daughter, to granddaughter.

"Merry a king, for he'll become a prince."

Children of the Night

Oh stars, children of the night.
You have watched the world below, with your gentle gaze.
Your light has caught my mind in an endless dream.
In sun's light you fade from my sight.
Forever enchanted by your mysteries, I am.
Through darkness you shine, oh children of the night.
In sky's embrace you are free from the bonds of the earth.
In your haven of the night I dream an eternal dream.
Oh stars, oh children of the night.
If all shall fade, may I be embraced by your light,
And become part of you, for all eternity.

Stardust

As light fades into shadow, 

And shadow into light.

Twilight drifts on horizon's edge.

An ocean of memories,

Shifts and dances upon the earth.

Ghosts of stars long past,

Still continue to shine in the vast sky.

In earth's lands,

Remains of those from the forgotten days,

Wait to be found.

Ever changing life never stays the same,

Yet some things withstand time.

Distant worlds,

Unexplored places.

An endless sky of discovery.

Opens to new possibilities.

Dreams and imagination,

Take us away from reality.

Light fades into shadow,

Shadow into light.

A flickering flame,

In the twilight.

Ever changing,

Never truly the same.

All come together,

And apart.

All will die,

All will live.

A dying star,

Spreads the seeds of life,

Stardust across the eternal sky,

Someday will find its way to you and me,

This fragment of another life,

Will live until all fades into nothingness.

We will live;

The Blue Bird's Song

A bird of crimson flames, a bird of black despair.
Dance upon a field of battle.
Playing a game of death and rebirth.
A lone girl prayers cannot be heard.
Singing a requiem for lost souls.
A bird of blue tears, a bird of white hope.
Sing a song for the forgotten.
For the dragon who sleeps.
The girl's sadness it cannot bare to see.
Feathers of crimson and black are scattered among the fallen.
The dragon's cry rings through the sky and earth.
A cry of boundless rage and sorrow, a prayer.
Bird of crimson, bird of black.
Fall as their dance ends, as the game ends.
Wings of blue and white.
Spread out and catch the fallen.
The dragon's rage is no more.
Only tears and remorse remain.
The blue bird of sorrow, the white bird of hope.
Dance in the endless sky.
Singing a requiem, a song.
For once was.
For what is to come.
The dragon watches, as it sleeps.
The lone girl watches, as she sings.
The birds of blue and white.
The birds of crimson and black.
Fly away into the sunlight that fades into yesterday.

Sanctuary

For those who do not have a home to call their own, a sanctuary.
I cannot always give you shelter and more, but.
If I could give you a home,
I would.
If I could give you a town,
I would.
If I could give you a city,
I would.
If I could give you land,
I would.
If I could give you a country,
I would.
My own trials and hardships I go through may not let me always help you.
My own experiences may not be like yours.
But I hope with these words I share you'll keep on living.
This world is imperfect, 
This beautiful and ugly world, 
This paradise of light and shadow.
I wish for you not to always see the shadows, 
To live in the darkness.
So I hope in the future you will have a home to call your own,
A sanctuary.
If I could give you a sanctuary,
I would.

Time

Forgotten time,
Lost time.
Time keeps ticking, 
Even through the clock's hands, its gears and pieces, are rusting away.
Your voice,
Your warmth.
Is lost in time's abyss.
The rusted swords of the battle field,
Are like the days we spent together.
You who fought to protect,
You who gave up happiness.
I can no longer see you,
Time keeps passing by without a second thought.
My memories of you,
Are my light in the darkness.
I can no longer touch you.
The rusted swords and pieces of the clock,
Will someday fade away.
I can no longer hear you.
In the silence,
I cry.
As time keeps ticking,
you keeping getting farther from me.
Forgotten time,
Lost time.
Your voice,
Your warmth.
Is lost in my abyss.
For soon my time will end.
You who fought to protect,
You who gave up happiness.
I can no longer see you,
I can no longer touch you,
I can no longer hear you.
I'm like the broken clock,
And like it I will fade away.
Into forgotten time,
The lost time,
The abyss.
I will fade away.

Solitary- ...

