I Stand Alone

I stand alone on a sea of tears, the sky is forever a night sky with countless stars that reflect on the sea like a mirror, making it feel as if I was in the sky. I try to see my reflection but I can see nothing in the dark sea, I can only see the stars and the ripples in the water from my tears. I want to do something, I want to run, I want to see the blue sky, I want to see the sun, and I want to see my reflection to see my face because the only thing I know and have is that something keeps me here and something makes me keep crying. I can sing but my songs are filled with sadness and pain, I want to be free from this sadness, I want to keep running until I reach the light, and I want to know what it’s like to be happy and free. But every time I want to run away from this place something keeps me from going, I don’t know why but this feeling I have inside reminds me of something I once knew. I keep thinking is this feeling hope, could there be a way to be free from this spell on me? Now all I want is to sleep forever and forget this pain I feel but as I open my eyes I see a light on the horizon and I hear a voice calling for me, I don’t know why but I start to run towards the light and I reach out to the light smiling, then I open my eyes and see that I’m in the arms of someone I knew with a warm smile on his face and now I remember why I had hope because I knew someone was looking for me and now I’m truly free.

What is Destiny?

What is destiny, what is my destiny? What is fate, what is my fate? Why was I born, why I’m I alive? What I’m I, who I’m I meant to be, what is my purpose in this life, in this world? What is life, why do I cry and smile, why do I hate and love, what is death? What is a spirit, what is a soul, what is a heart, why do I have one, do I have one? Why do I have a voice, why can I think, why I’m I here? What is destiny, what I’m I, what is a heart, what is life, why was I born?

Symphony -Lyrics

In this sea of smiles and tears only a trace of those faraway days still stay, it may hurt but I'll remember as I hold on tight to those days, it may be faint but the warmth of your smile still stays as an echo within my lonely heart, the lonesome voices of now and me rusted away but I'll still try to sing for you, I'll try my best no matter what happens because, I know what I want is right there beside me as I hold it tightly in my hands close to me no matter how far it is, my body didn't move and so my voice rusted away, I'll still wait for that melody no matter how much it hurts I'll still wait here forever, my heart still aches as I try to hold on tight to those memories that are filled with pain and joy, but can you hear it, this unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful, symphony symphony, echoing with a trace yesterday within us, I see a star in the sky and I try to hold on to the light in this twilight, but a part of me is still taken into the darkness around me and I can't help but let myself cry, please before I fall into the dark sing that melody to me as a lullaby before I go, please sing, my body didn't move and so my voice rusted away, I'll still wait for that melody no matter how much it hurts I'll still wait here forever, my heart still aches as I try to hold on tight to those memories that are filled with pain and joy, but can you hear it, this unclear and off-pitch yet beautiful overlapping like a cacophony voices, symphony symphony, echoing with a trace yesterday within us.

A Warm Light

As I close my eyes I see a light shining through the darkness, a bright, warm, hazy light I try to reach the light I see but to only cut the air before me. I open my eyes and see that it was only a dream, under this tree I have always waited to see the night sky and under it I always sleep. During the day  I search for something but like my dream I only cut through the air as if trying to catch a shadow, this dream seems eternal it seems like this dream this feeling inside me keeps telling me to search for something out there. As the seasons go by and the world around me changes I still try to reach for something in the light and as time passes by I start to see a face indistinct in the hazy light, I start to cry for some reason every time I have this dream. Today the cherry blossoms bloom and their petals color the ground a light pink the softness of them reminds me of the warm, gentle, embrace in my mother’s arms and the dream I keep having, I lay against the tree resting and as I open my eyes I see the face that I see in my dreams with a warm smile on his face and the sunlight shining down on us is like my dream. And now I know this feeling was loneliness and even sadness, my dream was filled with hope and it has brought me happiness but this feeling I have was love.

The Dancer

The dancer, forever dances in the snow. Dancing endlessly, never stopping to rest. On a stage of ice, flowers are covered in frost, stars shine brightly in the winter night. The moon is the spot light that shines upon the dancer, with graceful steps she dances in the snow. Waiting for a partner to dance with, always waiting in the snow. Until the one she loves comes to dance with her, she will forever dance in the world of winter. Where the stars shine brightly in the night sky, where flowers are covered in frost, where the moon is the spot light, and where you dance on a stage of ice. But the dancer will always wait there dancing and dancing in the falling snow, because Winter will always wait for Spring to come.