Fragile reflection,
Forgotten reflection.
Solitary stars,
Connected stars.
Desolate lands and forgotten ruins.
From darkness to light, within the twilight.
Distant horizon,
horizon's edge.
Desert plains, forests of endless green,
Deep blue seas, mountains that touch sky.
White clouds, a lonely sky,
A sea of stars, a cold eternal sky.
Wandering souls, ghosts of the past.
Moon and sun, stars and sky.
Cold reflection,
Warm reflection.
Dying stars,
New stars.
A question unanswered,
Questions of one's self.
A world known,
A world unknown
Continuing time,
Forgotten days.
Fragile reflection,
Forgotten reflection.
Solitary stars,
Connected stars.
A reflection- ...
Solitary-

Autumn Fire

In the light of the setting sun, the Autumn leaves appear as a warm burning flame.

Beneath the frozen stars, countless flames alight and fade.

The wilting flower petals scatter upon the last wind of summer.

Within the ruins of forgotten days, ghosts of forgotten memories fade with the warmth of summer.

Words whose meaning is unknown to us, remind us of those before us, of times long gone.

Colors of red, orange, and yellow come to replace the green of summer.

After flames of summer pass, seeds spread across the ground wait for spring to come.

Remains of ancient creatures of the forest, sleep within rock the color of flames, as a memory of once was.

In the sun's light, Autumn appears like a flame upon the earth.

A flame that continues to burn through out time.

A memory of forgotten days, a warm light.

In the fading sun light, the Autumn leaves appear as a warm burning flame.

An Autumn Fire...

You -Lyrics

To you, who is alone, I hope we can meet again someday. You who taught me, that even within the cold darkness, there's a warm gentle light, a shining star. That even if weak it still glows in the darkness. As I watch you in solitude, I, whose tears and smile I've seen. If you are happy without me then, with only that I'm happy.
The enclosed flower, yet to bloom, even without light continues to exist in the darkness. You who are alone, one who bares the scars of a sad history that no ones wishes to repeat. I'll become a guiding light, a star for you. Daring to even fight against even destiny, you who had resolved to keep living with sorrow. I won't hesitate to bare your sad destiny for you.
To you who has been alone, I hope that even without me you'll keep smiling. If we are not meant to be together, then I'll become a warm gentle light a star. For you whom I love.

The Shore

At the shore of time's end, I watch the sands of time drift into a sea of endless memory.
At the edge of darkness, a place where all paths one day lead.
Lights like stars dance above the sea, while at shore a gentle breeze blows.
In this place where time stops, will we meet again?
As I wait, I start to drift into the sea.
Countless memories appear before me, like stars in the sky.
As the sands of time fade into a sea of memory.
In this place at the edge of darkness, at the shore of time's end.
Where all path will lead and eventually end one day.
I hope that we can sleep within this abyss of time's memory, together until we fade away as well.

Into the Sunset -Lyrics

Within the lonely winter, like a blooming flower. You stood there with an aimless gaze. As if in a dream, you faded into the sunset, like a flower I withered away.
As the days pass by, like the wind you never stop wandering. Over barren and empty lands, through places where light hardly shines. If you had wings, just where would your heart take you? Will that destination bring about that smile you always had?
For what comes tomorrow, I cannot say. Like sun light, I can see it but never touch it. It passes by, like a half forgotten dream. A dream that I cannot help but dream again.
Like the sun like the wind, your warmth comes and goes. Like a flower I can only let my petals drift in the wind. If you had wings, just where would your heart take you? To where you go I hope there we'll meet again.
As if in a dream, you wandered into the wind. Like a flower I withered away and my petals drifted into the wind. Within the lonely winter, is where our end new beginning came. The place where we wandered into the sunset.

Wanderer

So where is it that you will go?
Just what is where is your destination?
As the days pass by, you wander until you grow tried.
You watch the starlit sky, you sleep in the moonlight.
Through forgotten places and of beauty that words alone can't define.
Wastelands and hidden places.
Your destination is one that you'll find in the very end.
Above in the blue sky, the lonely bird flies.
Under tree and earth, creatures sleep and roam.
In the waters deep and shallow, there is life in the clear blue streams and great seas.
Behind you are footprints, a past, in front a world, a future unknown.
I cannot tell where you will go.
You cannot say where.
Through desert sunsets and mountain sunrise.
A flower field for the dead and the living.
Lonely plains and mountain tops.
Where is your end?
Where is my end?
So where is it that you will go?
Just what is where is your destination?
As the days pass by, you wander until you grow tried.
Where is that you wish to rest beneath the starlit sky?
Like the wind you are free.
Like a bird you have no one place.
Where will you the wind, go too and end?
Oh wind, where is that you wish to go?
Wind, oh wind.
Where shall I go?

A Story -Lyrics

It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
Even as the seasons pass by, a story is being written. A new chapter has started today, a new beginning.
Your overflowing tears look like starlight dancing in the sky, the memories of our times together are a precious treasure. That's never truly forgotten.
Like the stars we cannot live forever, but somethings will never be forgotten, ever after many years.
It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
In this beautiful and ugly world, life continues.
We all have our faults and blessings, and at times we do not get along but even those days, are immeasurable. The people that we meet, the things we see and do in life, are a part of our stories.
Every moment in this world with you, is a feeling that words alone can't tell. Our story may not always be a happy one, but it is one I cherish.
If the unhappy things of life bring you down, look up and go forward. For at this time your story can still continue, even if it's not perfect, your story also intertwines with many others and together they are beautiful.
It is a story, that only the heart can tell.
In this beautiful and ugly world, there are many wonderful things.
For the happy and sad times together, thank you.
A new story has started today, a new beginning.
I'll never forget, our times together. Like the stars we cannot live forever, but will still love you. Today may be goodbye, but keep walking forward. For my story as ended, but please keep writing your story.

Dream

When you close your eyes, what is it that you see?
In your world of dreams, in your reflection?
Within the lonely sky, the stars' light continues to exist.
A ghost of the past, a continuing light.
Is time infinite, what does eternal really mean?
Within an artificial paradise, our now mechanical world.
The little things things we cherished are disappearing, rusting away with the fake truths and morality.
Like wires cutting into my skin, are thoughts and words that are cruel.
I see a world that may soon lose it's humanity, a world filled with the illusions of joy that we brought upon ourselves.
When I close my eyes, I see a peaceful world that may never come to be.
Yet I still dream that dream, over and over again.
At times we wish for change, yet most don't try.
To change the things that make the world unhappy.
In your world of dreams, what is it that you see?
What is the world you wish to see?

Butterfly

On this day, I cried.
For the butterfly who brought joy to my world, who is no longer here.
Our time together was short but I will never forget the little things that you did.
The happy and sad moments we had together, may soon fade from my memory.
Yet I will not forget the love you showed me.
You the butterfly that brought me joy, are no longer here.
I can no longer hear your voice, see your smiling face, or feel the warmth of your embrace.
On this day my life changed.
On this day I saw the shadows that bring sorrow to the world.
Yet you the butterfly that I can no longer meet, is still in my heart.
A light within the shadows of my heart.
My life may be short, yet I will continue to live.
Till the very end.
You the butterfly who brought me joy so long ago, I promise to become a butterfly that brings joy to others.
Today I am crying, yet I am smiling as I remember you and I together so long ago.

A Small Wish -Lyrics

On a cliff covered in flowers over looking the sea, stands a lone girl dressed in white. In this place long ago a promise was made, a promise of friends.
Together they wrote their wishes upon a piece of paper, and put it in a small bottle. Hoping that if it flows away in the ocean, their wishes would someday come true.
Drifting away the wishes disappear upon the horizon, taking the hopes and dreams of dear friends. Though long ago its feels like yesterday, that we stood here together.
Once a prince and a peasant girl came and made a promise, "No matter what we'll always together until death takes us." Yet one day the two encountered reality's cruel truth, but it was only the start.
This story of ours once had a happy beginning, but now you are no longer here. So now I stand here holding a wish, hoping that it may reach you.
Drifting away is my small wish my small hope, filled with sorrow and bit of regret. You always were willing to become even the darkness, to protect our wishes and me.
Drifting away the wishes disappear upon the horizon, taking a message of a promise into the sky. As it fades away into the wind, I hope. That we may all meet again.
Drifting away is my small wish my small hope, filled with sorrow and bit of regret. "If we could start over, would we be...?"

Embark

As you Embark on your journey today.
Within your reflection upon water clear as crystal, what is it that you see?
Do you see a future where your dreams and wishes come true?
A happy future, a sad one?
We do not know what will happen to tomorrow or today.
Will we say good bye, will we say hello?
As you carry the burden of the world's expectations, your worries and sorrows.
The cruel words and actions and your own flaws.
You may feel like stopping and give up.
But your journey is like a story, your life a gift like a star shines bright in the darkness.
Every day, every hour, every minute, and every second.
You will Embark on a journey.
Don't live the past, do not worry about the future, live in the present.
For when the day begins, you Embark on a journey, a journey through life.

Last Words

What is happiness?
What is love?
Is there any happiness in this world?
Slowly I'm forgetting the joyful times in my life.
I seem to get criticized for every little thing I do.
When I try to speak, my voice is always swallowed but a cacophony of rusting gears.
Among other humans, I am slowly forgotten, in a corner watching.
Always wearing a mask of lies, I cry and scream.
Saying "I'm all right", "nothings wrong" or "I'm fine."
To escape both reality's cruelness and the slowly fading humanity of others.
I go into my quite world, where I create a fake world filled with dreams.
Within my sleep, I feel peaceful and free.
A place where light or shadow cannot reach me, a place where only I can go.
Piece by piece I fall apart, my heart as started to shatter under the burdens of the world's expectations and cruelness.
I hold back my tears and screams, drowning and suffocating from the shadows and cold heartless machines.
If I die, will anyone cry for me?
Will anyone remember me?
If I disappeared, would someone try to find me?
I cannot speak, I cannot draw, the things I wan to say.
I can only create with words on paper.
I want to find meaning in my existence, my short life.
At times I want to fall into eternal sleep, but if I did would I dream, a happy dream?
I dreamed that the dead became stars that shine in the sky, that eternal sky.
Yet it is only a false wish.
I once thought these worlds, "If you can only have one wish what would it be?"
In the end my one and only wish, "Is to have meaning to my life."
These are my last words.

My Father

My father who loves me so, like the roots of a tree you help me stand tall. Like a big warm cuddly bear you are strong and keep me safe from harm. I'm no longer the little girl who was scared of the dark, but now a young women who gives you bear hugs every day. You would always fix the things that broke and read me a book with a funny voice. Every day you work to make sure that I can grow up happy and so you can support me in the future. Soon I won't always need you to help me fix something or squish a scary spider. But I know you are always there for me, always there to catch me when I am falling. Me who is your little girl, your little princess soon to be queen. Will always be your daughter, a daughter of a king.

Flowers of Dream -Lyrics

As I looked into the starlit desert sky, suddenly I saw, my solitude reflected within the mirror of reality. Just like the desert flowers, I am here yet forgotten, by the world.
If I can make it through, all the pain and suffering, will I finally be able to see the tomorrow that I've wished for? I just wanna see the sun rise again!
As I fall deeper into the abyss of the twilight, closer to the nightmares I rather not dream. The pieces of my scattered heart come together and apart, but I won't let that stop me from over coming those, meaningless and insignificant limits. To once again feel the freedom of having my own limits.
Ah, I'm aiming for the endless blue sky, hoping they'll bloom again-the flowers of my dream.
Repeating over and over again those words, "That all beginnings will eventually come to an end." in my mind. I know it's not a lie, yet I can't help but feel, the sadness of that truth.
Because of happiness, because of despair, those seeds that hold your dreams will someday bloom. And become as strong as you!
These scattered and innumerable lights of my wishes, are the sacrifices that I've made. So we could once again meet each other. Within this place where light and shadow meet, I reside in my faults and blessings, trying to find tomorrow, my true self.
Ah, today I've encountered sorrow once again, you still hope for-the flowers of your dream.
As I fall deeper into the twilight, my shadows, my heart may stay broken permanently and we may never meet. But even when everything is in darkness, stay strong for tomorrow will surely come!
As I fall deeper into the abyss of the twilight, closer to the nightmares I rather not dream. The pieces of my scattered heart come together and apart, but I won't let that stop me from over coming my, meaningless and insignificant limits. Because it's you I want to see again.
Ah, I'm aiming for that starlit desert sky, putting all my faults and doubts to rest and moving forward, I know they'll bloom again-the flowers of our dream!

Unbearable Future

I walk upon rusted gears that were once part of those now forgotten days.

A past that I cherish but will soon slowly forget, in the stillness I simply live.

Time is both mystifying yet cruel, as it both gives and takes away.

Within this mechanical world, what once was beautiful is now rusting away.

The flowers we loved are now raw gems of days that may cease to exist.

Now that you are gone, for I rather hear the cacophony of the machines then the silence that is unbearable without you.

As the wind moves the still air, faintly your presence is there right beside me.

Within the warmth of the sun, the soft light of the moon, and the stars that have watch us since our birth.

What was once filled with joy and memories so precious, is now only emptiness.

In this rusting world you cease to exist and what we did together is now only a reflection of once was.

If I could use these rusted gears, and the machines left behind.

I would rebuild what once was lost within time’s embrace.

My memories are slowly fading, my time in this artificial and polluted world will come to an end.

If I could repeat those days with you, I would give everything up.

Because without you, I rather not live in an unbearable future.

A future that without you, would not bring me the true happiness that you brought me.

So long ago, in time that has become part of those forgotten days.

Reflection

As I walk upon a reflection of the sky, I feel both wonder and fear.

What it must be like to fly, will always remain unknown to me.

As I look into the world of mirrors, I see your face.

Within my world you do not exist, only a reflection, an illusion, a dream that cannot be touched.

While I see you, no one else can.

Within the reflection of the angelic sky, the infinite night sky, I see a sea of stars and wonders that I can only dream of.

As I walk upon the reflection of the sky, the ripples hid your face.

As I dance my steps are forever repeated in the crystal water.

Everything around me is only a reflection, but there, always there before me.

I cannot touch, but I can see.

If I could, I would.

Touch the reflection, the illusion, the dream, the endless sky, the sea of stars and beyond.

Beyond the reflected sky- beyond my reflection.

Rusting History

In the time we've spent on this planet, the history that has become part of those forgotten days.
Still remains as a memory, a story that may disappear or remain forever until the very end.
Within this mechanical world, the turning gears are rusting away.
The distant past may soon disappear from existence, and we may once again repeat mistakes that would never come to be.
This world will forever change, and we along with it.
But we should not forget what our ancestors left behind, for in this mechanical world it is no longer unusual to no longer recall the things that must be remembered.
In the time we've spent on this blue planet, the past we have made will in a way always remain.
But if we forget, they would forever be in the embrace of time, to never be recalled again.
If the past rusts away, we may as well disappear.

Shattered Sky -Lyrics

Even as I fall in the shattered sky, I continue to recall, those soon to be forgotten days, that repeat within my heart. Even if it’s only a reflection, I still see the you that I've always known, will always stay without fail in my memory.

Within this, mechanical world. The gears of time, slowly rust away. It seems like a dream, those times when everything was alright.

As I watch the days go by, I try to hold on to those precious memories.

As I fall into, an eternal sleep, I can hear your voice, as a distant sound in my mind. The song of a nostalgic story repeats, over and over in the still air, within the emptiness of my soul.

"If I die, would we meet again someday? Would you remember me?" I ask to myself once again today, tomorrow, once again.

Even as I fall in the shattered sky, my does not stop remembering, those days long past, taken away by time's embrace.

In this mechanical world, you still continue to exist, an entity, a living star that shines brighter then the sun. Even as I close my eyes, is still there, along with the feelings, that even if I fade away into nothingness will stay.

"In the future if you are no longer there, I'd rather not live, in that unbearable tomorrow without you." Even as I continue to fall, your presence still stays, always there forever within my heart.

Within this rusting mechanical world, I can still hear that song. A shard of those nostalgic days gone by, that repeats in the still air.

"If I will be reborn someday, I hope that we can meet again. To once again to hear each other voice."

What Makes Us Human

What is it that makes us human, what is it?

We are different in many ways, yet why is it that at times we do not accept it?

Are we afraid of it, is it because we don’t understand who they are?

Do we want someone to be the same, because of something?

Because we can’t always understand each other, at times we shun, hate, and are afraid, of those differences.

So we wish for them to be who they are not.

What is it that makes us human?

Is it those differences that make us who we are?

“I don't know”, is my answer. For those who wish to know.

The Crystal Sky

Within the crystal sky, the stars shine in the dark blue.

The flowers ephemeral beauty, entrances those who look upon them.

The birds fly towards the horizon edge, to a place beyond what we've known.

Within this machine like world, where time’s cruel embrace.

Takes us apart, like the winds do the clouds.

The emerald and sapphire-jade sea, the topaz sun and diamond moon.

For a moment you are there, for eternity space exists.

This beautiful and ugly world, this mechanical and opal world.

Within the crystal sky the stars shine, like them I will soon fade away.

I will say farewell to this life, within the mechanical and opal world.

If We Can Meet Again -Lyrics

Within the deep sea, I can no longer move. I wish I could tell you those words, that I've kept within my heart. As I fall into eternal sleep within the place between the sea and sky, I hope we can meet again in the future.

How long ago was it, that we first met? I cannot remember but those days we spent together still remain. The times we fought and laughed, watching the stars and walking by the sea.

Underneath the darkening clouds, those peaceful days were coming to end weren't they? The world we knew was changing, if I realized it sooner then maybe could I...would we still be-?

Even though it hurts to move, to laugh and cry. I love you too much to stop. I cannot dance with you, but I will watch over you.

Everything is burning, I cannot see the sky. I try to call out, but my voice keeps breaking. I keep running, trying to escape the flames. I watch as our home is destroyed, wondering if your safe.

I see you trying to flee to safety, diving into the ocean, in a boat I go to try to reach you with. Now safe and sound, we... Dance and sing, beside the sea, and I dance with you until dawn.

Even though it hurts, I won't stop moving. Because I want to be by your side, until the very end. I cannot dance with you, but I'll sing a song as I watch over you.

I can no longer move, but I can still feel you. I wish I could tell you those words, that I've kept within my heart. As I fall to sleep within the place between the sea and sky, if we can meet again I will say "I love you too".

Oh Firefly

Oh firefly, shine bright.

For only a fleeting moment.

Within the night sky.

Hazy Light, Island Tree

As the rain falls, a misty haze hides the world beyond my sight.

Within the gentle twilight, under an island tree.

Rests a butterfly upon the flowers, a lonely sight, within the hazy light.

The graves of loved ones, safe and sound they are, underneath the roots of the island tree.

As the sun falls upon the horizon’s edge, the misty haze, the drops of rain become the color of the sun.

Like tear drops of the sun, they disappear as they fall upon the earth.

The flowers as white as a newly made canvas are painted the colors of sun.

The butterfly with wings the color of the evening sky, flaps its wings in the light.

Like a jewel, the colors shine in the fading light.

The island tree in the misty haze, is a lonely sight, to this heart of mine.

Yet in the fading light, the colored drops paint the world in brilliant colors.

Makes the hazy light, become a dream that only comes in the falling rain.

If... -Lyrics

Wouldn't be nice if, I could start over from the beginning? To have the freedom of not having to hold, the burdens of all the expectations of the world. For just a moment in time, feel as if I am myself. But in the end, the cruelness of reality will take away that wish.

Why is it that, I'm always lying, to myself and others? Why is it when I'm asleep, I'm happy?

If I were to die today, will anyone cry for me? Would I be remembered, or forgotten like so many. I want to belong, but in the end. Loneliness is more kind to me, then a person's presence.

Why is it when I'm around others, I feel mostly empty afterword’s? I want to do more than watch the world, from this isolated place of mine.

I laugh and cry at, I love and hate, the many sad and happy things life brings. But in the end, I just want to scream.

If there is such thing as love, then why is there no one for me to love? Someone who would love me, for who I truly am.

If for a moment our hearts, could connect to one another? Then could we, understand each other?

If I were to die today, will anyone cry for me? When I fall into eternal sleep, would I dream a happy dream? I want to belong, but in the end. Loneliness is more kind to me, then a person's presence.

If there is such thing as love, then why is there no one for me to love? Someone who would, always be by my side.

If for a brief moment our hearts, could become one? Would I finally belong, would I be loved?

A Brief Moment in Time

For a brief moment in time, we feel an emotion.

What feels like an eternity, is so brief that to us it would be like a tiny grain of sand within time’s memory.

We build things that reach the sky, tiny things that appear to belong to a fairy, and things that seem to last forever.

In the universe our planet is one of many planets that exist, our tiny beautiful blue planet.

Maybe one of the only ones that hold sentient life, that is filled with wonders.

The life we were given is special, for who or what gave us our life is still unknown.

But it is gift we must not waste in the short time we have.

Time and space is quite a mystery to us, for every time we make a new discovery we are filled with more questions than answers.

The past is a memory, the future a mystery a world filled with possibilities, and the present is a gift of time that will only come once in our lives.

We are all sometimes afraid to die and we forget how to just simply live.

We want to live forever but most of the things in this world, will never truly last forever.

And so the one of the only things we can leave behind are the stories of our lives, stories we made up and many more.

The emotions we feel is something I love, for we can feel joy and sorrow, hope and despair, pride and humility, and many more.

Emotion is something that can last forever, even when it’s felt for only a brief moment.

The future is unknown but for now I'll live in the present, and cherish the short  time I have in this world of ours, on our little blue planet.

If Our Hearts Could Connect as One -Lyrics Short Ver.

If our hearts could connect as one, then maybe the sadness will disappear. If we could understand one another, then just maybe, the door that leads towards tomorrow will appear.

What is it that you're looking for on the horizon’s edge, in the blinding light of the sun? Why is it that we always search for something beyond our reach, that alone we may never reach. If you could spread your wings and fly away, where will your heart take you within this world?

If our hearts could connect as one, then maybe the sadness will disappear. If we could understand one another, then just maybe, we could spread our wings and fly away into the eternal sky. I hope that one day you and I, we can be free of the chains that bind us. To be able to understand each other, to bring an end to this pointless war, is my wish.

In Between

In the glow of the setting sun, the evening sky turns red.

Between a sea of stars and a sea of green.

A war that I can only see continues to bring sorrow.

Why is there one?

What is its purpose?

Between the two seas, time seems to fade away in the setting sun.

Will there be an end to that war?

Or will this cycle of sorrow and hate continue to come?

If for a moment it would stop, will they realize the mistakes they made?

I do not know, for all I see is a place between the sea of stars and a sea of green.

When I fade away, will that war cease to exist?

As I fall from that sea of stars, above the sea of green.

To a place in between.

Moonlit Earth

Far away in the night sky, the moon watches over the earth.

Even in the sun’s light it watches over those below.

In the evening sky the butterflies dance in the light of the first stars.

The clouds colored by the setting sun, change from the brightest pink to the silver of the moon.

In the rivers flows water clear that holds life and shares it’s waters with any passing stranger.

In the night sky, the moon’s warm gentle light shines upon those sleeping within its light

The color of the butterflies changes in the moonlit sky, as rest for the night.

Far away in the sky the moon appears so close, yet like an illusion it cannot be touched but only seen.

The gentle and mysterious moon watches over the earth.

Even in the light of the sun, it still watches over us.

The Gentle Wind -Lyrics

The summer wind blows as the sun starts to fall, the flowers start close and fall asleep, as the moon starts to rise. Within the gentle twilight the stars slowly come to life in the sky above, I wonder what they've seen in the distant past.

How long has it been since that summer day we saw reality's cruel truth, that I remember as if it was yesterday yet almost forgotten. Like the wind those memories of those peaceful days comes and go, bringing overflowing tears to my eyes until I can no longer see.

Oh gentle wind, please take my memories to my beloved one, before I fade away into the light that returns to white. If I have even a bit of darkness within me, then could I become a being of the twilight and stay by his side?

Oh why is it, that we must repeat this tragic history? Will I ever dream that dream again with you, will it ever become reality?

You are the darkness and I am the light of a story that only brings sorrow, we who are mostly insignificant to reality. Could we tempt this tragic story to end and never again be repeated? We who are only lights that will someday disappear like the stars.

In the summer wind I can hear voices that feel so close but are faraway, in the gentle twilight I dream of the past. Within the crystal clear sky the birds fly into the wind that takes them beyond the horizon. What do they see so high above us among the clouds?

Oh gentle wind, please take my memories to my beloved one, before I fade away into the light that returns to white. If I cannot become a being of the twilight, then I'll let my voice become one with the wind that remembers all that has happened in the past.

In the sunset, the summer haze is slowly becoming one with the moonlight. Among the flowers I sleep dreaming, of those lost summer days.